Hate, love, war 8-24-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A child yells “I will Kill you” to a friend that he is fighting with. Soon after they are best friends again. A child becomes a teenager and is sent off to war where he learns to kill with ease and devotion. A veteran returns to where 89% of the people that he risked his life for that never served never understand; not the same child returned. The government drops you into a civilized society expecting reality to exist in this hardened adult’s mind. Joy and happiness turns to miss understandings and rage. Relationships dissolve as the social barriers grow in defense against this emotion less mind. The veteran becomes alone and defiant. The once innocent child that yelled “I will Kill you” echoes in the Veteran’s mind not as a child but as his defense against the enemy. A civilized society can not recognize the child’s yell as it now comes from a scary adult. The child’s life given in defense of our country is now taken by the people that the Veteran once believe was his friends and neighbors. Veteran death becomes the answer.

I came back to the U.S. after 31 months overseas, 70-74. At 17, I joined the Marine Corps. I am 100% disabled. One of my injuries is complete memory loss of any event prior to my 17^th birthday. I have three more combat related injuries. I volunteer every day since I came back to help others. Because I volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family that I did not know at the time, You the people of NH have become afraid of me. Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to help the Madbury NH selectmen harm local residents. The NH supreme court covered up the case. The NH government declared me a terrorist and took my freedom before dropping the bogus charges. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my free speech. A NH congress woman had me arrested on false charges. Then she used my service received medical disabilities to attempt to put me in the nut house to stop my letters to the editor. The American legion in Manchester NH physically remove me from a Veteran’s Picnic that I was invited too. This congress woman is not a member or Veteran, but I was removed.

I have not violated the law. I am running for district 21 NH state senate. The newspapers and government are keeping the people from knowing me. There is a record of the NH governor, NH, VA director and Boston Globe telling me to commit suicide. The VA stopped my medical care to shut me up. As a child I learned to respect the United States of America while trying to stay alive defending your world.

The NH government, Veteran’s administration and newspapers have violated the law to stop me. Now “Veterans” at the American Legion have inflict physical harm to remove me from a place that I am a life member. I see a child’s face yell with pain every day as I remove my bayonet from his gut. The hard part is that even today I feel no emotion for what I did. I came back alive as punishment for what I did. I came back to a place where even veterans believe what I have done is wrong. There are many Veterans out there cast aside by a society that can not accept what these children have become. Now the American Legion and VFW have become so political that some veterans are not worth the risk to lose political favor. The law is being violated by the people we trust and every one is afraid to speak up. Think of the children we bury every day that return from a war that a draft dodger started to create a legacy for himself. Think about the consequences of leaving one U.S. citizens with out Constitutional rights. Think about that child’s yell as you imagine a Marine left alone on the battle field because brother Veterans were afraid of losing political connections. Think about that child’s yell as you bury your child if you are lucky enough for that child’s body to be returned from a conflict or war. Think about that child’s yell as you realize many returning veterans commit suicide because you swept them under the rug. Think about allowing the government to criminally violate the law to harm a veteran and the American Legion and VFW desert a brother Veteran. Think about how many children gave their life over the history of the United States of American that you refuse to hear their yell.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi