VA sub-standard Medical care. 7-27-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

My left side of my face went completely numb during coffee this morning. I felt like I was on a boat, the building was rocking back and forth. My legs from the knees down were tingling. That is ok because two years ago I entered the Portsmouth NH VA clinic with the same symptoms and was escorted out by armed guards. I have had discomfort in the left side of my face since then but not to this degree. It is hard typing because the screen is moving back and forth. I am a 100% disabled Veteran with four disabling injuries. Three of the life changing disabilities are combat related. I did 31 months over seas during the Vietnam Conflict. I have a traumatic brain injury, a broken back, loss of most hearing in both ears and now PTSD. The VA stopped my medical care for 5 months for political gain. Now so that the records show the VA is treating me I get to see Dr Dan, a Psychologist. Don’t get me wrong Dr Dan is one of the Finest (that really cares about the Veteran) that goes out of his way to help me and all veterans.

The State of NH has labeled me a terrorist because I volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family. The Madbury selectmen use government powers for personal revenge against local resident the selectmen do not like. Judge Peter Fauver used the court and law illegally to protect these selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH supreme Court refused to hear a case that would question the integrity of the NH judicial system. The governor and elected officials closed ranks to protect their empire. The newspapers censor the public from these facts. The VA stopped my medical care to aid NH.

The editors, government officials and others are so afraid that I may get elected as District 21 NH state senator they are using my medical disabilities as a weapon. I send a copy of all my letters to the VA along with newspapers, government officials and judges. My letters go out to over 1000 locations every day. I received all my injuries from my time serving in the United States Marine Corps. Some of you readers refer to me as a wiener, and many other adjectives. You the editors across the U.S. refuse to print the opinion of a 100% disabled veteran. You the public tell me that I need medical care. It was stopped. What does a natural born U.S. citizen do when the government destroys a 100% disabled Veterans character in the public eye and stops your medical care.

The question; do you that never served care about Veteran’s medical conditions received while defending you. You can not help me. There are many, many more veterans out there that need help. Many have asked and just given up because no one cares. Many don’t even realize that they need help so how can they ask. I speak out and the system has tormented and beaten me down but I will not quite. Veteran’s are created by your children going out and doing something 89% of you take advantage of. They deserve more than a token parade that you believe solves all our difficulties when we return. The NH government, Judge Fauver and VA officials have violated our Constitution and you are all afraid to say anything.

The thing is I put everything in writing and send it out to the public. Some day someone will ask the question “How did we not see this coming, this man was a disabled Veteran”.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Boston Globe error 7-26-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03861 603-659-6217

Do newspapers now have a “Blue Wall” to protect each other’s character in the public eye? The Boston Globe (in writing) told me that they would prefer my suicide before I wrote another letter to the editor. This should be front page headlines across the U.S. What ever happen to allowing people’s response? What ever happen to the ethical, moral belief that the newspapers was a place for the citizens of this great nation (U.S) to voice their opinion freely and with out fear of government reprisal? The NH governor has the State Police come to my home and tell me “My letters are causing serious problems in Concord NH the governor would prefer my suicide. These are crimes happening freely and openly and the news media refuses to inform the public. The Veterans Administration director of NH told this 100% disabled veteran to admit myself to the VA hospital and start taking mind controlling drugs or commit suicide. This is in my medical record file. The NH VA stopped my medical care for five months now it is restarted but limited and sub-standard. This is a crime to stop a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical for combat related injuries. The news media refuses to inform the public of these crimes. The Associated press and newspaper ethics council should be all over these facts but how does a U.S. citizen correct the wrongs. I could run for public office and make a difference but how when the news refuse to inform the public about me. I am running for District 21 NH state senate yet the news does stories on other candidates but censors information about this candidate. How can the public believe what they read in the newspapers when the “Blue Wall” manipulates the truth?

I have asked nothing, but I volunteer every day to help others since I came back from the Vietnam Conflict. The VFW and America Legion refuse to help. I can not blame them. They are worried about political connections. I have violated no laws yet to stop me the government and newspapers, has violated the Constitution. I do have serious medical problems from my time in the Marine Corps. Yesterday I wrote a letter and part way through I re-lived a time “in country”. I should not have sent that letter out but honesty can not be limited. The Public has a right to know whom I am.

I almost dove into Portsmouth harbor yesterday and floated out to sea. Don’t ask me why that I did not? I keep remembering living in sub-human conditions deep in the “Bush” dreaming of some day actually living in this country (U.S) that I was fighting for. I have a traumatic Brain Injury so I have no memory prior to being a U.S. Marine. I came back and tried to learn the laws and living in a civilized society. I came back to a place that I do not belong or a place where a civilized society can not accept me.

The Boston Globe may be a big newspaper, but I place my life for the United States of America as a U.S. Marine. If it is not for our military, you people would have nothing but to serve those in control. Veteran’s deserve more than to be treated as second class citizen. I have a Red, White and Blue “wall” that must fly free if for nothing else than for those over the history of the United States of America, in the memory of those that gave their lives for her.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC SEMPER FI