Life, liberty, pursuit of happiness, suicide

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 0382603-659-6217

The United States citizens have lost all respect for the rights of the individual, if it is not for their own self interest. I every day have people tell me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe told me to commit suicide if I write another letter to the editor. They are so stupid they put it in writing. The Lee Police ask me if today, I am going to commit suicide in reference; so they do not have to waste their time with bogus calls from the VA suicide hotline. The VA suicide hotline is harassing me to commit suicide because the Director of the NH Veteran administration at 275 chestnut St will be in trouble if it is reviled he told me to commit suicide. NH governor Lynch sends the NH state police to push me into suicide because my letters to the editor are causing deep problems in the Concord political empire. People responding to my letters tell me suicide would be better than their reading another letter from me. Newspapers refuse to print my letters because they are not the opinion that the editors can respect or helps the editor’s contacts. I have to write a second letter today because I can not lose respect for the United States of American because “WE” veterans gave our lives for her.

I dream and write of suicide all the time because it is relevant to me. People all the time tell me WE (meaning Veteran’s) do not speak of what happen in country. What happen to me haunts me every second of every day. I stuck a bayonet in another human being to get my M-16 back and escape. He could not have been but eleven or twelve years old. I shot aircraft off a catapult to bomb innocent people with out caring. I lived in some of the most putrid conditions to fight for (US) people that do not care. I ordered men from my squad in to death situations and continued the mission knowing they were dying or dead. The part that bothers me is that even today I have no feelings or compassion. I do not feel guilty for what I did for the United States of America.

You people want me dead because I am willing to stand up for the rights of a Madbury NH family that the Selectmen are using government powers for personal revenge. Judge Peter Fauver Violated the Constitution to protect these selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH supreme court covered up to protect the dominance of the their legal empire over the people. Our elected official’s used the power of government to shut me up. The United States is WE THE PEOPLE. Do you even care?

Have no fear my words and letters are censored from all U.S. newspapers. Fox 25, the blue NH, Union leader and MOST other blogs and forums, newspapers has censored my words WWW.veteranstoday and a few others print my letters.

The funny thing is I could depend “in country” on the your children to complete the mission at all costs. With their lives if necessary with out question. You 89% that never served will not even stand up against criminal government official’s when they are stealing your rights in front of your eyes. I ask my self every day did I do the right thing? Why do I have no feeling of guilt for killing to protect people that do not care? I ask my self if suicide will make the United States aware of the criminal government officials and judges diminishing their rights. I died the day I gave up my compassion and feelings to become a United States Marine.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI

Response Making People aware 7-31-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I dream of committing suicide every minute of every day. I received a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) when I left Marine Corps Boot Camp. I was sent overseas on a 31 month tour during the Vietnam Conflict with no memory of the U.S. at all. I came back to a land (U.S) that I could not conceive as possible. Can you imagine living every day with death and destruction around you for years at a time. You are taught and pounded into your mind to kill with out feelings or compassion. Can you imagine living with out understanding simple situations or social skills because you have amnesia. Can you imagine going on convoys as American advisor deep into the “bush” days at a time with no one that spoke English. Can you imagine sitting on the side of a runway for hours at a time waiting for the fighter jets you launched earlier to return. You sit there and listen and watch the horizon light up from the bombs being dropped on thousands of innocent people. I returned to the U.S. with no understanding of what a civilized society is. Can you imagine not understanding how to react to people doing every day things. Can you imagine kissing your first “Round Eyed Girl” that you remember after you killed other human beings. Can you imagine feeling no regrets or remorse for the (civilized society crimes) duty you performed and having the citizen’s that you did it for despise what you did. I dreamed every day during my tour of dieing before I had to live through another situation. I lived through two Vietnam Offensives and received three more combat related disabilities I contemplate every day back in the “World” of suicide because back here government officials, the Veteran’s Administration, police violate the Constitution for self gain and society is afraid to speak up. How do I end it?

I read every day about the VA suicide prevention programs to help returning veterans cope. Social propaganda to make society believe in the political games. The newspapers now censor the words (opinion) of the people. The news media keeps the voters from learning that I am running for District 21 New Hampshire State Senate. I volunteer to help a Madbury NH family that the selectmen are using government powers for personal revenge to run out of town. Judge Peter Fauver violates the Constitution to protect these criminal acts. The NH supreme court covers up the crimes to protect their empire’s, dominance over the people. NH elected officials use the trusted elected powers granted by the people to stop me from volunteering. NH U.S. congress woman uses her federal powers to stop my VA medical. These are crimes that I place in writing to the people of the United States that if were not true would be criminally libelous. The news media’s right to censor the truth from the people is in direct contradiction of what the United States of America stands for.

We have check and balances to stop such crimes being committed by government personal. The Checks and balances have failed and the news media refuses to inform the public. My opinion letters contain undisputed facts that can only be stopped by censor ship. I am running for District 21 NH state senate. These criminals are afraid that I might get elected which will expose these criminal acts. The VA stopping a 100% disabled veterans medical for disabilities received in combat situations is a crime of the highest magnitude. The Citizens of the United States of America and the news media censoring the truth to knowingly harm a disabled Veteran is beyond Comprehension

Do I need medical help as you all suggest. I have no medical care available to me because a NH U.S. congress woman interfered with it. The NH government (against the Constitution) harmed my character in the public eye so bad even the VFW and American Legion want nothing to do with me.

I can not stop because it is every American’s duty (obligation) to see that “no constitutional right of any one individual is never violated” U.S. Constitution Article.

Can you imagine coming back to the United States after fighting with your life for her only to be stripped of your rights. The “DEAMONDS of WAR” deep in your head make the VA suicide prevention program useless because the people running it have never been there. Can you imagine?????????

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VFW-WWI Veteran 7-30-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Cover Story VFW magazine “Honoring the WWI Veteran”. The VFW that exists today will not stand for or protect today’s veterans. To honor WWI, WWII or any other Veteran we must respect and protect what these hero’s gave their lives for. To give your life does not mean you died. To give your life means that you gave a part for a nation that changed you to something those 89% that never served can imagine. To charge up a bullet barraged hill, have F-14’s with hung ordinance land with in inches of you going 600 knots, to be the only American (as advisor) on convoys deep into the bush days at a time, to die every second of every day only to do the same the next day. Days, weeks, months, years pass as you dream maybe that you will make it alive to return to the “World” U.S. The VFW has become a charity pocket of draining money on the street corner to donate to others. The VFW should help Veterans with the money raised and with the power such a respected club has, see no U.S. citizen’s rights are violated.

I am a 100% disabled Veteran. I was arrested as a terrorist, lost my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges were dropped. My VA medical for combat related injuries was stopped for 5 months for the political self gain of the VA Director in NH. I am running for District 21, NH state senate and the newspapers will not tell the voters of me, as daily they do of the other candidates. I volunteered my time to help a Madbury NH family that the selectmen used government powers for revenge against. Judge Peter Fauver knowingly violated the Constitution many times to protect these criminal acts. The NH supreme court covered up these crimes to protect their legal empire. I expose these wrongs in government and the NH governor violates the Constitution to stop me. My medical has been restored but it is now sub-standard and limited. I am a 100% disabled Veteran running for elected office and the VFW places it’s political connections above the rights of the people. The facts are clearly documented.

The people may not like me and may not vote for me but the Voters should have the choice. I, re-live every day what I did as a U.S. Marine. The thing is (as it happen my first time) I feel no guilt or remorse for it. Every day I hear the words of people that have never been their imply what we did was immoral, wrong. I spent 31 months overseas during the Vietnam Conflict, in some life changing sub-human conditions committing acts this civilized society condemns us for. I came back with no memory of ever being in the U.S. before from a (TBI) injury. I received three more life changing permanent disabilities combat related. The VFW and American Legion sends me letters asking for donations all the time. Why would I donate to an organization that does no longer respect what we gave our lives for. Think about it “The people’s rights must all ways come before the needs of government”. The only way to show honor to any veteran is never to allow any one right or any one individual to be diminished at all. This is a phrase from our Constitution.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi