Response to VA NH Medical care 4-5-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03024 603-659-6217

Dr. Dan Potenza is a great person and VA doctor. I fired him last week because I feel that the VA at 275 Chestnut St. Manch. NH is using Dan to build a record that my medical care was not cut off. I am 100% disabled from my tour in the Marine Corps during the Vietnam Conflict. The VA NH medical director Mark Levenston is the man that wrote a letter to the editor praising the care given to Veterans in NH. Mark is also the man that stopped my medical care for political self gain. To stop any ones medical care for any reason is a form of murder. To intentionally stop a service connected disabled Veteran’s medical care because U.S. NH congresswoman Shea-Porter wants to teach this Veteran a lesson is a crime. There is no question that my medical care was stopped for six months. There is no question that my restored medical care is a token jester just so the record demonstrates to the news media care does exist. A VA Dr. McCullom at the VA clinic in Somersworth NH along with Dan care so much that they saw me when it was not permitted. These two are great Dr’s willing to put their job on the line for a Veteran. The VA inspector general for NH told me “suicide would be preferred over my writing any more letters. The Boston Globe in writing sends me an email telling me that my “suicide would be preferred over any more letters”. The VA suicide hotline harasses me every day to get me to commit suicide. All this along with my letters is a part of my medical record, I give the news media my permission to pint my medical records in the News papers. Censoring a Disabled Veterans Murder is wrong.

Dr. Dan cares so much that he called me yesterday just to see if I was ok. I have a head injury so my memory is not that great. I forgot that I fired Dan and McCullom so I agreed to see them at the Somersworth Clinic. My head and body pain has gotten to the point that I sometimes can not do any thing. My flash-back as described just the other day by a 22 year old female bartender “Vietnam baby killer” was murder that I feel no regrets or guilt for committing. Does this make me socially unacceptable. I left the U.S. in 71 for my 31 months overseas tour just after receiving a Traumatic Brain Injury that to this day left me with no memory of life prior to the accident. I was injured twice more during separate combat support missions. I as many Veterans came back to a world that we do not belong. Suicide is an answer but it will not stop the wrongs pushed on Veterans that gave everything for the freedom of a nation that just does not seem to care. People like Dr Potenza and McCullom give veteran’s lives that they touch a ray of hope that this nation is quietly thank full for what we did, wrong or not. Is it not funny how a newspaper will in writing ask me to commit suicide but will not print my response.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NH Veteran’s goal (Suicide or not). 4-03-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A prayer group at Young’s restaurant meets once a week for coffee. I have become friends over the years. Today was different. They have heard my facts and know the hard ship that the government has placed on this 100% disabled veteran to stop my volunteer work The prayer group cared that I write a letter every day but wanted to know my goal. I explained the needless disregard for Veterans. I explained that the only time our political leaders or the public care about Veterans is during election time. Once the election is over useless political pet projects go to center stage. They were concerned about my welfare. I explained, jail, harassing phone calls, police interference as harassment, and all the other criminal acts of retaliation committed by trusted government officials was nothing compared to my time in the Marine Corps. Judge Peter Fauver committed in my opinion Constitution crimes to intentionally harm a Madbury family to cover up crimes committed by the Madbury Selectmen. I as a volunteer followed the law to help this Madbury family. Judges and government officials broke the law to cover up Judge Peter Fauver’s crimes. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case because of the impact it would place on the public’s belief in justice. The checks and balances failed because the newspapers refuse to print my letters exposing wrongs in government.

The government officials have gone so far as to stop my health care to stop me. I am a 100% disabled veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. Now the VA is trying to get me to commit suicide to stop my letters. I dream every day of committing suicide. I feel no guilt or regrets for my first kill. I feel ashamed that even at Telly’s bar in Epping yesterday a waitress reminded me during the Vietnam Conflict, we were baby killers. I have flashed back every day since I came home to what I did in the MC. Yesterday was no different.

I may be only one person but Fauver committed constitutional crimes to harm U.S. citizens intentionally. The Public believe in what I am doing but is afraid of retaliation from government officials. I am the perfect example of what power the elected trusted government officials have acquired. I continue because many children earned the right to be called U.S. Military Veterans to create and protect the Constitution. I owe the respect to these hero’s (no matter what these criminals like Fauver do to me) to give my life to the Nation that I trust and love. I have to believe even one Madbury NH family must have equal protection of the law. I have to believe some day the news will see the writing on the wall and inform it’s readers of the unbiased truth. I may be only one person but I am a U.S. Marine that never should have come home alive.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veterans Welcome NH is thank full 4-01-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

NH news describes how well this state is to veterans, yet they refuse to print a letter to the editor from a Veteran. I under stand that my letters contain documented facts that expose the serious wrongs NH bestows on veterans that do not obey. A U.S. congresswoman from NH interfered with a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical condition to stop said veteran’s letter to the editor. The NH Veterans Administration stops a 100% disabled Veterans medical care to stop this veteran’s letter. The NH government takes this 100% disabled veterans freedom to stop this veteran’s letter. The NH VA and Gov use the suicide hotline and police to harass this 100% disabled veteran to stop this 100% disabled veterans letters. The news censors the public from the truth to protect criminal government actions. This is a readers response to NH media’s editorial claim of NH welcoming veterans, far better than California.

I have violated no laws. I volunteer every day helping others since I returned 100% disabled from the Vietnam Conflict. I dear tell the world that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that violates the Constitution to intentionally harm other NH residents against the peace and dignity of the U.S. Judge Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek personal revenge against local residents. The NH supreme court allowed Judge Fauver to violate the Constitution 29 or more times to harm NH residents yet refuse to hear the case. NH to stop this high school drop out, 100% disabled Veteran from informing the public violates the constitution to use government retaliation to harm this 100% disabled Veteran’s family. The NH news refuses to even allow this 100% disabled veteran to tell the world what NH does to Veterans. Disabled Veterans in NH would be better off to commit suicide than be censored from the people that we gave our lives as children to protect. Ref. NH supreme court case 2003-0477

I dreamed every day of at least living long enough to see the U.S. while I serve in the U.S. Marine Corps. I lost my complete memory for ever from a head injury right after boot camp. I did a 31 month over seas tour receiving two more life changing disabilities in separate combat support missions. This year, 30 something years later I am diagnosis with PTSD because every day since I returned I flash back many times to during my tour. I came back to a nation that I do not belong and a state (NH) that inflicts torture in retaliation for my volunteer help to a Madbury NH family. After my first year back in 74 I have considered Suicide many times because I do not belong. I have done my best to volunteer to help others as a means to thank all those Veterans that never got a chance to return since the start of this Nation. United States Of America.

NH news media will grant themselves awards for their ability and dedication to inform the public of complete unbiased truth. The truth is this is a response letter from a 100% disabled veteran about NH’s claim of being better to veterans than California or any other U.S. state. No newspaper in the U.S. wants the public to learn the truth. NH treats the trash better than Veterans. I love the U.S. and will not violate the law to expose these government wrongs. God Bless America!

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi