Public distrusts truth 2-11-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com

New Hampshire Congress Woman Shea-Porter receives such glowing articles and letters in the newspapers, it is insulting. Don’t get me wrong, I like Carol. I voted for her. I believe the truth must be told. Carol makes mistakes but refuses to correct those mistakes no matter whom it hurts. For some reason the news only prints letters that benefit her. I do realize every one believes that I have been helping this Madbury NH family for to long. I have over and over stated crimes committed by influential people. The thing is to stop me, these influential people commit more crimes to cover the first crimes up. It is the obligation of the individual to correct the wrongs of government.

Carol is a big fan of Veterans. She believes that she is almost one because her husband served 20 years in the military. This is what she tells people. I do admit she does take a strong stand helping large groups of Veterans. You can read all the great things that she does in every newspaper across the U.S. The people’s opinion must be printed to expose mistakes made by these elected officials. Does the public have the right to know the truth? Carol filed a false police report to get a 100% disabled Veteran arrested to stop that veteran from publishing a letter to the editor about her. Carol used her influence to have a NH VA Dr Biswas file commitment orders to put a 100% disabled Veteran in the nut house to stop this Veteran’s letter to the editor from being published. The Director of the NH VA hospital medical care Mark Levenston stopped a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care to aid Carol in her crimes to stop this Veteran’s Letter to the editor from being published. The cover up is so deep discrimination is rampart in the NH government, courts and news media. The News media has done such a biased job of harming my character in the public eye the public is afraid to help me. Where does a Veteran go when his own country kills him.

My opinion of Carol has not changed. I still like Carol. I will vote for her again, unless a more honest person runs against her. Our own government has inflicted pain and suffering on my family and no one wants to talk about it to correct the wrongs. What I am doing is to show RESPECT to every Veteran that in the History of the United States gave their lives for Our FREEDOM. Congress woman Carol Shea-Porter needs to receive these words.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Is It wrong to question the government 2-10-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com

I have a Dover NH police file on U.S. NH congress woman Shea-Porter having me arrested 7002-942. I have a VA medial record at the Manchester NH VA hospital that I will give the public the right to read. The NH Director of medical care for NH Veterans Mark Levenston stopped my medical care for political self gain. My records are open to any one. I have nothing to hide. I like Shea-Porter I voted for her. I believe she is a caring person. Her view of the Iraq war is my view. I believe President Bush put us in this war for his political legacy. Carol and I differ because I believe she must take care for the people of the state of NH and the U.S. first. I will next week place for the record the letter to the editor she had me arrested even though it did not get printed. It does not matter what the letter said. The people’s opinion is by law free speech. Carol when having me arrested this did not meet her needs, she had NH VA doctor Biswas file commitment orders to put me in the nut house to stop my letter. The Dover Wentworth Douglas hospital has a file which I give my permission for any one to read. After a long night at thousands of dollars in cost the order was determined to be with out merit. The VA is telling me that I must pay for this. The VA director saw a chance to make points for political reasons so he stopped my medical care to please a congress woman. I am 100% disabled from injuries received defending this great nation. It is against the law to use a Veteran’s medical care to silence free speech. It does not matter what the letter to the editor said. To harm a persons health (anyone) is a crime.

If a elected official does not like the publics free speech about them do they have the right to destroy your health in their efforts to control how you think and speak. The newspapers refused to print my opinion any way. Shea-Porters letter never made the papers. Censorship is rampart. The ethical standards of the news media is censor or alter the opinion of the people to the editors view. Some news reporters say that they want to help me, but my proof is not available. The proof is kicking you in the face. NH takes a 100% disabled veteran’s freedom for 6 months before dropping the bogus charges. The news writes articles questioning this disabled Veteran’s character in the public eye. The NH state police harass my family at work and home and the news does not care. The police refuse to allow me to file a complaint. The news does not care. The NH governor sells me time to tell him my complaint, he take my money and rejects the visit.

I have volunteered every day helping people that I do not even know since I came back in 1974. I have violated no laws. My life changed when I lost my health defending this great nation. What is happening here is wrong. (against the law) When what NH and the U.S. does to Veterans happens to some one you love then it is to late because your boat will be sinking as mine is now. Veterans give their lives for your freedom. You speak highly of veterans until they ask you for help. The proof exists read it.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Use Disability as excuse 2-09-08

Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com

It would be easy for me to claim that my disabilities were the cause of my problems. I do have a TBI Traumatic Brain Injury. I remember nothing before my 17 birthday. I have problems reading and writing. I slip in and out of reality at any moment with out warning. Some things I remember, others I forget with in seconds. I have a broken back which limits my ability to do things. I have a loss of hearing in both ears from being blown of the runway more than once. The percentage of each disability when added together is 120%. I received two of the three injuries during separate combat support missions during the Vietnam Conflict. I am a U.S. Marine.

Paul Newell wrote a note describing our responsibilities to our country. Paul is a Canadian citizen. I appreciate Paul’s letter and I wish many more people would write and tell the news media, publishers and editors that I stand for a cause, a very important cause that is and will devastate every United States citizen if not corrected. Freedom of speech and the manner in which the U.S. treats returning Veterans is appalling. What I write is the truth and I have lived through what I talk about.

When a citizen speaks out, should a U.S. Congress woman from NH have the right to use her political connections to put me in a nut house. Should the VA be allowed to use my medical care as leverage to stop my free speech. These are criminal acts committed by government officials that we the people trust. It should not matter if I wrote a letter to the editor that said disparaging remarks about someone. I did not write such a letter. My letters tell the truth and the letters that I write the news refuses to print. Censorship by the news media has allowed these government officials and judges to violated our most power full laws the Constitution. I have not violated one law but to stop me the government has used the trusted power of government in a manner to use my military inflicted disabilities to cause pain and suffering on me. I have stood through all the crap because I am a U.S. Marine. If when in battle things did not look good one does not retreat. You attack and fight to keep the United States of America free and safe until death. Shea-Porter and Mark Levenston by using my military medical condition to harm me by stopping my medical care constitudes a crime of the gravest magnitude. The government is covering these crimes up.

I write letters every day. My letters may not be the best. My letters may some times leave people confused. I do not have the abilities that others have. You all use excuses to avoid speaking up. When citizens, editors, publishes and others are intimidated by government officials this just reinforces my words. You are afraid.

I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine and every U.S. citizen should be outraged by what my words expose. U.S. congress woman Shea-Porter and VA Director of NH Veterans medical care openly and with intent to harm took medical care away from a U.S. citizen. They knowingly harm a 100% disabled U.S. Marine for their own self gain and you the United States of America think so little of those that gave their lives for you that you allow returning Veterans to go homeless on the street. Google my name and address and read my letters. Learn the condition NH and the U.S. place the children that gave every thing for you, in. Then, I ask you to do as Paul Newell did. Write

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi www.veteranstoday.com

Disabled Veteran held hostage. 2-08-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com

It should not matter why the NH government and the VA stopped my medical care. It is against the law. To stop medical care for injuries that I receive doing my duty as a U.S. Marine for the political self gain of NH VA director of medical care Mark Levenston and U.S. NH congress woman Shea-Porter is a crime. I am a 100% disabled veteran up against the power full. It does not matter what the letter to the editor said that Shea-Porter did not like. The newspapers refused to print it. We have a Constitution that guarantees us free speech. Shea-Porter had a VA, Dr Biswas use my medical condition to attempt to put me in the nut house to stop this letter. When this did not work my VA medical was stopped. I went six months with no care at all. A few months ago it was restored but now I receive substandard care. I have a copy of all the signed documents. Yet no one will talk about these crimes. The U.S. and NH Governments inflict pain and suffering on a disabled Veteran and the news media censors the facts.

I place this written document in the public eye clearly stating U.S. Congress woman Shea-Porter and Mark Levenston are criminals. This would be label if the facts were not true. Now you can see why no one cares about the thousands and thousands of returning Veterans that need care. Naïve children are sent to defend the U.S. freedom but when these war torn Veteran’s return the U.S. discards them as a way to keep the budget for political pet projects.

The opinion of the people no longer matters to the news media or the politicians. You take naïve children, destroy their minds, discard them, then question why so many children that served in our military commit suicide.

I to this day set my pain aside and volunteer to help others. I have volunteer since I returned to the world in 74. I have violated no laws. I have devoted my entire live since I came back to help others. I do not want even a thank you because I volunteer for a selfish reason. Because I came back alive and so many others better than me gave their lives for your freedom. I owe these dead Veterans my gratitude. All my letters are printed in the www.Veteranstoday.com blog. Read them because you can be next, because it will not matter who you are.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Valentines day massacre 2-07-08 Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217 NH.red.sox@gmail.com

On Valentines Day the Press is going to have a field day taking pictures of prominent elected officials shaking the hands of disabled Veterans. These officials will boost about how much they do for the Veterans. Of course it is an election year. I am not hate full although the press and Government officials tell you that I am. I have volunteered every day since I returned in 74 from my 31 month overseas tour helping others. Most of the time I do not even know the people that I volunteer help. I write honest, truth full letters about NH, the elected officials, VA and Veterans needs. These people that I write about do not like what I say so I am labeled by the media to make the public hate me. The news media censors the truth to protect these officials.

NH VA director of Veteran’s medical care stopped my VA medical for political self gain. Did the news report this? Did the news print the opinion letters that I wrote about this. “no” U.S. Military Veterans across the United States are being ignored or left to die alone on the street because the U.S. citizens are to busy to care. On Valentines Day the news media is going to publicly give the world the belief that you actually care. You talk about how these young men and women give yet as soon as the cameras go so does the caring.

I am rated 120% disabled because I was injured three separate times. Twice in combat support missions. When you add the percentage that each injury takes from me, I have 120% less in life than the average person. I relive my fist kill every single day. The entire United States knows about this cruel and damaging treatment by the NH Government to silence my free speech but no one cares. This is not about me. This is about the Veterans returning today and the veterans of past wars and conflicts you the U.S. citizens discharge as trash. These are the kids that once played in school that had promising futures as you that never served. 25% of the homeless are Veterans unable to cope in a society where to them reality just does not exist. The Veterans that you work beside that relives the tragedy of the inhuman conditions of war silently. The Veterans that can no longer relate to others or keep a job.

Discrimination by the American Legion, VFW, NH courts, VA, NH Gov. and others is illustrated by my case but it happens to veterans across the U.S. NH takes a 120% disabled Veteran and labels him a Terrorist, VA medial is stopped, harms his family, depletes his savings and much more but the U.S. does not care. “What are we fighting for, next stop is Vietnam” To a Veteran the only thing better than suicide is if we had never come home alive. You the United States of America claims to want to understand why suicide is a Veterans best care but you treat us like trash. I wish the press would start telling the truth. On Valentines Day make those handshakes more than an artificial token jester or create a Valentines Day massacre where Veterans can die with honor.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Next stop Vietnam 2-06-08

Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

All have my permission to print my Name, address, phone # and e-mail NH.Red.Sox.@gmail.com

“What Are We Fighting For, Next Stop Is Vietnam”. Navy Seals Nate Hardy from Durham NH and M. Koch from Pa were killed by small arms fire in Iraq yesterday. Talk in the local restaurant this morning was how sad the families must feel. Many families across the U.S. have or will be feeling this same way as long as innocent kids fight on the no experience politicians egos(orders). Don’t get me wrong I am not against the war. War is necessary to protect the rights of the individual. If someone attacks the U.S. or it’s citizens, we should wipe out that entire country. No mercy. On the other hand if our elected officials wage war on another country to create a legacy for themselves we should abolish that President. Why should innocent American kids die, why not people from another country that was unwilling to fight for themselves. There are no innocent people in a war zone that attached us.

These Veterans that are lucky enough to come back, will be discharged into a nation that has no idea or even cares about the medical or physical condition of these hero’s. These Veterans will be so happy to be back in the “world” U.S. they will not realize the demons growing in their heads. These Veterans will go back to their families only to find nothing is the same. Separating the mind controlling lessons drilled into you at boot camp, then demonstrated in service that you committed with out mercy from the cruel but lawful society of the U.S. is easy at first. Family and friends happy to see you home tolerate and rationalize the happenings you create. They laugh when you duck at loud noises. They get mad when you do something harsh or speak at people with out feelings. Society feels sorry for the Veterans that come home with no arms, legs or other (visual or not) disabilities but fails to give medial aid. Aid will cost to much or the politicians don’t care because the election is to far away for self benefit. Were these the lucky Veterans that died?

Suicide while in service or after discharge is one solution. I have thought of it many times and come close some of the times. I am told that I have no feelings but the feelings I have goes out to these families. We fought to protect and defend our Constitution for equal treatment of the law for all. Now we lose our families, jobs, friends and become homeless to keep you safe from the demons maturing in our heads. These Navy Seals as all that gave their lives for the people of the United States of America have my gratitude and I thank them all. We are fighting for our country and it’s citizens.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Help will never come for Veterans 2-03-08

Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I live in two worlds. The one life that I learned in the effort to survive back here in the “world” U.S. The other is the rent less belief’s and acts from my memories serving this nation that continuously spin in my head. My ability to camouflage to protect society from ever learning what a dangerous person that I am. Am I dangerous or is that a title bestowed on me by society to limit my ability to do what I have learned is the obligation of every U.S. citizen. I was a teenager, high school drop out, young adult, it does not matter because only 11% of the U.S. citizens will serve in the Military. I went off to a conflict or war only to loose my innocents and my right to return to a society that does not want to understand. I am any U.S. military Veteran but this particular one is a United States Marine.

I have no memory of my life prior to Marine Corps Boot camp. I have a Traumatic Brain Injury. The pain in my head and body is a relentless reminder that I need to be punished for what my life has done to civilized society, for your freedom. I sit here today trying to believe that I could have been a better person if I did not leave high school at 17 to join the Marine Corps. For years it was drilled in to my head to kill with out mercy. To deflect caring or emotions to complete the mission. Lives were expendable as long as the mission was successful. Then one day I returned to the World (U.S.) and the MC dropped me into society with no support.

Years after discharge only because I mailed a copy of my medical records home did the Veterans Administration label me a 100% disabled Veteran. I have three separate injuries, two from separate combat support missions. Substandard medical care has allowed me to drift through the years. I can not be sorry for my life because the VA has provided me with money to live on. I have had a great life compared to what the VA has done to other Veterans.

I sit here today alone crying. Yes a U.S. Marine with tears in his eyes. I have no reason to be this way. It has continuously happen in the recent months. I ask my self is the people that call themselves my mother, father, brothers and sister really related to me. Did I really grow up in New Hampshire. Am I a test case to see if the military can develop people with no memory to think to their standards. I have to wonder if I will even remember what I do today. I write this letter because writing helps me tolerate being in a world that I do not belong. I remember some events and others I forget.

My VA medical was stopped because NH elected officials wanted to control my free speech. What the hell are we fighting for? These are the words I remember from my days over there. Don’t feel sorry for me. It is not necessary. I never quite under stood what reality is or if reality even exists. I live in two worlds. I am one of the lucky ones. I came back alive. Is it to late? Which world is real?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

U.S. Veteran’s letter 2-03-08

Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A Veteran’s Letter to the editor should never be censored or edit. A Veteran’s letter by law should take precedence in the newspapers. All Veterans letters should (no matter how questionable) by law must be printed. To protect the news media a disclaimer can be place before or after the letter or a law placing responsibility of the truth being on the letter writer. Letters are the opinion of the people. Veterans are the children that give their youth and lives for the U.S. Constitution. Veterans lose that innocent feeling that allows the others (U.S. citizens)to believe and seek harmony. Veterans gain that unrelenting flash-back of memory of the inhuman way that we lived and acted. Every Veteran that has been there see every day (of their remaining lives) that reminder. To censor or edit the opinion of a Veteran demonstrates the artificial respect that the U.S. believes Veteran’s deserve.

A Veteran returning to the “World” U.S. takes off the uniform and blends into society. A returning Veteran for years (if not for ever) will be silent of the atrocities that the Veteran was committed to engage in. Society (protesters state side) dictates that our actions are wrong but the Politicians that have never been there command us to do. Naïve children (just starting life) commit the unspeakable to defend and protect U.S. citizen’s freedom and the veterans come home to be labeled baby killers and criminals. Suicide becomes our only option to protect you (U.S. citizens) from learning the crimes of humanity that we engage in. Many returning Veterans become homeless, have failed relationships or worse and are locked up in jail to protect society from these children that gave everything. Are the Veterans returning to the world to be stereotyped the Veteran Bums? (useless leaches on the political budget) The U.S. politicians have placed limits on care for returning Veterans because pet projects pleases the element of society (voters) better. Veterans no longer serve any use full productive purpose to society.

To limit the words of a Veteran, to censor the opinion of a Veteran, to question the motive or actions of a Veteran is the most unethical, criminal, insulting act the U.S. can bestow on the memory of the children that gave everything for you. I love the United States of America and I believe in a civilized society peace full protest will some day allow this Veterans words and opinion to be heard.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

TBI Veteran 2-02-02

Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A sad story of a child leaving high school in 1970 at 17 to become a U.S. Marine and go off to a conflict. A four year tour with 31 months overseas, 8 convoys as American Advisor delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps in Thailand, Laos and Cambodia and three disabling injuries, two were received during separate combat support missions. This now 100% disabled Veteran returns to New Hampshire with total amnesia from a traumatic brain injury received during his tour. How does one understand family, friends, and a life where commands and orders do not guide your life? Is it possible to live where killing is the norm, then be dropped into a civilized society and survive? I so much wanted to see what other Marines would describe as “Back in the World” that I slide into drugs, alcohol and college. Finely one day I started volunteering helping others to relieve my guilt of coming back alive. Volunteering made me realize that maybe helping others would eventually stop the need for war. Volunteering at the least allowed me to say thank you to those that never came home.

I learned to believe so much in the American system of government that getting involved became a passion. I volunteered on zoning board, and many others. I ran for elected local and state office. I volunteered in the court system, police projects, schools, hospitals and many more learning and reassuring my self I will some day be like others. Helping even strangers on the street, or in the communities with domestic problems, housing or other difficulties in every day life is an every day event for me.

I was raised in Alton NH but to this day I do not remember any part of life there. I do not look disabled which places doubt in others minds. I have accepted the fact that I must struggle every day to attempt to understand situations around me. I realize that from the day that I set foot back in the “world” that I was different from others because I had no emotions toward others. Not in the fact that I could not feel love and affection but that I could kill or accept other’s pain with out it interfering with my ability to complete my mission. I under stood that I did not belong in a civilized society. I moved out of Alton because people knew me and I had no idea whom they were. People in Alton could not accept this once wild child now had a broken back and lose of hearing which I hide for fear of being rejected.

I learned while in the Marine Corps that I was giving my life for the Constitution of the United Sates and equal treatment of the law to all. A Madbury NH family called my house in Lee NH to ask for help in 1999. They had a zoning issue and had read my letters to the editor in the newspapers. This family was so desperate because the local selectmen were using their lively hood “Family business” as a means to seek revenge against this family. This fact turned out to be true. In helping them, Judge Peter Fauver committed 29 or more Constitutional crimes to inflict pain and suffering on this family. I to this day have not stopped helping this family. The newspapers censor the facts in direct violation or our Constitution. The courts and government have inflicted so much pain and suffering on my family, people wonder why I do not stop helping people that were strangers to me. I learned to allow the courts and government to inflict pain and suffering on any one individual can not be tolerated. It does not matter that the people of the United States of America have been deceived by false facts printed in the news to harm my character in the public eye. I learned in the Marine Corps that we the people must correct the wrongs of government as a means to keep our nation strong.

The director of the NH VA medical care Mark Levenston stopped my VA medical in an effort to aid the NH government officials and judges to stop my free speech. My biggest conflict to understanding life back here in the world is accepting the atrocious acts that I committed as a U.S. Marine. It is not the fact that I did, what I did. It is that I do not feel guilty for killing a child while in the “Bush” to retrieve my weapon and escape. I have no memory of any good while I served. I remember the hot lonely nights waiting hour after hour for mission to begin. I remember riding on convoy where no one else spoke American and I knew that tomorrow would not be here. I remember hoping to live long enough to see what “Back in the World” was like.

I have so far lived a great life. NH has taken my freedom, and much more to prevent me from exposing wrongs in government that need to be corrected. The news media censors a 100% disabled U.S. Marines words to aid the criminal actions of a few trusted government officials and judges. I can not under stand how the news or any other United States citizen can allow medical care to be used to shut up a 100% disabled Veteran. The news highlights the politicians claims during election time to the need to place more help to the returning Veterans. I know to this day there are WWII veterans alive that are still asking for help with their service connected disabilities. These are the children that went off to fight for our Constitution. Mark Levenston, Judge Fauver NH governor Lynch and many others committed crimes against the peace and dignity of the United States. The NH Government, courts and news media with the help of the VA have knowingly harmed a disabled Veteran for self gain. Worse is that our courts, government and news media do this to many returning Veterans. Now do you under stand why this is a Sad Story. Go to ww.veteranstoday.com and read this and many more sad stories.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Political night mare. 1-31-08

Written by Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee 03824 603-659-6217

The one thing I noted in the Obama and Clinton debated last night was they each talked about (for a real short time) the lack of Veteran’s medical care. This is the problem in the United States. You all want, other people’s children to go and fight for our freedom but when these Veterans return politicians deflect money for care to their pet projects. We have serious problems in the U.S. The major problem is our elected officials. They lie to the voters to get elected. Once elected they borrow money to spend so that their image looks good to the Voters which increases the national debt for future generations to pay. Near the next election the people in office give tax relief by borrowing more tax money against future generation. Bush has this nation so far in debt we will be lucky if our children are not having to direct deposit of their pay check to a Chinese investor. The problem is that our politicians are interested in their own self image rather than the United States of America.

The internet has allowed in a limited way for the people to express their opinion with out being censored. Our Constitution was designed to allow for a free press to protect against a Totalitarianism form of government. That no longer exists. The news media has violated the people’s trust by controlling the words of the people. Letters to the Editor was recognized as one of the most important eliminates to our freedom. The sole responsibility can not be laid on the news media. The judicial branch of government by selective protestation of the press to limit what stories that are written about judges and other government officials intimidated the free press. Ethics, no longer is recognized as an element of journalism. News must now conform to the best interest of the continued existence and profit of the business itself.

You people have no idea the hurt and torture the U.S. places on returning Veterans. In ignorance or shear meanness you allow politicians to use Veterans medical care as a weapon against us. During election politicians shout how much they give to veterans then denounce us into silence until the next election. It has been the same for every conflict or war. The pain and suffering of returning Veterans will not change for the Veterans coming home from Afghanistan or Iraq. Only 11% of the U.S. citizens ever serve in our military but 25 % of the home less in the U.S. are returning Veterans. We give our lives for freedom of the press only to be pressed to the side until our suffering is needed by a politician for another short time.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi