Suicide by Cop 8-17-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Suicide bombers, Suicide this, Suicide that. Do we understand the basis for such an event. Shea-Porter just sent me a letter asking for money. She (Carol) is a fraud in my eyes (a danger to the U.S.) She claims republican attacks are spreading lies about her record. Carol’s Congress record should be exposed. Carol intentionally used a disabled Veteran’s service disabilities to stop free speech. Carol had a 100% disabled Veteran arrested because she did not like a letter to the editor. Carol told a NH constituent she does not help people that voted for her with government problems. Carol is indirectly responsible for having a 100% disabled Veteran’s medical care stopped. I voted for Carol and She invited me to her first victory party. Carol only helps Veterans and others that can make Carol’s public image popular. Carol does not like my opinion letters and the newspapers will censor them but Thousands of People will read them today and into the future. This is why newspaper censorship does not make since.

The Boston Globe wrote me to inform me that my suicide would be better than another letter to the editor. The NH governor sends the State Police to my home to tell me my letters are causing problems in the NH State Capitol that the governor would prefer my suicide. The VA, NH director told me in person to commit suicide. The VA uses the VA suicide hotline to pressure me into suicide. The VA suicide hotline uses the local police to pressure my family so that I commit suicide. I have four service connected permanent disabilities. Three are combat related. Can some one like Carol even attempt to understand what it is like to get off a plane after 31 months over seas. Can you the 89% that never served in our military understand what it is like to kill someone younger than you at 17 with a bayonet in hand to hand combat. Do you even care about the mental state the silent demons of war drilled into the heads of returning military (even today) that will not appear for month or even years after we set foot back on U.S. soil.

I am running for District 21 NH state senate. My opinion, words and actions should be of public interest. I live with demons in my head every day. I dream of suicide to escape every day. Police, Government officials, VA officials tell me to commit suicide. The newspapers tell me to commit suicide. The VA patient advocate tells me to use Medicare or other insurance to get help. My disabilities are 100% service related. Why did the VA stop my medical care. Confused!! What about me? I am a 100% disabled Veteran and just because I dare state for public record that Judge Fauver violated the law to harm U.S. citizens, I am ostracized. The Boston Globe tells me to commit suicide yet they or no newspaper will print my response. Returning Veteran’s become second class citizens because of what we did in protecting your freedom. Look at the “Shelf People” Veteran’s on Funeral Pallor shelf’s.

Carol invited me to her BBQ at the Manchester VFW today. Will the cops shoot me and claim it is suicide by cop?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi