God Did Answer 11-30-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Yesterday was tough! I finished writing my letter with out knowing it. It went out by email because several people that read it, left me messages. I was so caught by the response that I went back and read it my self between un-inclusive ventures. I spent the day in front of the TV watching foot ball games as a cover. This way my family thought that I was to interested in the game to answer them. The times that I did answer was in between trips deep in my mind. I do not remember seeing one complete game. I am sure after 28 years my wife does know me, but she respects my wish to not show my medical problems to others. I was impressed by what I read. If I can write such revealing opinion letters stating facts that reveal wrongs in government why has no one even answered my letters. The VA has a federal law that requires them to answer disabled veterans complaints within a required maximum number of days. The VA has not answered one of my thousands of complaint letters. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that violates the law in the name of justice and the NH supreme court covers it up. NH governor Lynch knowingly or unknowingly allows the NH government to violate the law to crush me. NH’s US Rep uses her federal powers to have a VA Dr file commitment orders to take my freedom by using my 100% US Military medical conditions as a weapon against me. She is allowed to file false police complaint with the Dover NH police to get me arrested to stop my letters and no one says anything to her. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters. The VA to aid the NH government to stop my letters has stopped my medical care. The person in charge of the NH VA told me to commit suicide and my complaints are ignored. The News Media (Boston Globe)told me to commit suicide before writing another letter to the editor. The Boston Globe did this in writing as is all the other criminal violations of the constitution documented in this case so I ask why????????

God Did Answer Me. I must have never completed my last convoy. As A US Marine I lost my complete memory from a car accident right out of boot camp. I have no memory of my child hood, family, or friends. I dream of seeing the US just once before I die. I have been injured so many times in the requirement to complete mission at all costs the final injury must have happen. I do not believe in God but others tell me, all Marines go to h-ell for what we do. If there is a God; he must be telling me “h-ell for this Marine” is to continuously see the nation that he gave his life for violate the belief’s other Marines told him were the reason we do these violation of a civilized society daily.

God must have answered me because there can be no other reason for the news media to violate every ethical belief to punish this US Marine in eternity. Freedom of the press does not cover Marine doomed in H-ell.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

My letter to the editor 11-29-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

My letter “Am I God” is being published in several newspapers in NH and across the U.S. If there was any question of false or untrue facts these judges and government officials would be all over me. There is no legal way to stop my writing letters exposing wrongs in government. This is the United States of America and we should all be proud during this holiday season to be so lucky to live where the people have rights. We should demand all newspapers print my letters to let the people be informed. Most NH newspapers went so far as to interfere with a free election this past primary. They not only censored my opinion letters but they published one liners to harm my character in the public eye. The news media in NH must be so intimidated by the truth they refuse to print the response of the average citizen. Amanda Merrill is a great person and she will be a credit to every US citizen as she represents us in the NH state senate. My point is, it should have been the informed voters choice. Not the editors controlling the public’s knowledge of the facts. Ask why the news media is so afraid of printing the truth. My facts are documented in the NH Supreme Court papers. Yes the NH supreme court refused to hear a case that clearly documented Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts to use the NH laws to intentionally harm US citizens. Judge Fauver will get a copy of this letter along with 2800 others. This letter will be goggled and published on many blogs across the US. All my letters are. The newspapers are the only one to censor them.

It is not just the news media. Our NH elected officials refuse to help a 100% disabled US Marine. Judge Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to get revenge on local residents that the selectmen did not like. The Madbury selectmen will read this letter. They will get mad but there is no legal action they can do to stop the truth. I volunteer to help this Madbury family because it is the right thing to do. It is not easy. I have been put in jail on bogus charges. I have been fined for no illegal acts. I have had my VA medical stopped as a weapon to stop my letters. The local sheriff thinks it is funny to arrest me as intimidation to help Judge Fauver in is quest to defeat the public. The VA refuses me medical care but asks me to commit suicide. The news media ( Boston Globe) asked me in an email to commit suicide. The US Rep from NH used her political powers to have a VA Dr. file false commitment orders to take my freedom. She also filed false police complaints to get me arrested. The NH governor sends the state police to inform me “my letters are causing problem in the state capital the NH governor (Lynch) would prefer that I kill myself”.

The editors allow a night mare to continue. The response of the people to the criminal acts that the news media is allowing judges and government officials to commit against a disabled person is unreal. I lay here in this Benjo Ditch wanting so much to see the US just once. The truth is the pain and misery of existing one more day in such choate conditions can (the US be much better) killing my self be the way. Mom Dad don’t take this letter wrong. I am just trying to pass the boring moments of the long waits before the convoy continues. I will write again soon. Your loving son.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Response to 7^th grade Boy 11-28-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

How a child can make a difference or help the community? Placing wreaths on the graves of fallen U.S. Military makes for good headlines. As many times before: you miss the point. Respect and Honor what these young citizens did it for. They became Veteran’s, some came back to fill a productive life. Others came back disabled by seeable disabilities while some came back dead or not at all, for your Constitutional rights.. Others came back looking normal but in years to follow the demons of war will cripple these Veterans only to be stereo typed by society as criminals or homeless, lazy individuals. We and I believe that I am speaking for most if not all Veterans “we are not looking for your pity or praise”. We want you all to learn why we did it. We want you to learn the purpose and history of the Constitution. We want you to Respect and Honor by not diminishing the equal protection for all that the Constitution gives us. We want the government to serve the people not master them. Society treats veterans as second class citizens until a politician needs to use us to benefit their public image during an election year. Learn why Editor’s censoring a opinion letters is out right wrong.

The newspapers will not print my response because they disagree with my opinion. I am a disabled Veteran from this child’s home town. You meaning “all citizens” do not realize the harm each editor censoring my opinion will and does have on all the US. Judge Peter Fauver intentionally violated the Constitution with intent to harm a Madbury NH family. Fauver allowed the Madbury selectmen to use government powers to seek and get revenge on local residents that the selectmen did not like. The NH supreme court covered up the case when presented to them. I volunteer my time to help this family and NH violates the law to stop me. NH’s US Rep used her political influence to allow my medical condition to be used as a weapon to stop my opinion letters. She filed false police complaints to get me arrested. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. Our elected officials, the law enforcement and the courts will not do anything to stop these violations of the Constitution. The Newspapers censor my opinion letters. If it was not for my sending over 2800 copies of my opinion over the internet each day no one would know. I ran for election to NH state senate this past primary only to be damaged by the newspapers to stop me. The editors printed one liners to damage my character in the public eye to interfere with the voters choice. How many other Veterans or citizens are swept under the rug. My opinion letters during the election were knowingly censored to stop the voters from learning.

The Constitution can not be allowed as the newspapers and government are doing for their own personal weapon to control society. The editor’s can not claim liability issues for not printing my letters. I send them to judges, government officials, newspapers and more every day. If a child wants to make a difference see that what we became Veterans for is not diminished in any way. Get involved in government and make it stand for We the People again. Make a difference by making sure Equal Treatment is not for only the select few. If this school want to know more about me the book that I wrote about my time in the Marine Corps is in their library

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Am I GOD??? 11-27-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Am I GOD! Is that why I will not die, now matter how close I come? Today is Thanksgiving. A day for us all to thank, I guess ourselves? I have many unanswered questions of “why I am here” “whom am I” “is this a dream and I am really dead” the list just keeps growing. Are you confused? Well so am I. Getting into the Veteran’s Admin stopping my VA medical care for my 100% service connected disabilities seems useless to talk about. The (I want to say lack of) compassion or even the slightest bit of caring from any individuals leaves me to thing that I must be invisible. I get calls every day from friends and people that I do not even know (that got my number from someone else) for help. I stop and talk to people that I meet on the street that seem to be in despair or just could use a friend for a second or too. I volunteer every day to help others because I came back alive. I believe I owe those that came home dead or never at all this respect to make our nation better in any way that I can. I am not asking for your pity. I get some hate mail from people and others just tell me to stop writing. Most tell me to keep going because it is about time that someone stood for right against the powerful. You (the people of the United States) can use me to illustrate what is happening to Veteran’s across the US. We have checks and balances to stop government wrongs yet in a case (where the Veteran has been lost under the rug) of some veterans there is no help. I have four serious medical conditions from my tour in the USMC. Three are combat related. It is against the law for the government to use anyone’s medical condition as a weapon to stop a person from writing letters to the editor. It is a slap in the face to our forefathers for the newspapers to censor the opinion of a 100% disabled veteran (or any citizen) when expressing wrongs in government. Even if the editors disagree with the opinion.

I guess wishing to come back alive to see the US once before you give your life for her is a night mare. It is one of those dreams if you understood what it meant you never would have wished for it. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the court to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get revenge on local residents that the selectmen wanted to inflict harm on. The NH supreme court knowingly allowed this by refusing to hear a case that documented and spelled it out clearly to protect the legal empire’s dominance over the people. I volunteer my time to help Madbury NH residents and the courts and government use my medical condition to stop me. Everyone is to afraid to speak up for fear this will happen to them.

Thanksgiving is not a time to say thank you. It is a time at the end of harvest season where excess crops would be cooked and shared with others as a way not to waste them. I suffered head pain while drinking my coffee at a local coffee shop this morning. I wanted to die so bad at that moment. I do not want to live through another Thanksgiving. I am not GOD. I am a US citizen (that happens to be a 100% disabled US Marine). You the people of the United States of America are allowing our constitutional rights to be left to waste in the fields. I am not sure which is worse the pain from my disabilities received defending this great nation or the pain of seeing what our children (US Military) gave their lives for being diminished.

You in NH are doing this to me but let my life illustrated the pain you are doing to too many Veterans lost under the rug.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

What makes NH great 11-26-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Patrick from Mr. Gilmore’s geography class in Pawtucket RI, wanting local residents to talk about “What makes NH Great”? I left NH at 17 to become a U.S. Marine. I left the US after suffering a Traumatic Brain Injury (with complete permanent loss of memory from a car accident right out of Parris Island) from the US military hospital. I did the next 31 months over seas in and out of hostel territory during the Vietnam Conflict. NH is a small state that most other Marines never heard of. The closest was a Marine from Portland Maine whom was able to tell me what NH was like. I had no memory of my family, friends or state. I dreamed of making it back alive to see the state of NH one day as beautiful as other Marines described NH and the U.S. I returned in 74 to be spit on at the San Francisco airport by a hippy girl protesting the Conflict. I was discharged with in days and landed by small plane in the Lakes Region airport. The view of the large and small lakes warmed my needs to touch what was only a dream for so long. I hitched hiked the 15 miles to my home town school where I wanted to see the guidance councilor because with no memory I found education classes during my tour through the mail helped me. People that picked me up or I met while walking were friendly and out going. The average person then and now I find in NH are willing to give (either with a friendly word or help) as a natural norm. I found this across the US but in NH it seemed more natural. I met family and friends over the next few years Hiking, camping, or just enjoying the many social and natural elements of the area. I had trouble adjusting so drinking became my solution. I had receive two more permanent disabilities during separate combat related missions. The NH people (one in particular) identified my troubles because he had returned a few years earlier. He gave me a room and helped me get in to UNH. He could see my social skills were that of a Marine Sgt so he helped me adjust and conform to the civilized society. In NH small town governments are made up of local volunteers which in every town I lived, I participated. Volunteering in NH to help others is a major part of our culture. I find volunteering gives me a chance to get advice from older more wiser people and give at the same time. I came back alive so I feel giving is my small way of respecting those that never come home.

NH is as I am sure your state and all the other parts of the US are great. The United States of America is what we the people make her be. I re-live, living what I did every day and that is why last year the VA diagnosis me with PTSD. I lived in different friendly villages that my convoy stopped at nights where families lived and ate 11 or more to a small hooch. Where they ate with their hands because utensils were a luxury. I have seen life from both sides. You can write about NH but on this Holiday season the United States of America is where we are all equal in constitutional rights and that is what is special about the United States of America. In your report I hope you say thank you to those in our U.S. Military now and the Veterans that returned from past wars and those that never came home alive or at all. Thank You for reading my letter Patrick writing it means more than you realize Thank You for giving me the reason to write you.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Mental-Veteran-VA 1125-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I remember my biggest concern while serving in the U.S. Marine Corps was that I would lose a limb during my tour. My biggest dream was living long enough to see the U.S. just once (that I would remember) before I died as a U.S. Marine. Losing a limb would have meant certain death, because I would have ended it. Instead I came home with no memory of life back here from TBI. A broken back from a Vietnam offensive. Loss of hearing in both ears from being blown off a runway. Now after thirty years out the VA diagnosed me with PTSD. I have struggled for over thirty years to live in a society that does not want me. Not me as a person but as a Veteran that did in-human acts and lives by a code of placing the U.S. Honor above anything else. Not me as an individual but me as all veterans.

Yesterday I wrote a letter VA violates law. My head was pounding and I have no memory of writing that letter. I know that it must have been just after I pressed the email button sending the letter to 2800 email address I laid on the couch with a bloody nose. I woke up several hours later when a friend called to ask for my help. I rode around on a commercial lawn mower vacuuming up leaves. My friend kept asking me where I was, during the day. I was caught in two worlds. One back here in the U.S. trying to make the best out of what I do not understand. The other was on convoy as American Advisor through hostile territory riding with men that did not speak any American.

The VA violated the law by stopping my VA medical. Having the Suicide hotline harass me. The person in charge of the NH, VA telling me to commit suicide. Restarting my VA medical with limited and sub-standard care. They do this to aid the NH government to stop my letters to the editor. What happen to the checks and balances to stop such criminal acts from harming a 100% disabled veteran? No one cares!

The newspapers across the U.S. refuse to print the truth. Many say it does not concern their readers. Many say this is a personal matter. Many say that their concern for libel suits out ways any possibility of publishing my letters. Many believe that I am a mental U.S. Veteran in need of care. I am a U.S. Military Veteran on an Island floating in a country that does not want me and a world that I do not belong. The Veterans Today magazine got my hopes up last year when they published my letters. They now censor a mental (with out care) veteran. I honestly understand why some U.S. Military commit suicide while serving in dangerous areas. They see the writing on the wall before coming back to a society that can not understand where they are? Some returning Veterans quickly learn and commit suicide once back. Many slip into a world of reliving what we have done only to be only alienated from the ones we love and a nation that can not accept us. I have been lucky I have a great wife that’s love endures my wavering lonely times. I have friends that create busy work to keep me safe in times of questions at a cost of time and money to themselves.

You see I realize that many if not thousands of Veterans feel the doubts of reality of why we came back. Many fit into society by camouflaging the dreams and memories of what others can not accept. Some die, others go to jail or become homeless.

Newspaper censoring the words of the people violates the code of US Honor.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA violates law 11-24-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The Veterans Administration is by law, to answer veteran’s complaints as requested by the veteran by email, phone or in writing. I have sent the VA over 800 letters complaining of criminal acts by VA officials and they have refused to answer me. Not one answer. What are they going to say when the public learns of the criminal violation of a 100% disabled Veteran’s rights and their refusal to answer the complaint letters. Whom do you complain to when it is the people in charge committing the criminal acts. I have four serious medical disabilities from my tour in the USMC. Three of my disabilities are combat related. Sunday night while I was watching TV the VA suicide Hotline calls me to harass my family. The person in charge of the NH veterans admin told me to commit suicide and the Hotline is enforcing it. The newspapers censor my opinion letters that try to expose the wrongs in government.

I have violated no laws. I volunteer every day to help others. I do this for selfish reasons. I was allowed to come back alive so I owe those that gave their lives the respect to make the US better for all as they gave their lives for. Everyone in power wants to cover up Judge Fauver’s criminal violations of the Constitution to intentionally harm US citizens. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government power for revenge against local residents. The NH supreme Court refused to hear the case that spelled criminal acts by a judge, to protect the legal empire over the people.

NH US Rep used her political influence to use my VA medical conditions as a weapon against me to stop my letters to the editor. She then used the Dover NH police by filing a false police complaint against me. The VA then stopped my VA medical to stop my letters. I am now sending 2800 copies of my letters to judges, government officials, VA officials, Police, newspapers and people; yet my words are censored. Retribution by government officials to stop a citizen from writing letters to the editor that expose government wrongs is against the law. When I die because I could not get medical care whom will answer for it. Do you think that the sub-standard, limited medical to show false paper work in my record will not be recognized. The facts are stated in so many letters made public it is going to be hard for these trusted powerful government officials to cover it up. Silence by the newspapers is also going to be questioned. Should someone have seen the warning signs and put a hand out first. How can these judges and public officials harm a person that volunteers every day to help others? How can the VA when so many letters are sent to officials across the US allow NH to do this to a 100% disabled Veteran? I will not kill my self over a conflict with the government.

It seems that the laws no longer matter when you have the trusted power of the people to control others by miss using the law. It seems disabled veterans or veterans in general have less rights that others so diminish our Constitutional rights to make life easier for the powerful. Don’t give me pity, it is the loss to the people of the U.S.

Ask the newspapers why they would knowingly censor a news article by a disabled Veteran to expose wrongs in government. It just does not make sense. Why do we have laws and ethic rules if the editors and government officials do not abide by them.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Kill, Disabled, Suicide--words not used 11-23-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

John Harrigan’s article on “VS Kill” and the letters in the editor section of the many newspapers that I read each morning amazed me. I have been advised by many newspapers not to use this word in my letters. The state police came to my home to tell me not to use this word. To top it off the Secret Service flew in from DC to tell me not to use this word. John hit it on the nose society is to sensitive. These are words that scare people but unless we talk about them and the cause to use them we are no better off than those “animal’s” we use them on.

I was further amazed at the letters on Respect and help “disabled”. We live in a sensitive society where “do good-ers” claim that we must do the right thing. It is like the 60’s when we advised our children instead of correcting and disciplining them. We as a free society can not seem to understand why a child would pull the cane from a disabled person. Why a non-handicapped person (the correct term) would take the parking space of a disabled person. These are the children of the 60’s. Children whom can not relate discipline to their child because they were not. Hillsborough county reaching out to senior disabled. I am amazed because of what the people of the state and the newspapers have allowed to be done to a 100% disabled veteran that volunteers every day since he came back in 74 to help others across the state of NH.

We have the American’s with disabilities act to protect disabled persons. My medical for combat related disabilities was stopped yet no one care. NH put me in jail as a terrorist. I lost my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges were dropped. The editors censor my opinion letters. The person in charge of the VA in NH told me to commit suicide. Judge Peter Fauver uses the local sheriff to arrest me for harassment to stop my letters. A NH U.S. Rep uses my combat related medical conditions as a weapon for to stop my letter about her. She files false police reports to get me arrested and no one will do any thing to stop it. I came back to a society that can not accept the disabled.

Suicide and helping the disabled seniors can not be done until society tries to under stand. We must understand the words “Kill, disabled, suicide” and how they relate to the individual before we can help. As a Marine Sgt I counseled men under me why killing themselves was wrong. Then I would put them in a position where their live would be taken. This does not make since. I now identify with why these men would do the ultimate act. Society does not want to understand. I came back 100% disabled to a society that I do not belong. I have come with in seconds of killing my self many times. One of my injuries is a short term memory (TBI) so it something interrupts the act; I forget and go on to something else. I have lived silently for over 30 years taking daily trips back to an uncivilized time in my life. The state of New Hampshire has labeled me a “Danger to society” so my opinion is censored by the editors. I volunteer every day to help others because my dream of living long enough to see the U.S. once before I gave my life for her came true. This is one dream that I wish never happen. Society does not want to understand about returning Veterans. Society does not want to understand Suicide, disabled, Kill. It is like the un-said meaning that I got from John Harrigan’s article about the Weasel-word Avoidance of the year award. May be the editors across the U.S. should get it?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Start to Finish 11-22-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

In writing I have stated crimes by government officials to harm U.S. citizens, yet no one cares. This Madbury NH family is very nice people. They help other people out when ever they can. They all work hard just to survive. This family is your every day U.S. citizen. Just because a Madbury NH selectmen did not like this family they can use government powers to drive this family into bankruptcy. Is this fair? We the U.S. citizens expect the courts to stop such criminal acts. Judge Peter Fauver knowingly allowed or committed 29 or more constitutional crimes to help the Madbury selectmen complete their acts of revenge on U.S. citizens with the use of government powers. In my book this makes Judge Fauver one of the biggest criminals alive. When presented the case, spelling out the facts clearly and documented with proof the NH supreme court refused to hear the case. The case would have exposed wrongs in the monopoly of the legal empire over the people to public scrutiny. This Madbury family was so desperate that when they read a letter to the editor that I wrote, they asked for my help. I volunteered my time because correcting wrongs in government is every U.S. citizens obligation. If I can state these facts in writing, Ask why has nothing been done. If the facts are true we need to stop these crimes before they harm your family next. If my letters are false we need to legally stop me. This they can not do because then every one will know the facts. Ask why the newspapers have stopped my opinion letters?

To protect the legal empire NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months before dropping the bogus charges. State and local police harass my family. Fauver uses the local sheriff to arrest me to stop my letters. A NH U.S. Rep uses her political influence to have the VA use my 100% combat related disabilities as a weapon to stop me. She files false police complaints to get the Dover NH police to arrest me to stop my letters. The VA stops my medical care. The list of government crimes to stop me just goes on and on. The editors refuse to inform the people, ask why?

I can tell today is not going to be a good day for me. My head is pounding and my head and back pain is crippling. My legs are tingling and my left eye is closing. I will volunteer my time to help today if someone asks. I was impressed today by the newspaper article of the Florida boy that committed suicide on the web. I dreamed of staying alive long enough to see the U.S. just once before I was killed defending this great nation as a U.S. Marine. I came back to a nation that can not and will not accept someone that just does not fit the norms of a civilized society. I believed that the U.S. government was here to serve the people not master them. The highest suicide rate is amount U.S. military and Veterans, ask why? Veterans are treated as second class citizens and society does not even realize it. Silence is the unwritten rule of returning veterans because a civilized society does not understand. Those that speak openly (as I have done) are mocked and ridiculed, until shame makes death a joy.

I have volunteered every day since I came back in 74, 100% disabled to help others. Society is so ashamed of me that my opinion letters are censored and my constitutional rights are banished. I have violated no laws, yet no one cares the wrongs government is doing to my family and I. I do not want your pity. I want you to understand. I put the truth in writing so you understand.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Discrimination by VA to Kill a Veteran 11-21-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The symbol for the U. S. is Freedom. The belief that all citizens will have equal protection of the law and government services. Discrimination by the Veteran’s Admin to stop medical care for a disabled veteran is Discrimination. It does not matter what the reason is that the medical care was stopped. It does not matter if the medical care was started again. To RED FLAGG a 100% disabled veteran’s record to inflict distrust or cause others to reject services is a crime. To restart the medical care as has been done on a limited and substandard bases just to fluff up the record incase some one investigates is outrageous. For the person in charge of the NH veterans admin to tell a 100% disabled veteran who’s medical care has been stopped to commit suicide is a crime. To write a letter every day to government officials, police, VA, newspapers and many more and have no one do anything is Freedom. It is also DISCRIMINATION. It is the people’s choice to assume that the bogus facts displayed by the government and editors is correct. I have been stereo typed a loser and cry baby. Is this the Freedom that our forefathers created?

I volunteer every day since I came back from a conflict in 74. Most people not all, that I help are people that I do not know. Volunteering is a wonderful part of my life because it makes my flash-backs to a time that will not leave me justifiable. I volunteer because it makes other’s lives better. May be in a small way but if one persons life is better may be some one else’s life will be made better by that. I can sit around and take medication as the VA wants me to but why live? I endure to pain from my broken back, the pain from my head injury, the difficulty in hearing others voices from my loss of hearing, and the questions of reality from TBI. I do this with out letting others know or understand what my life is. Volunteering is my freedom to give for coming back alive.

The U.S. newspapers have cut me off from society. My opinion letters are censored because my words effect people with good reputation. Wrong’s are wrong no matter whom is effected. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the law and constitution to discriminate against NH citizens. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers against local residents that the selectmen did not like for revenge. The NH supreme court discriminated by refusing to hear a case that exposed to the public “Wrongs in government” to continue the dominance of the legal empire over the people.

NH governor Lynch uses the state police to tell me to commit suicide. NH took my freedom for 6 months on bogus charges before they were dropped. Law enforcement harasses my family. These are outrageous facts that the word freedom can not endure. We have a NH U.S. Rep. whom uses her political influence to interfere with a 100% disabled veterans combat related injuries just to stop the veteran’s letters. She files false police complaints and no one says or does anything. Does Freedom exist?

Discrimination is not a symbol that the U.S. should be proud of. My head injury left me with no memory of growing up. I came back to a land that I do not belong. This is nothing like what I imagined while serving this “great” nation. Other Marines would tell me stories of how wonderful the U.S. was and I believed them. Discrimination against a 100% disabled Veteran is ok because I do not belong. This is what FREEDOM is. The choice to Discriminate. I will still Volunteer because that is my Freedom. To give to a nation some day may realize the Freedom our forefathers created.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

What’s Happening 11-19-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

For those few that ask me to take them off my email list. The answer is no. You can report me to the police, Judge, government officials or whom ever. If you want me to stop writing, then recognize the crimes by government officials and help me stop them. We live in a country where there are laws to protect the people against government abuse and torture. When the Veteran’s Administration can tell a 100% disabled Veteran to commit suicide. For the VA to stop this Veteran’s medical care for combat related injuries. Do you understand why it is so important for you to receive and pass on my emails. These are crimes against the peace and dignity of the United States.

I have Volunteered every day since I came back in 1974 (One Hundred Percent) disabled from my thirty one month tour overseas as a U.S. Marine. I help children, adults, disabled, or just anyone that needs a hand. I have asked nothing from anyone but will accept a thank you if given. It is not easy. I have total (to this day) loss of any memory of being alive before waking up in a military hospital in 1971. My first three years of memory are that of a U.S. Marine serving during a conflict. I killed my first individual before I remember kissing my first “round eyed” girl. I did eight convoys as American Advisor over hostile territory and survived. I broke my back during one offensive and lost my hearing during another. Last year the VA diagnosed me with PTSD because of my reoccurring memory of being there. Yet even today I will volunteer to help others if asked.

The Madbury NH selectmen use government powers to seek and get revenge on local residents that the selectmen do not like. Judge Peter Fauver was made aware of these crimes in court and helped the selectmen to continue. The NH supreme court received a case detailing Fauver and the selectmen’s crimes and refused to hear the case because it would expose the dominance of the legal empire over the people. The Boston Globe sent me an email telling me to commit suicide to stop my letters. NH governor Lynch sent the state police to inform me the state would prefer my suicide because my letters are causing trouble in the state capital. The government takes my freedom for six months as a terrorist before the bogus charges are dropped. Fauver sends the local sheriff to arrest me as harassment to stop my letters. A NH U.S. congresswoman used her influence to interfere with my medical condition and had me arrested to stop my letters. Every newspaper in the U.S. refuses to print my letters. I am but one person but as a U.S. Marine I took an oath to protect and defend our Constitution.

I love the VA and Gov officials that send me emails telling me to take them off my list. It is every one’s responsibility to stop government crimes. It is not easy. Too often I drift back to a world that no one should ever enter. It is called a conflict. I relive in real life where I have been and what I did. The pain and inability to move or think cripples me all to often.

I do not want your pity. I want you to realize the wrongs here and tell the newspapers to print the opinion of the people. Tell the government officials enough is enough and then stop government crimes against the people We live in a great nation but it will not last if we the people do not take care of it.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Homeless Veterans in the U.S. Response 11-18-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Some one wrote a letter to the editor about homeless veterans having a float in the Manchester NH Parade. I realized this past weekend that I am not good enough to be in the same class as real Veterans after watching a documentary on NHPTV about WWII stories. I looked forward to the Vietnam offensives and the times as American Advisor on convoy, just to do something The worst parts of my 31 months overseas tour was the waiting. WWII veterans went through months and years of continuous battles and offensives. The reason these citizens became Veterans is that they were willing to give their lives to protect the Freedoms of the United States of America. Maybe the newspapers should print the letters unedited from Veteran’s.

Reality is that some do not like what I have to say. There is no question that my words are the truth because it is so well documented. I wanted to die so bad yesterday just to understand is this real. (I forgot, when a friend called me up to ask for help so I went). I came back with four life changing, permanent service connected disabilities from my tour in the Marine Corps. I am 100% disabled. My back hurt, my legs were tingling, my head was spinning as the 9 mile march last weekend from Dover to Lee through the dark, cold, rain. I did this march believing that I was in the “Bush” running from the enemy. The VA stopped my medical care. If I write letters about this my response is ‘stop crying’. The memory of a conflict just will not go away. I am not crying, what this is called would be trying to make the 89% that never served in our military understand. Compared to WWII veterans I have nothing because I did not endure what they did. My time does give me a better understanding of what WWII and today’s Veteran’s are going through. I write letters to the editor to expose the wrongs in government and help every U.S. citizens equally including Veterans. There should be no homeless veterans in the U.S. Veterans have become second class citizens.

My medical was stopped, My freedom was taken, My family has been harassed by law enforcement, My campaign for public office this past primary was interfered with by news media, all because I publicly state in writing that Judge Peter Fauver violated the Constitution to intentionally harm U.S. citizens. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek and get revenge on local resident that the selectmen did not like. This is what our children go off in our military to fight to stop from ever being allowed to exist in the U.S. Did I ever really come home or am I dreaming all this while waiting for the next action. Why do the newspapers censor the words of a Veteran.

I have been lucky in my life if this is not a dream. The reality in my life is difficult to grasp sometimes. Respecting a Veteran is not giving them gifts or praise. To respect a Veteran just respect what we did it for. To Protect and Defend our Constitution. We did it for freedom of the press. We did it so future generation would have equal and just treatment as all other citizens living in the United States of American.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

If you want to help a veteran send a copy of this letter to the NH governor and newspapers and tell them to do something.

Can People Understand 11-18-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Newspapers block their readers from learning the facts. Editors assume that I am nuts or a danger to society so hide the truth. The Veteran’s Administration stops my medical care and silence covers the truth. NH Governor Lynch sends the State Police to inform me that NH would prefer my suicide. The person in charge of the VA in NH tells me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe sends me an email telling me to commit suicide. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to intimidate me by false arrest. The U.S. congresswoman from NH uses her political influence to interfere with my service connected medical conditions. The Dover NH police arrest me on a false complaint by a NH congresswoman. People believe that I am paranoid. People believe that it is useless to attempt to correct the wrongs in government. “You can not fight city hall” How do you make the newspapers Print the truth. The readers must learn the truth.

I will get a call from Dr Dan Potenza from the VAH in NH today. I like Dr Dan and consider him a friend “sort of”. Dan is just doing his job though. Here is a man dedicated to his job and the Veterans that he helps. Dan as most people working in the Veteran’s administration put that little extra of themselves to make life better for all Veteran’s that they touch. Dr Dan will call me because the past few days have been the worst that I remember. I watched part of a Documentary on NHPTV about WWII Veterans and what happen. My experiences do not even compare, yet these men stayed silent until now. Yet I recognized as these men have no guilt or shame just the constant reminder of what they did and whom they are. I am not alone, yet do not qualify to be in a calling of such great American Citizens called U.S. Military Veterans. I so much want to die. How many other Veteran’s has the VAH swept under the rug? Silently for ever!

I have tried to adjust to a society that I have no memory of. How do I explain that in learning what the U.S. stood for “We the People”. To see government officials, judges and the VA personal violate the law and no one cares or are just to scared to say anything contradicts what I did it for. For any one to be able to use the “Power of the Pen” stating time after time wrongs (crimes) by trusted government officials only to be silenced with scorn and humiliation does not fit the reality of fighting for this country’s existences. Newspapers refuse to tell the public about my situation, but have no trouble using harmful one liners to harm my character to interfere with the voters choice. It is difficult for someone whom obeys the law and rules of a civilized society to exist where authority personal has dominance with no laws or rules to live by. The Brother hood of the news media stands strong to influence their readers by giving up the ethics which allowed their readers to trust their words as truth. What did we do it for?

I relived the endless journey through the “Bush” this past weekend. I told how I have no memory of events after welding in the garage Saturday. I some how went to Dover from my home in Lee to have a beer with a friend. I remember being on convoy in a friendly village where I was taken. I killed with a bayonet and raced through the bush to get back to the friendly village where the convoy stopped for the night. As I have been informed I went some 9 miles on foot through the rain and cold Saturday night to get home. I only remember being a scared Marine trying to complete the mission.

We gave so newspaper have the choice to betray their ethics. FREEDOM

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Our Sisters Murder. 11-17-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

This is probably the same family that has been asked many times for help on a community committee, in a school or by a neighbor or friend with a problem. Average citizens have problems with the police or town government and need the community’s help to resolve. People were always to busy or did not want to get involved (even though they believed what was happening was wrong) because of the impact the government could have on them if noticed. Government workers are human, that some times use government powers for revenge. I am not stereo typing all but it only takes one to destroy someone’s life. This Madbury NH case is the perfect example. Here is a family that helps others out every day. Madbury selectmen Bruce Hodsdon had an altercation with this family before becoming a selectmen. Once in office he used government powers for revenge. This was all brought out in court so Madbury selectmen can not take me to court for label. The newspapers refuse to print the truth and the neighbors and friends refuse to help. I can quote them as saying “if we help the selectmen will get us next”. Judge Peter Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers for revenge. This judge used the court powers to harm U.S. citizens 29 or more times with Constitutional crimes. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Where does one go when it is the courts and government harming Average U.S. Citizens. The NH supreme court was presented all the facts that proved beyond any doubt that Fauver and the Madbury government violated the Constitution and they refused to hear it. Where does one go?

This Family was so desperate they called someone that wrote a letter to the editor on zoning. Volunteering every day to help others is what I do. To stop my free speech the courts and government violated my constitutional rights. They stopped my medical care for combat related injuries. I am a 100% disabled Veteran. They took my freedom as a terrorist for six months before the bogus charges were dropped. I write letters about this case every day and you all refuse to speak openly for fear it will happen to you. State and local law enforcement deliver me messages to commit suicide. The VA asked me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe asked me to commit suicide. Which makes me remember why I wanted to write this letter.

Saturday I was welding something for a local business as a volunteer. That is the last thing I remember until I came in the house late in the evening. It seems that I went to have a Beer in Dover with a friend. I disappeared after a couple. I walked all the way home in the rain and do not even remember any part of the day or evening. My wife and kids were all together deciding if calling the police was the right thing to do. My loss of memory is such a common event in my home it is the norm.

I guess my point is everyone wants help when it is to late. I am a 100% disabled veteran that has volunteered every day since I came home in 1974. If the courts and government can do this to me and no one will say anything why worry about a “Sister’s Murder”. Tyranny is cruel and vicious and could be next for all those silent average U.S. citizens. I apologize is my letter hurts anyone. Truth sometimes hurts. When the government can harm a 100% disabled Veteran and no one speaks it hurts.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Editor’s Praise themselves 11-15-06

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03924 603-659-6217

Roland from the NH Foster’s newspaper gets journalism award. Give me a break. People in the profession telling each other how great they are serving the public. It is the Public that matters. Editors have lost the ethical bond of trust their readers once placed in the newspapers. The responsibility to tell both sides of a story. The truth must be told at any cost. Biased articles are described by your typical readers as common place in today’s newspapers. Yet this profession gives it’s collogues awards and boosts to the public about them. The newspapers have harmed my character in the public eye with their articles. The editors refuse to print my response. This past election the newspapers wrote great articles about the other candidates running against me but destroyed any chance I had to be the voters choice with hateful one liners. The editors claimed that I failed to respond to the reporters calls. They called one hour before dead line and I was not home. I was volunteering my time to help others. Besides this! the editors get my opinion letters every day which clearly expresses my opinion. Should the editors get an award for failing to serve their readers in an honest and truth full manner? The opinion of the people was considered by our forefathers as such a strong deterrent to government wrongs that it was given constitutional protection.

I have clearly stated in court and government documents that Judge Peter Fauver used court powers to harm U.S. citizens by knowingly violating the Constitution. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury selectmen to seek and get revenge on local residents with the trusted power of government. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case when it was proved beyond a reasonable doubt and presented to them. These are public documents and records that the editor’s ignore harming the public. This is a dangerous situation that is destructive to our Constitution.

To stop my free speech NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom for six months before the bogus charges were dropped. Law enforcement continuously harasses my family. U.S. Rep Shea-Porter had me arrested under a false criminal complaint. Carol used my service connected disabilities to attempt to put me in a nut house. All this to stop my freedom of speech. The Boston Globe, VA director and Governor Lynch all have asked me to commit suicide. My VA medical was stopped to stop my Free Speech. These are all documented facts that I have stated in hundreds of letters to the editor which are censored from the readers. If I kill myself today will the editors claim “why did we not see it” “maybe we could have helped him if he just said something”

I have been honest with you. I have expressed what both sides are. I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine. Three of my four injuries are combat related. I knew the day that I returned to the “world” U.S. that I did not belong. Hell even the VA violates the law to harm me and no one will stop it. You can label me Paranoid, dangerous or what ever to harm my character in the public eye but I will all ways stand and defend what so many over the history of the United States of America gave their lives for. These are called the U.S. Military Veterans. What they gave their lives for is so the Constitution will protect every individual equally against government abusive acts. Print my response and let the public decide. Then you will truly be serving the Public

The truth is a power full weapon when editors do not censor it.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi