VA ignores veteran’s complaints 8-31-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 602-659-6217

The Veteran’s inspector general ignores a disabled Veteran’s complaints of illegal acts committed by VA personal to harm said veteran. The last step was the VA complaint line calling me yesterday to tell me the VA did not want to hear from me any more. The VA suicide hotline harasses me to get me to commit suicide, The VA sends the local police to my home to pressure me into suicide. The director at 275 Chestnut St. Manchester NH VA office tells me to commit suicide. A NH congress woman uses her federal powers to have a VA Dr Biswas file involuntary commitment orders against me. The VA stops my medical care completely for 5 months. It is restarted again but it is now inferior and limited. I am red flagged at the VA. I now see Dr Dan Potenza ( whom is a great person and cares) but he is a psychologist that the VA’s uses to show I am getting care. Every one of these facts is documented in government records. The nation that I learned to love has cast me away. I am 100% disabled with four service connected injuries. Three are combat related.

Is it because I see the conflicts clearly in my head that may be there is nothing wrong with me. I went to a family party yesterday. Before we got to the party my wife told me the people’s names. Everyone there knew me and had grown up with me. I did not remember but a few faces. These were my nieces, nephews and friends from school. Try living every day of your life with no (or limited) memory. I can function as what appears as a normal person. My twin brother (whom committed suicide) ex-wife was there with her new husband. It was her daughter’s (my niece‘s) birthday. I did not realize the situation until after talking with them for over an hour. I knew a conflict existed but I had no emotion that these individual’s expected. Do I belong back here? Should I have come back? I can except that I do not know. I camouflage my ignorance from others. I have clear memories of what I did as a U.S. Marine. The lack of emotions and feelings for other human life. The morbid living conditions you survive through just to successfully complete the mission. The belief that I learned that now as a returning U.S. military Veteran coming home to make a life is dismissed by criminal acts by VA and government personal. Did I really kill other human life to be rejected by even the VA?

The pain in my head, back and body from my other injuries cripples me. I learned it was every citizens obligation to expose wrongs in government. I volunteer my time because people from a different town that only knew me from my letters to the editor asked me for help. Judge Fauver criminally violated the law and constitution to protect the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers to seek personal revenge against Madbury residents that the selectmen did not want in their town. The NH supreme court refused to hear a case that exposed crimes by a judge. I am declared a terrorist and my freedom is taken for 6 months to stop my volunteer help. I have violated no laws although the government would like you to believe that I did. The News papers refuse to print the truth. The Veteran’s Administration has condemned me to death all because I believe in a nation that has refused to accept me. Does pain really exist?

I want to thank the NH Free Press for printing my letters.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi