IS SUICIDE THE ONLY ANSWER3-22-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Veteran Affairs Chairman Finer wants to stop Veteran suicides. What a joke. You use 11% of our children because that is the only foolish ones that join the military in the believe they are protecting and defending our Constitution. We come home from a war and you discard us like trash until it becomes some elected officials need to sway some voters opinion. I have violated no laws even though government officials have harmed my character in direct violation of our constitution to make the majority of the public believe I am nuts and a criminal. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that openly violates the Constitution to harm a Madbury family. Fauver believes covering up the criminal acts of the Madbury selectmen is worth destroying a nation for. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case presented by a high school drop out. Members of the Bar Association refuse to represent someone that accuses a judge of a crime. I volunteer to help this family from Madbury and the system that pledges to serve the people violates the Constitution intentionally to protect a few select government criminals. No matter what the system has done to me I continue because I believe that the United States of America is worth giving my life for. SUICIDE is an answer and a lot of our military and Veterans use that to escape what they have seen and done.

Before I started my 31 months over seas tour I received a Traumatic Brain Injury. I left the U.S. with no memory of my family or life. I had the mind of a 10 year old. I was injured twice more in combat related support. My only wish while serving in the Marine Corps was to get a chance to see the country that I was fighting for at least once. I came home 100% disabled. I have dreamed many times of committing suicide. I have come close more than once. I had to learn to live in a country that killing was not an every day thing. I had to learn to live in a civilized society that I did not belong in. The dream of someone with TBI turned into a night mare. I came home to H-ell.

The Veteran’s Dept stopped my VA medical to stop my letter to the editor about a NH Congress woman. The NH Inspector General from the VA uses my health as a weapon against me. The VA does not care as long as the case can be made to look like I am crazy and a criminal. I am a 100% disabled United States Marine that has violated no laws. The New Hampshire Governor does not believe I am good enough to talk with. The Newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters because my letters harm people with good character. Judge Fauver is a criminal and so are these other self promoting government officials using government powers to harm a disabled Veteran. Do you want to know why we commit suicide? We did things and lived a life in sub human conditions that the echoes of war tell us were wrong and you the nation we love turn your backs on us. Veterans suicides, become the answer to satisfy a nation that considers the trash more worthy of their love than the child that returned a Veteran. GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS CAN NOT USE SERVICE CONNECTED DISABILITIES AS A WEAPON AGAINST A VETERAN’S FREE SPEECH. You do not want to hear the truth.

Sgt Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI