VA ignores veteran’s complaints 8-31-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 602-659-6217

The Veteran’s inspector general ignores a disabled Veteran’s complaints of illegal acts committed by VA personal to harm said veteran. The last step was the VA complaint line calling me yesterday to tell me the VA did not want to hear from me any more. The VA suicide hotline harasses me to get me to commit suicide, The VA sends the local police to my home to pressure me into suicide. The director at 275 Chestnut St. Manchester NH VA office tells me to commit suicide. A NH congress woman uses her federal powers to have a VA Dr Biswas file involuntary commitment orders against me. The VA stops my medical care completely for 5 months. It is restarted again but it is now inferior and limited. I am red flagged at the VA. I now see Dr Dan Potenza ( whom is a great person and cares) but he is a psychologist that the VA’s uses to show I am getting care. Every one of these facts is documented in government records. The nation that I learned to love has cast me away. I am 100% disabled with four service connected injuries. Three are combat related.

Is it because I see the conflicts clearly in my head that may be there is nothing wrong with me. I went to a family party yesterday. Before we got to the party my wife told me the people’s names. Everyone there knew me and had grown up with me. I did not remember but a few faces. These were my nieces, nephews and friends from school. Try living every day of your life with no (or limited) memory. I can function as what appears as a normal person. My twin brother (whom committed suicide) ex-wife was there with her new husband. It was her daughter’s (my niece‘s) birthday. I did not realize the situation until after talking with them for over an hour. I knew a conflict existed but I had no emotion that these individual’s expected. Do I belong back here? Should I have come back? I can except that I do not know. I camouflage my ignorance from others. I have clear memories of what I did as a U.S. Marine. The lack of emotions and feelings for other human life. The morbid living conditions you survive through just to successfully complete the mission. The belief that I learned that now as a returning U.S. military Veteran coming home to make a life is dismissed by criminal acts by VA and government personal. Did I really kill other human life to be rejected by even the VA?

The pain in my head, back and body from my other injuries cripples me. I learned it was every citizens obligation to expose wrongs in government. I volunteer my time because people from a different town that only knew me from my letters to the editor asked me for help. Judge Fauver criminally violated the law and constitution to protect the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers to seek personal revenge against Madbury residents that the selectmen did not want in their town. The NH supreme court refused to hear a case that exposed crimes by a judge. I am declared a terrorist and my freedom is taken for 6 months to stop my volunteer help. I have violated no laws although the government would like you to believe that I did. The News papers refuse to print the truth. The Veteran’s Administration has condemned me to death all because I believe in a nation that has refused to accept me. Does pain really exist?

I want to thank the NH Free Press for printing my letters.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Complaint 8-30-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-6596217

The VA complaint web site has asked me to stop using this for my complaints. Tell your superiors no, because I will not stop. The VA in NH has stopped my medical care for political self gain. This is a crime (complaint). My medical file has been red flagged, just to harass me. My medical was restored after 5 months but it is now substandard and poor. To use any U.S. citizens medical condition for political reasons is wrong. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. 3 injuries are combat related. These are crimes to use a disabled veterans medical condition to demonstrate the power of VA personal over disabled veterans. You in the VA know about my letters because you complain to me so much about them. Correct the wrongs then complain. You are violating the law to have a veteran medical stopped for your self gain. You are pressing me to commit suicide. You refuse to stop the wrongs. Stop complaining and take action against your co-workers to stop these crimes of harming a disabled veteran. I have violated no laws. What I have done is expose wrongs in government. You have violated the American’s with disabilities act, Laws and constitution to harm this veteran.

The director of the VA in Manchester told me to commit suicide. You are asking me to stop telling people that the VA is harming Veterans. You may not like what I am saying but I do not care. I will say it over and over until the wrongs are corrected. NH Congress Woman Carol Shea-Porter used my combat related medical condition to have VA Dr. Biswas file involuntary commitment papers to stop my letters to the editor. The Lee Police showed up at my home and chained and shackled me in front of my family to hall me off because of Dr. Biswas The local hospital determined Dr Biswas’s papers had no merit. The VA is trying to stick me with this Ten thousand dollar bill. The VA committed a crime in ordering me into a nut house, now the VA is causing finical hardship on me to help Shea-Porter’s criminal use of government powers to harm a disabled Veteran. The rules, laws and Constitution are so clear. You in the Veterans administration are criminally aiding the NH government to shut me up. Judge Fauver criminally violated the law to protect the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers for personal revenge against Madbury Residents.

I say in another day someone in government will wake up and correct these wrongs. I say give it one more day, suicide is not the answer. Imagine coming back to a world with no memory. Learning to respect the law and volunteer to help society. Imagine killing other human beings just to have this privilege. Imagine ordering men into their death day after day because it is your duty. Imagine the veterans administration using criminal acts to harm a disabled veteran for the benefit of other government wrongs. Imagine the news media refusing to print the truth. Imagine I am running for District 21 NH state senate and a free election does not exist for disabled Veterans. Imagine that I am a nut and another day may not be necessary. Why did I come back to a world that I do not belong.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

I volunteered yesterday 8-29-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

You never really know how good you have it until you look at the person next to you. May be 20 years ago, I met this man at a Pig Roast in New Boston NH. He owned his own stone mason business. A good father and husband, life was grand. A rare eye defect over the years has caused him to become legally blind. Here is a man with every thing going for him, now has to change his life. Unable to build fireplaces, walls and other because of his loss he decided to buy over a 100 acre farm in Canterbury NH. His wife, daughters and him build a horse business with stalls, riding arena indoors and out. They also take in foster children from 1 day to years helping children get started. He works 12 to 18 hour days to make ends meet. At the pig roast years earlier I told him if he ever needed help I will volunteer my time. He was short handed and needed to get some hay off the fields. AS I walked down the dirt road leading to the riding area a man came up on a four wheeler and stopped about 5 feet from me. He got off and did not even see me until with in a foot or so. He did not know whom it was until I spoke. This man checked the Hay to determine when to rake and bale. He drove the tractor around the field raking and bailing over 500 Bales never missing a beat. Here is a man that can not see the beautiful scenery but makes life better for others. What a wonderful world this can be.

I am running for NH State Senate. I volunteer every day to help others. I am a 100% disabled Veteran. I handed Governor Lynch a Redress of Grievances yesterday. Over the years I have handed the NH governor many Redress of Grievances. The law and NH Constitution guarantee the individuals the right to bring wrongs committed by state personal to the full house, senators and representatives.

Judge Fauver intentionally violated the law and Constitution to aid the Madbury selectmen to use government powers to seek revenge against local Madbury residents. The NH supreme court refused to hear a case that spelled out 29 or more constitutional criminal acts by Fauver and the selectmen. NH declared me a terrorist to silence my free speech. A NH congresswoman used federal powers to have a VA Dr Biswas file commitment papers to stop my letters to the editor. Then she filed a false police report to get me arrested. The NH, VA director stopped my VA medical for political self gain. I volunteer my time to help these Madbury residents and you destroy my world.

I am proud to be a United States Citizen. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters in direct conflict with our Constitution. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go. I knew doing hay was the wrong thing for a disabled Veteran (with four disabilities) to do. I guess that I was trying to bring my wish of death to a respectable conclusion. Seeing my friend again and what he has achieved made me realize what so many have giving their lives for over the history of the U.S. is worth it. What I did as a U.S. Marine even though it was morally wrong , I did it for you. My lack of emotion to pain and death is my responsibility. We must all work to correct the wrongs in government to make the U.S. better for all. I am running to bring the government back to the people. Tell the newspapers to print my opinion letters even if the editor’s do not like them. Freedom only exists if we work to keep it.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Killing a nation, candidate NH state senate 8-27-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

“Any one right of any one individual can not be violated or that government must be abolished and a new one started”. This is our Constitution. The VA stopping a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care for political self gain is a crime. Declaring a 100% disabled veteran a terrorist and taking his freedom for six months to demonstrate the power of government over the people is a crime. For Judge Fauver to criminally violate the constitution to aid the Madbury NH selectmen’s acts of revenge against Madbury NH residents that the selectmen do not like is a crime. The NH supreme court refusing to hear a case because it exposed crimes by judge’s is a crime. A U.S. congresswoman from NH using federal powers to have a VA doctor file false involuntary commitment orders by using a 100% disabled veteran’s service connected medical conditions to stop this veteran’s letters to the editor is a crime. For this U.S. congress woman to file a false police report to have this 100% disabled veteran arrested to show the power of government over the people is a crime. For the news to embellish this woman record of helping veterans and cover these criminal acts to harm a veteran is called censorship.

For the news media to censor the public from a candidate’s views and opinions is a crime of the highest magnitude. The editor’s write articles about the other candidate’s and publish letters embellishing the record of other candidate’s but refuse to print my letters. My letters are documented truth.

I have serious medical problems. I do not want your pity. If I was looking to protect myself or my family I would just stay silent and let these crimes continue. I volunteer to help other people every day. I believe in the United States of America no matter what you (the People) are doing to me.

I served as a U.S. Marine. I came back with 4 permanent disabling injuries. Three are combat related. The VA suicide hotline hounds me to commit suicide. The VA uses the local police to pressure me into suicide. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to maneuver me into suicide. The pressure and conflicts in my head, trying to understand the rational of the people. You send children off to defend and protect a constitution and yet you allow this to happen. I may not remember my child hood before becoming a U.S. Marine but every event that I lived through as a U.S. Marine is constant in my head. I have violated no laws. My mistake seems to be that I volunteer to help others.

Why did I have to come back alive. I know that there can be no punishment destructive enough for what I did as a U.S. Marine. You people “MOCK” what the definition of freedom means to the point reality does not make since. Why do you (U.S.) give me everything and destroy the one thing that means it all to me. What so many or our military gave their lives for. The People’s Rights

Our Constitution is meant to protect every one of you. The family in Madbury NH to even this disabled United States Marine. Will my death help you realize what you are losing. I know it will sure make me feel better. You have violated one individual’s rights (mine) and many others. Criminal acts listed in this letter must be addressed in public session, Yet the news media is violating the trust of the people by censoring this candidates views and opinion. The NH government refuses me a “Redress of Grievances” which is our Guaranteed Constitutional right.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Complaint: who cares. I am a candidate for NH state senate

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Complaints of criminal acts by government personal and no one cares. People complain to me about my letters every day. My letters are so well broadcast over the internet if any one could question a fact as not being the truth they would. Editors claim my letters are to libelous to print or that they hurt people with good reputations. If a government worker comet’s a wrong it is our duty to correct it. When the people in our government use the courts and power of their elected positions for revenge to stop free speech some one better be willing to speak out. When a NH congress woman in DC can use federal powers to force a VA doctor to file false involuntary commitment orders against a disabled veteran to stop the veteran from writing letters to the editor, some thing is wrong. When a U.S. congress woman can file false police reports to get a citizen arrested to stop free speech some thing is wrong. When the VA in NH can stop a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care for political self gain something is wrong. When the director of the NH, VA can tell a 100% disabled veteran to commit suicide, the Boston Globe newspapers can send a letter telling a 100% disabled veteran to commit suicide, The NH governor can send the state police to tell a 100% disabled veteran to commit suicide something is wrong. The American legion physically removed a 100% disabled veteran, life member from the Veteran’s picnic at the legion, what is wrong?

I have violated no laws, yet the newspapers and government have harmed my character in the public eye (violating our constitution) to destroy me. Judge Fauver criminally violated the constitution to aid the Madbury NH selectmen’s criminal acts of revenge against local Madbury NH residents. This is a truthful statement which not one person disputes. I present it to the NH supreme court and to cover up wrongs in the judicial branch they refused to hear it. The NH government declared me a terrorist by taking words out of context in my letters to demonstrate to the public threatening letters. The bogus charges were dropped. After taking my freedom to demonstrate the power of the criminals I was trying to expose. You notice the news papers did not print the terrorist letters just quoted words out of context.

I am running for NH State Senate. The editors talk about the other candidates but refuse to inform the public of my opinion and views. This effects every citizen in the U.S. I was injured four times while I served in the U.S. Marine Corps. Three are combat related. I re-live the violent , in-human acts that I committed as a U.S. Marine every day. I survived living in some of the most inhuman conditions to come back to this? I survived as an American advisor on 8 convoys delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps deep in the bush of Thailand, Laos and Cambodia. I was captured, I killed with a bayonet and escaped to come back to this. While TAD to Vietnam I had a mortar blow up the out house that I left seconds earlier and a sniper’s bullet pass with in inches of my head. A free and fair election is what our military personal are giving their lives for. I came back to a nation that does not want me. I came back to a nation that I do not belong.

The criminal acts by the VA, NH government and newspapers are in direct conflict with every thing I learned the United States of America stood for. I would suggest everyone that reads this letters pass it on to others because if you do not your family could be next.

Peter Macdonald Candidate for NH State Senate and a 100% disabled Veteran

Hate, love, war 8-24-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A child yells “I will Kill you” to a friend that he is fighting with. Soon after they are best friends again. A child becomes a teenager and is sent off to war where he learns to kill with ease and devotion. A veteran returns to where 89% of the people that he risked his life for that never served never understand; not the same child returned. The government drops you into a civilized society expecting reality to exist in this hardened adult’s mind. Joy and happiness turns to miss understandings and rage. Relationships dissolve as the social barriers grow in defense against this emotion less mind. The veteran becomes alone and defiant. The once innocent child that yelled “I will Kill you” echoes in the Veteran’s mind not as a child but as his defense against the enemy. A civilized society can not recognize the child’s yell as it now comes from a scary adult. The child’s life given in defense of our country is now taken by the people that the Veteran once believe was his friends and neighbors. Veteran death becomes the answer.

I came back to the U.S. after 31 months overseas, 70-74. At 17, I joined the Marine Corps. I am 100% disabled. One of my injuries is complete memory loss of any event prior to my 17^th birthday. I have three more combat related injuries. I volunteer every day since I came back to help others. Because I volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family that I did not know at the time, You the people of NH have become afraid of me. Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to help the Madbury NH selectmen harm local residents. The NH supreme court covered up the case. The NH government declared me a terrorist and took my freedom before dropping the bogus charges. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my free speech. A NH congress woman had me arrested on false charges. Then she used my service received medical disabilities to attempt to put me in the nut house to stop my letters to the editor. The American legion in Manchester NH physically remove me from a Veteran’s Picnic that I was invited too. This congress woman is not a member or Veteran, but I was removed.

I have not violated the law. I am running for district 21 NH state senate. The newspapers and government are keeping the people from knowing me. There is a record of the NH governor, NH, VA director and Boston Globe telling me to commit suicide. The VA stopped my medical care to shut me up. As a child I learned to respect the United States of America while trying to stay alive defending your world.

The NH government, Veteran’s administration and newspapers have violated the law to stop me. Now “Veterans” at the American Legion have inflict physical harm to remove me from a place that I am a life member. I see a child’s face yell with pain every day as I remove my bayonet from his gut. The hard part is that even today I feel no emotion for what I did. I came back alive as punishment for what I did. I came back to a place where even veterans believe what I have done is wrong. There are many Veterans out there cast aside by a society that can not accept what these children have become. Now the American Legion and VFW have become so political that some veterans are not worth the risk to lose political favor. The law is being violated by the people we trust and every one is afraid to speak up. Think of the children we bury every day that return from a war that a draft dodger started to create a legacy for himself. Think about the consequences of leaving one U.S. citizens with out Constitutional rights. Think about that child’s yell as you imagine a Marine left alone on the battle field because brother Veterans were afraid of losing political connections. Think about that child’s yell as you bury your child if you are lucky enough for that child’s body to be returned from a conflict or war. Think about that child’s yell as you realize many returning veterans commit suicide because you swept them under the rug. Think about allowing the government to criminally violate the law to harm a veteran and the American Legion and VFW desert a brother Veteran. Think about how many children gave their life over the history of the United States of American that you refuse to hear their yell.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Abuse toward Veterans 8-23-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I get calls and I read in the paper of Veterans getting abused every day. Until I started sending out emails every day to over 1000 newspapers, judges and others, never in a million years would I believe government abuse toward veterans could be this bad. The Veterans administration in NH stopped my medical care for over 5 months. It has been restarted but it is now sub-standard and limited. I am 100% service connected. Three of my four injuries are combat related. In order to build a record for the public eye the VA has assigned a Dr Dan to council me. Don’t get me wrong Dr Dan is a great person whom puts over 100% to the benefit of veterans. The VA did this criminal act to benefit Congresswoman Shea-Porters need to crush me, and the NH governments need to cover up criminal government acts to harm the public. I hear from some veteran’s that claim the VA is the best care in the world for them. That is great. I am talking about the military that is returning from war with silent demons not yet revealed. I am talking about the ones that the government disapproves their medical claims for years to control the governments budget. I am talking about the Veterans that die on the street because elected officials are more concerned with their pet projects until it is election time. Election year everyone claims how much they do for Veterans and the newspapers suck it up. Veteran abuse is appalling yet the United States ignores it.

Judge Fauver committed crimes against our constitution in his efforts to aid the Madbury NH selectmen’s crimes against local residents. The NH supreme court covered up these crimes. NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months to protect the legal empires dominance over the people, before the bogus charges were dropped. The NH and U.S. government is using my daunting memory of what I did as a U.S. Marine to force my suicide. These are crimes that the newspapers refuse to print even in my opinion letters. Where does a Veteran go?

To help make this nation a better place for all I decided the best way to correct these wrongs in government was to run for District 21 NH state senate. The newspapers refuse to openly inform the public of my candidacy. My words and opinion is censored.

I have read this letter and I agree it makes me look paranoid, mentally de-ranged, or even a danger to society. At coffee this morning at Young’s restaurant in Durham NH a local school board member asked me to watch her pocketbook while she went next door to do her laundry. I everyday do so much volunteer work helping others, people that know me trust me. Many people that don’t know me, ask me for help or I see that they need help and I donate my time to help. How can I have so much good and yet the newspapers and government officials have destroyed my credibility in the public eye.

Yes I do have serious medical problems yet my medical was stopped. The newspapers and government officials are so afraid that I could get elected criminal acts are being committed to stop me. You people do not want the truth. You want to live in your harmoniously protected cocoons. I came back to a world that I do not belong which made me realize life is not short enough. Where does a disabled veteran go when it is the people we trust doing the criminal abuse. Veterans are abused every day and you just do not care. It should be the people’s choice in an election not the news medias. Is my suicide the only way that I can get out of this place that I do not belong?

Print the truth and let the people decide Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Letters to Shea-Porter 8-23-08 NH District 21 State senate candidate

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Veteran’s every day are treated with disrespect not because people want too! Our system has just become complacent with what we (Veteran’s) do to become Veterans. If as a veteran someone wrote a letter that described constitutional crimes inflicted on a Veteran and no newspaper would publish it. What can be said? It is not just me. Many Veterans across the U.S. are sand bagged every day. In my case I can document what Congress woman Shea-Porter, using my 100% service connected medical condition to have a VA doctor Biswas file false commitment orders to stop a letter to the editor, then she had me arrested with a false complaint to the Dover NH police. The American Legion in Manchester NH physically removed me from Shea-Porter’s Veteran’s picnic. I was invited and I am a Life Member of the legion. The VA stopping my medical care is beyond any crime that I could imagine the government doing. The VA stopped my 100% medical care for political self gain to stop my free speech. The worst part is I have made everyone aware of these and many more crimes against veterans and no newspaper or person will help. I get calls from VA and government officials across the U.S. every day. These people care and want to help me with my medical condition but will not do any thing to stop the crimes that are being committed against veterans. My life ended the day I stuck a bayonet in another human being. I just did not realize it. Helping the Veterans returning today (the child we sent of the fight for the U.S.) that nothing bad is ever inflicted on them as is done to all to many Veterans of past wars.

My dilemma started when a family from a small NH town of Madbury NH called me in Lee NH, to ask for help. They had read one of my letters to the editor. Judge Fauver intentionally criminally violated the constitution to aid the Madbury selectmen’s crimes against the local people. Do you know why I can make such a statement. Because is the truth. The NH supreme court covered up the crimes. The NH government violated the Constitution to inflict pain and harm to stop me. The NH, VA director told me to commit suicide. The NH governor uses the state police to tell me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe sends me emails telling me to commit suicide. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to demonstrate the power of a judge. They harass me with false arrests (detainments) Do you see my dilemma, some leaders tell me to commit suicide and others are trying to help me not to. The VA uses the VA suicide hotline to pressure me into suicide. The VA suicide hotline uses the local police to harass my family to pressure me into suicide. Newspapers no longer police ethical crimes by other editors.

I can document every fact in all my letters. I do not need our trusted government officials and newspapers ordering me to commit suicide. Every day when I re-live the cruel and inhuman conditions that I lived and inflicted on others as a U.S. Marine suicide is my favorite escape to reality. Does reality exist.

Some of you care and I thank you for this. Don’t care about this Veteran. I ask you to think of all the Veterans across the U.S. Treating a Veteran with equal rights that we defended for our nation is all that Veterans ask. Most Veterans return to a normal life, and lost the ability to help others. These are the Veterans in the American Legion that lost respect for what we gave our lives for. Constitution.

I am running for District 21 NH state senate and no newspaper will tell the people. Think about it if I can write and publish this letter and no one cares why did I come back alive.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Danger, Veteran, Suicide, Violence 8-22-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I dreamed of the black hole of death last night. There is no way any one can understand what happens when we die. It is all speculation. I do have an insight because when I woke up in the Military hospital after leaving boot camp I woke up in a world that I had no memory of. My mind was like a child’s empty space wanting to learn. The military said that I was to be medically discharged but because of an admin error I was sent to MCAS El Toro Calif. I was labeled stupid at this base because no one there knew that, I did not know anything and with in 90 days I was shipped overseas. I was transferred or TAD to different military bases every 90 days for the next 31 months. I did many jobs and completed many dangerous missions. I for some reason had the ability with out knowing any thing to be able to repair any thing with what was available to me. I always put my mission first, no matter what the cost and my men second. My men hated me but every one in our unit would volunteer to be in my squad during a mission. I was fearless and had no emotion when in charge. I was injured twice more during combat mission during this 31 months. Now, I learn after being out for over 30 years that the silent demon of war PTSD is my fourth disability. My insight to the black hole is that every place that I went was a new and exciting adventure. To have a bullet pass with in inches of your head, the out house you just left seconds earlier is destroyed by enemy mortar fire, standing with in 15 feet of a fighter jet with hung ordinance doing 600 knots to stop it, killing another human being with a bayonet to get your M-16 back and escape, being an American Advisor on convoys with no one that even spoke your language, doing eight convoys deep into the bush to deliver surplus supplies to friendly camps, being in charge of men during a Vietnam offensive shipping an entire launch and recovery base to be set up. Each day was my last but I dreamed and hoped that some day I might see the United States and remember it.

I survived and came home. This year I will run for NH State Senate. My black hole continues because nothing appears to be real. Judge Fauver violates the constitution on purpose to help the Madbury NH selectmen harm local residents for personal revenge. The NH supreme court covers up these crimes to protect their little empire of legal dominance over the people. Our elected officials in Concord are too afraid of being associated with a nut to help. The Governor declares me a terrorist and takes my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges are dropped. The American Legion in Manchester physically removes me from a Congresswoman Shea-Porter’s veterans picnic because they believe false newspaper articles. I have a written invitation. The newspapers refuse to inform the public of any of this. I have seen and done many different adventures in my life. Each adventure was like stepping into a black hole to never return. I now have a memory of over thirty years. My memory is like a black hole never knowing what I will remember or when. Can stepping into that permanent black hole of death not be just another adventure that I must conquer.

Let us ask did what I learn and understand about our Constitution wrong after I fought for her. Do government official’s, judges and newspapers now dominate the people. The black hole of death must be better than seeing what our military give their lives for being demolished so that so few can receive special benefits while the rest of the people serve this government “empire“. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Letter from the heart 8-20-08

To Dr Dan Potenza

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I talked to Dr Dan yesterday. He called to inform me that he received a call from a VA Patient Advocate in Wisconsin. I have no idea which letter it was because I send a letter every day to over 1000 addresses. Because of my service head injury, my memory is limited, so after I write something there is a small chance I will know what I wrote about. I now hide or camouflage my thoughts when talking in a hospital or on the phone to VA personal. If I, reveal any suicidal thoughts or other facts that allows my freedom to be taken, the VA will do it. Plus I forget which pain or problems effect me at the time. It sounds unreal “which pain” try living in my shoes. I was dropped off into the U.S. after 31 months over seas with no memory of ever being here before. I have three serious permanent life changing disabilities from my tour in the Marine Corps. I wondered around my first couple of years back, trying to understand where I was. I did not know my family, friends or social skills. From that day forward I have not lived with out pain. I can be sitting in a doctor’s office in pain and forget to tell the Dr about it. I function every day in serious pain and the people around me do not even know. I am trying to fit into a society that I do not belong. It sounds un-real, factious you should try seeing it from my side with out any understanding of reality. I am not paranoid, just someone in a place that I do not belong. Dr Dan shows me hope because I believe he is really trying to make what is happening to all Veteran’s coming across his path better.

I am talking about the letters that I write every day of criminal acts committed by government (VA included) Personal and police to harm Veteran’s. NH Congress woman Shea-Porter files a false police report on me (about writing threaten letters) and the Commander Past and present of the Manchester Legion yells out at a Veteran’s picnic harmful words to me. I am physically removed. I did nothing wrong. The newspapers refuse to inform the public of the false police report. The news refuses to inform the public Shea-Porter used my military disabilities to attempt to put me away. She had a VA, Dr Biswas file involuntary commitment orders. The VA is now sticking me with the $10,000.00 dollar bill. The VA, to stop my writing letters to the editor stopped my VA medical. These are crimes of the highest magnitude. A lot of government and VA personal say that they want to help me. Every one is afraid of the power of the system to risk their own well being. Look what they are doing to this 100% disabled veteran openly and the news censors the truth to protect criminal government wrongs.

I, with all the wrongs and pain am running for District 21 NH state senate. I am running to make the U.S. better for all Veterans and the public. The news is so biased that they refuse to inform “YOU” the public. The news is so biased that the Boston Globe (in writing) tells me to commit suicide. I live with the reoccurring memory of what I did. You try living with the face of the child that you killed with a bayonet deep in the bush to get your M-16 back and escape. I do have memory. I just do not know what it will be or when it will come. I remember living like a pig and the actions (you call inhuman) that was my daily life as a U.S. Marine.

If a disabled Veteran or any U.S. citizen can write a letter of such devastating criminal acts by government officials and no one does anything about it, if the news media censors such revealing criminal activity, if an election even in the small state of NH can be fixed with the public’s knowledge, where has the United States of American gone? If VA and other people including news media across the U.S. can be made aware of such criminal acts to harm a Veteran and any effort is limited to only doing what will not jeopardize the individual’s position where has the United States of America gone? Dr Dan all hope seems to have expired. What I did during the Vietnam Conflict was hope to live long enough to see the country everyone around me talked about. Today I hope not to see another second of the Country Veteran’s are giving their lives for “even today”.

Doctor Dan I do not believe you talking to me will do any good. Talk to others and tell them what is happening to Veterans is wrong. From Wisconsin, Palo Alto Calif to all the other VA personal that call me I say that if any veteran can expose just one wrong every action possible at any risk must be taken for the Veteran’s benefit. Why do we have a Constitution if Judge Fauver and the NH supreme court can openly violate it at their discretion and the news refuses to inform the public? I can tell you that what I have learned since I returned is that I should have died over there when I had the chance. At the age of 17 maybe the child’s life that I took would have better served to make the world a better place for all. I do not want your’s or anyone’s pity. What I have done in my life is for the better of all United States of American citizens equally. Thank You Dr Dan I honestly believe that you care.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Discrimination, No Place To Go 8-19-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A 100% disabled Veteran forced to leave a function at the Manchester NH legion post. The VA stopping my medical care. The Director of the Manchester NH VA telling a 100% disabled Veteran to commit suicide. Congress woman Shea-Porter using her government powers to have a VA doctor Biswas attempt to commit me involuntary to stop my letter to the editor. This same Congress woman having me arrested on false charges. Judge Fauver using the power of the courts to violate the constitution to cover up crimes by the Madbury NH selectmen. The NH supreme court refusing to hear a case that questions the integrity of the NH judicial system. The Governor using the State Police to give me messages to commit suicide. You want me to go on? I can!!! These are crimes of the highest magnitude. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go.

It was clear at the legion that because Shea-Porter and the newspapers stated that my letters are threatening the public believes it. The Manchester NH legion commander past and present yelling out so every one could hear that I write threading letters. I have done nothing wrong. Yet the VA took it to the level to use my health as a weapon to aid the NH government and Shea-Porter to stop my letters to the editor. My VA medical care was stopped. Why the newspapers censor the truth because my letters “could harm people with good reputations”.

Yesterday I lost function in my right hand. The pain is beyond belief. It just happen. Today it is not much better. Yesterday I spent (I do not know how much time) reliving my tour. I thought so hard of making yesterday my last day but I got a call from a VA advocate in Wisconsin whom said she would help. I guess it was enough because I am writing today. I every day get calls from VA’s in other states wanting to help. No one ever does. It is like the VA, NH government and judges have all the power to discriminate with my VA medical and freedom to stop my free speech. The hard part is, I keep seeing the face of the little boy that I stuck my bayonet in and killed to get my M-16 back and escape into the jungles of Laos.

The news media gives the government this power because they not only censor the truth from the public the editors enhance the government lies to harm my character in the public eye. I have to question why GOD let me come back to a nation that I do not belong. I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the news refuses to inform the public as they do the other candidates. The CONSTITUTION, DISCRIMINATION, a 100% disabled Veteran has no where to go.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Suicide by Cop 8-17-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Suicide bombers, Suicide this, Suicide that. Do we understand the basis for such an event. Shea-Porter just sent me a letter asking for money. She (Carol) is a fraud in my eyes (a danger to the U.S.) She claims republican attacks are spreading lies about her record. Carol’s Congress record should be exposed. Carol intentionally used a disabled Veteran’s service disabilities to stop free speech. Carol had a 100% disabled Veteran arrested because she did not like a letter to the editor. Carol told a NH constituent she does not help people that voted for her with government problems. Carol is indirectly responsible for having a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care stopped. I voted for Carol and She invited me to her first victory party. Carol only helps Veterans and others that can make Carol’s public image popular. Carol does not like my opinion letters and the newspapers will censor them but Thousands of People will read them today and into the future. This is why newspaper censorship does not make since.

The Boston Globe wrote me to inform me that my suicide would be better than another letter to the editor. The NH governor sends the State Police to my home to tell me my letters are causing problems in the NH State Capitol that the governor would prefer my suicide. The VA, NH director told me in person to commit suicide. The VA uses the VA suicide hotline to pressure me into suicide. The VA suicide hotline uses the local police to pressure my family so that I commit suicide. I have four service connected permanent disabilities. Three are combat related. Can some one like Carol even attempt to understand what it is like to get off a plane after 31 months over seas. Can you the 89% that never served in our military understand what it is like to kill someone younger than you at 17 with a bayonet in hand to hand combat. Do you even care about the mental state the silent demons of war drilled into the heads of returning military (even today) that will not appear for month or even years after we set foot back on U.S. soil.

I am running for District 21 NH state senate. My opinion, words and actions should be of public interest. I live with demons in my head every day. I dream of suicide to escape every day. Police, Government officials, VA officials tell me to commit suicide. The newspapers tell me to commit suicide. The VA patient advocate tells me to use Medicare or other insurance to get help. My disabilities are 100% service related. Why did the VA stop my medical care. Confused!! What about me? I am a 100% disabled Veteran and just because I dare state for public record that Judge Fauver violated the law to harm U.S. citizens, I am ostracized. The Boston Globe tells me to commit suicide yet they or no newspaper will print my response. Returning Veteran’s become second class citizens because of what we did in protecting your freedom. Look at the “Shelf People” Veteran’s on Funeral Pallor shelf’s.

Carol invited me to her BBQ at the Manchester VFW today. Will the cops shoot me and claim it is suicide by cop?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VFW BBQ for Shea-Porter 8-16-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I am a Veteran and a life member of the VFW. I will be attending Carol Shea-Porter’s BBQ at the VFW Sweeney Post in Manchester NH on Aug 17 from 1-3. I write this letter to give Carol and the Police fair notice. I will create nor participate in no violent or disruptive actions. I voted for Carol. I have known her brother many years. Carol is only friends with Veteran’s for her political image. After Carol won her last election she invited me to a victory party at her Dover NH headquarters. I gave her a letter detailing wrong’s in the NH government. She told me she does not handle constituent’s problems. The next day I wrote a letter to the editor explaining Carol’s position to the public. Carol had me arrested by the Dover police. 3 hours later I was released because the letter was not threatening. Next Carol contacted Dr Biswas at the Manchester VA hospital and had me arrested using my service connected medical conditions to put me in the nut house. I was released after seven hours. Next to silence my free speech the NH, VA stopped my medical care completely. Five months later my medical is restored but limited just to produce paper work to confuse the public. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. Three of my four injuries are combat related. I have violated no laws. I am running for District 21 NH state senate. Does Carol have the right to harm Veteran’s that speak freely. Will the VFW respect a member’s right to be there? Will the police be there in force to stop me from getting in?

I volunteer to help a Madbury family that the selectmen use government powers for their own personal revenge against local resident’s the selectmen do not like. Judge Fauver violated the Constitution to protect the selectmen’s criminal acts. The NH Supreme Court covered up the case. Our elected officials in Concord had me declared as a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months to silence me. Six months and the bogus charges are dropped. I had never met this family before they asked a fellow U.S. citizen for help. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters or expose my campaign to the public. I have volunteered every day since I returned from the Vietnam Conflict. I have violated no laws. I have exposed criminal acts by Judge Fauver, and NH government officials.

Carol Shea-Porter willfully and intentionally harmed a United States military Veteran. The newspaper’s are so criminally Biased that they will even refuse to print this opinion letter. I am a Veteran because at 17 this child became a United States Marine. I am a live member of the VFW because I fought for our Country on foreign soil during the Vietnam Conflict. Veteran’s did not pick which citizens we wanted to help and as a Congress woman Carol can not pick only the Veteran’s that will make her look go to help. The Boston Globe, NH Governor and others have told me to commit suicide some in writing. I, as many veteran’s even today come back to a nation that we do not belong. You have no idea what it is like to relive every day in your mind the conditions and acts which made you proud to be a U.S. Marine but now haunt you. You as a civilized society are able to enjoy BBQ’s freely but can not accept what we did to guarantee that freedom. Carol in my opinion is a danger to the U.S. public but censorship by a biased news media is the worst of all dangers.

We are a nation where the Law protects us all EQUALLY.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Editors Joke 8-13-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Does it make it right that all news editors censor my opinion letters? Is not the opinion letter of the people that the U.S. is built on? Thomas Jefferson once wrote “The basis of our government being the opinion of the People, the first object should be to keep that right; and were it left to me to decide whether we should have a government without newspapers or newspapers without a government, I should not hesitate a moment to prefer the latter. But I should mean that everyman should receive those papers and be capable of reading them”. The editors can claim that my letters repeat. That my letters hurt people with good reputations. Does not the editors censoring my letters for what ever reason go against what our nation is built on. The opinion of the people.

I am running for NH State Senate district 21. My being a candidate bothers editors and government officials so much that my opinion is censored. Is not our nation built on a government of “We the People”? Does our Constitution give every individual equal treatment of the law? It started when I volunteered my time to help a Madbury NH family that the local selectmen used government powers for personal revenge to harm local residents. Judge Fauver Violated the Constitution knowingly to protect the selectmen from criminal exposure. The NH gov declared me a terrorist and took my freedom in an attempt to scare me into silence before the bogus charges were dropped. A NH congress woman used federal powers to have a VA doctor use my service connected medical condition to put me in a nut house. The VA then stopped my medical care completely to force my silence. At the time, I did not even know this family. I give my life not for this family but for every U.S. citizen. It is our obligation to (as We The People) see that no right or any individual is violated at any time.

The VFW, American Legion and others all refuse to question government authority in fear of losing government grants. The VA hospital has condemned me. The editors censor my words. Our elected officials refuse to put their necks out for a no-body. Does this make it right to destroy any citizen for doing his duty. Can some people with power control whom is elected by the voters? Let the Voters decide.

I was injured 4 times while I served our nation on foreign soil. Three of my disabling injuries are combat related during the Vietnam Conflict. At 17, I went off to fight for you the United States of America . I did 31 months overseas only to return to a nation that rejects me because I care about you. The VA, NH governor, NH state police, Boston Globe and others have asked and pressured me into suicide. What makes it worse is that I fight every day not to commit suicide because of what I did as a U.S. Marine.

Does it make it right that powerful people do not want me to get elected so editors deprive the voters of the truth? Is my running for district 21 NH state senate so scary that judges and government officials are allowed to violate the Constitution to stop me?

You (meaning) the editors are silencing free speech to harm a nation that has giving you every thing with the lives of children that gave their lives to hold the title as a United State’s military VETERAN. I should never have come back. Whom is the joke on now?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Imagine Dead Veteran 8-10-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Imagine it is your child servicing in our military that dies defending the rights of the people of the United States. I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the NH government, courts and news media are fixing the election. I speak my words clear and with out fear because there is nothing left that you can do to me with out making the truth known to the public. Imagine you are this Madbury family that the selectmen dislike so the selectmen use government power for personal revenge. You get a lawyer and go to court thinking the Constitution will protect your family. The lawyer drains your money then drops you and Judge Fauver violates the law and Constitution to defeat you. This family reads a letter to the editor in the newspaper and calls this person for help. I am a high school drop out that joined the Marine Corps at 17. I was injured 4 times during my tour, three are combat related. I did 31 months over seas during the Vietnam Conflict. I volunteer my time to help this family. Judge Fauver under some unused NH law makes me an attorney to represent this family. This family and I prove beyond any doubt that the selectmen are violating the law for revenge against this family. Judge Fauver violates the Constitution at least 29 times to harm this family in his efforts to protect the selectmen’s criminal actions. The NH supreme court reads the case and refuses to publicly hear it because it questions the integrity of the NH justice system by a high school drop out. The NH governor and elected officials are made aware of the case and they declare me a terrorist to scare me to stop volunteer helping this family. I lose my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges are dropped. A NH U.S. congress woman uses my medical disabilities as a weapon to take my freedom. The VA next stops my medical care to silence my free speech. The news media refuses to print my opinion letters because “they harm people with good reputation” the editors say.

I am running for District 21 NH state senate and the newspapers write articles about the other candidates but refuse to inform the public about this candidate. Imagine it is your child dieing on foreign soil to defend the Constitutional rights of the citizens of the United States of America. Imagine every newspaper across the United States of America refuses to print the opinion of other U.S. citizens.

Imagine it is your child that wasted his life serving a nation that does not care.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper FI

NH state senate candidate.