How do you know how to ask someone for help 7-17-08

Send a copy of this letter to the VA inspector General

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

How do you know when it is time to ask for help? Whom do you trust? Everyone has their own agenda. I came back from 31 months over seas during the Vietnam conflict with no memory of any part of my life prior to leaving the states. After Boot camp I was in a car accident that left me with no memory of my child hood at all (TBI). Because of an Admin error I was sent overseas with the mind of a child. I was injured twice more in two separate combat support missions. Thirty years after coming back from the Vietnam Conflict I am diagnosis with PTSD. I continuously re-live sticking a bayonet into a child younger than the 17 year old Marine wanting to Kill. I had been captured by three of the enemy. I killed to get my M-16 back and escape, when I was deep in the “Bush” as an American Advisor on convoy. Whom do you ask for help when every one back in the “world” has an agenda to disprove that you exist. Should I have killed my self before coming back to a world that I do not belong?

I rose to the rank of Sgt, with no friends because I had no feelings for any one or thing. I needed to complete my mission at any cost. I completed my Marine Corps tour and was dropped into a society that could not accept what I had done or lived for. I was an out-cast with no memory or social skills in a place where every one was protesting the Vietnam War. I went to college where every one was younger than I, telling me what I did was wrong or that it is inconceivable to believe what I experienced. I repressed my feelings and thoughts and eventually married a beautiful woman. I had the ability to achieve anything because I had no feelings or regret for the consequences. I started volunteering to help others because I (for what I did) came back alive and I should not have. My wife and children taught me responsibility because it was the norm of a parent. My volunteer work started being for people in need or in desperate situation. I studied the Constitution and social responsibility at UNH. I was a Marine Sergeant.

A Madbury NH family asked me for help with a zoning issue. The Madbury selectmen were clearly violating the Constitution (in the selectmen’s own words and paper work) to harm this family for personal reasons. Because I volunteered to help this family the United States has turned it’s back on me. Judge Peter Fauver Violated the Constitution to protect the Madbury selectmen. The NH supreme court covered up to protect Fauver. The NH governor and elected officials used the courts and law in an illegal, corrupt way to silence this volunteer. The VA stopped a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care for political self gain. The News censors the truth from the people..

By all reality I came into this world at the age of 17 after my accident out of boot camp to live in a world that I do not belong. I learned and practiced how to be a good citizen after I killed for all of you. Is it time to ask for help? Whom do you ask? Has the people of the United State of America lost perspective on our Constitution? That only selfish individual U.S. citizen’s self needs matter? I am running for NH district 21 senate. Is the U.S. government, Veteran’s administration, and U.S. citizens telling me that I have come to far and need to commit suicide. How do we know to ask someone? Whom do we ask? Does reality really exist? As a candidate should my letters be published for the People’s self interest? The VA is killing me to make NH elected officials in Concord happy. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Opinion of the People 7-16-08

The Death of a Veteran, Why

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Opinion of the people is the reason the U.S. exists today. I am a disabled Veteran running for District 21 NH state senate. The editors stop my opinion from being published in an out right criminal attempt to silence my words. Newspapers are private enterprises but hold the trust of the people. The unbiased truth is the reason the newspapers are given Constitutional protection. Editors can not claim privileges to protect their enterprises and violate the law and trust of the people by stopping the publics ability to learn whom is running for NH state elected positions. Ray Duckler of the Concord Monitor on May 27 wrote and article “He’s making his case, day by day”. This is a truthful unbiased article. I do not care if the editors like my opinion or not. It does not matter if I repeat my opinion or not (over and over). What matters is that the editors do not violate the trust of the people. What matters is in a free election, editors can not use the free press to influence an election for their own reasons.

The Boston Globe in writing asked me to commit suicide before writing another letter to the editor. A VA official at 275 chestnut St Manchester NH asked me to commit suicide or take mind controlling drugs. The NH governor sends the State police to my home to tell me my letters are effecting politics in Concord please commit suicide. Judge Peter Fauver uses the local sheriff to detain me for personal reasons. This morning, I sank so low while at Young’s Restaurant “GOD” did I want to die. A few seconds later I was reading the paper and drinking my coffee and fine again. I was back in the “Bush” sticking my bayonet in a child’s gut. Should newspapers have the uncontrolled freedom to destroy a disabled veteran and not print the Veteran’s opinion.

The Madbury NH selectmen use government powers to harm local residents the selectmen want out of Madbury. Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to protect these selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH Supreme Court covered up Fauver’s criminal acts to protect the NH legal empire. Elected officials in Concord NH use government powers to control and Violate the public’s Constitutional guaranteed rights. Editors limiting the opinion of the people diminish the Constitution to a worthless piece of paper. I can write such a clear and alarming letter with out fear of legal public action against me because “Truth is a powerful weapon”

I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the criminals mentioned in this letter are afraid if my campaign is made public the people will learn the truth. The Opinion of the People must be expressed with out government or editors interference. A Free Election is based on the people’s opinion to choose with out any interference from government or the Editor’s

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI