Opinion of the People 7-16-08

The Death of a Veteran, Why

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Opinion of the people is the reason the U.S. exists today. I am a disabled Veteran running for District 21 NH state senate. The editors stop my opinion from being published in an out right criminal attempt to silence my words. Newspapers are private enterprises but hold the trust of the people. The unbiased truth is the reason the newspapers are given Constitutional protection. Editors can not claim privileges to protect their enterprises and violate the law and trust of the people by stopping the publics ability to learn whom is running for NH state elected positions. Ray Duckler of the Concord Monitor on May 27 wrote and article “He’s making his case, day by day”. This is a truthful unbiased article. I do not care if the editors like my opinion or not. It does not matter if I repeat my opinion or not (over and over). What matters is that the editors do not violate the trust of the people. What matters is in a free election, editors can not use the free press to influence an election for their own reasons.

The Boston Globe in writing asked me to commit suicide before writing another letter to the editor. A VA official at 275 chestnut St Manchester NH asked me to commit suicide or take mind controlling drugs. The NH governor sends the State police to my home to tell me my letters are effecting politics in Concord please commit suicide. Judge Peter Fauver uses the local sheriff to detain me for personal reasons. This morning, I sank so low while at Young’s Restaurant “GOD” did I want to die. A few seconds later I was reading the paper and drinking my coffee and fine again. I was back in the “Bush” sticking my bayonet in a child’s gut. Should newspapers have the uncontrolled freedom to destroy a disabled veteran and not print the Veteran’s opinion.

The Madbury NH selectmen use government powers to harm local residents the selectmen want out of Madbury. Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to protect these selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH Supreme Court covered up Fauver’s criminal acts to protect the NH legal empire. Elected officials in Concord NH use government powers to control and Violate the public’s Constitutional guaranteed rights. Editors limiting the opinion of the people diminish the Constitution to a worthless piece of paper. I can write such a clear and alarming letter with out fear of legal public action against me because “Truth is a powerful weapon”

I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the criminals mentioned in this letter are afraid if my campaign is made public the people will learn the truth. The Opinion of the People must be expressed with out government or editors interference. A Free Election is based on the people’s opinion to choose with out any interference from government or the Editor’s

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI

Veteran’s Medical Care in NH 7-15-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I saw Doctor Dan my VA Psy today. I had told Dr Dan when he called to make the appointment with me that I was not seeing the VA for my care anymore. I assume that the VA is just using Dr Dan to show a paper trail that I am receiving care to cover up the VA‘s illegal acts. He called again a week later. I forgot that I was not seeing the VA any more and confirmed the appointment. I told Dr Dan that I questioned why and was intrigued? The VA has done every thing possible to cause me harm, why would he put his job on the line for any veteran’s care unless it was ordered by his superiors? (That was my why), but Dr Dan is a unique individual. You can tell when you meet someone that does care and wants to do everything possible to help. This is Dr Dan! This is why I am intrigued with Dr Dan. I want the VA and everyone to know what I talked to Dr Dan about? I believe, that since I am running for NH State Senate District 21 the people have a right to know. I am honest with Dr Dan as I am with all of you. The newspapers censor my words (as they must believe) to protect society from someone like me. I described to Dr Dan about how some little event (at any time of the day) can trigger hidden thoughts that I did as a U.S. Marine. I told about my serious head and back pain. I described how I help people every day and disregard the pain because I do not want my disabilities to control my life. That I would rather suffer in pain than sit and let the world pass. My volunteer to help others is my paying back those Veterans over the history of the U.S. that gave for our freedom. I emphasized that I feel no guilt for what I did, but society back here has no reality to conceive unless they had been living in such putrid conditions and did what we did. Dr Dan stated that he had never been there and that he can not conceive it but by talking and treating so many WWII, Korean, Vietnam, Gulf War and many other veterans he does understand. “Understands that he does not know” but has built a sense to feel the emotions and gravity by hearing the same description from each that he treats. Can you feel or see what I do, in Dr Dan? The intrigue, question why?

Dr. Dan is worried about my suicide. His VA superiors, the NH governor, the police and many others hope it is soon. I told and Dan understands my suicide is thought about all the time by me. You or any one else can not understand what it is like to be dropped into a world with no memory from an accident in the MC. (TBI). Most people have a foundation that their thoughts (over years of learning) develop from. I came home from a place where killing was the first and last thought on your mind each day. I came home from a place where you gave or took orders. Where the mission was the only means to survive for. I crashed in a C-117, was blown off a runway, broke my back during a Vietnam Offensive, killed a child with a bayonet to get my M-16 back and escape, survived eight convoys as an American Advisor deep into the “Bush”, had a bullet pass with in inches of my head and watch the out house that I just exited be blown up by enemy mortar fire. Then one day I was back in “round eyed” country as a civilian. I did not understand the people. I had no social skills. I was lost in a world that I did not belong. Other than controlling my mind with VA drugs, I must live with what I have and be happy. The VA stopped my medical care other than Dr Dan. I should think that the newspapers would want the individuals to know whom is running for District 21 NH senate. Don’t worry about my suicide, worry about the survival or the United States of America. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI