VA Medical loss 30-31-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

NH Governor Lynch attended the U.S. Marine’s funeral at the Veteran’s cemetery yesterday. A Marine died yet the only reason Lynch is there is for self promotion. This is what all politicians use Veterans for. It is in bad taste of me, to use such a sad event as an example of real life back here in the world. Lynch made me pay money to speak with him and I have the receipt. He never met with me. Veterans mean nothing to these politician’s unless they can get some self promotion out of it. The same with our newspapers. If it does not increase sales or promotion of the paper, they do not care. What about the people? Violations of our Constitution by judges and other elected officials described in my letters each day that NO elected official in Concord NH will stand and fight for a Veteran with. Even the newly elected NH officials refuse to even talk with me now that the election is over. These elected officials disregard our Constitution and refuse my “Redress of grievances” demand as guaranteed in our Constitution. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. Three of my four separate disabilities are combat related. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. The news: as with this letter will refuse to print it for fear of, that a veteran may be treated with respect. My opinion letters have reached so many people across the U.S. that the mail I receive is dishearten. Veteran’s tell me of neglect and loss imposed by the nation we gave for. I hear from people telling me about homeless Veterans lost on the street because this nation does not understand the memories that alienate us from the real world. I hear of Veterans in prison because killing is what we did to survive yet back in your safe world you do not understand us. Thoughts that just appear of the right things that we did, that you back here condemn us as uncivilized criminal acts. The confusion from the hate and condemnation you express for what we did and the love you show to generate public support to entice new young recruits for the next wave. Is my letter to strong to be published in a U.S. Newspaper. Does reality really exist?

I do not want to sleep because of the going back. I do not want to live because of the inability to accept veterans unless it rationalizes the guilt of a society that can not accept us. As governor Lynch, society only uses veterans when it meats the need of some feeling of guilt. (The word meat was spelled as appropriate)

Because I volunteer to help U.S. citizens NH took my Constitutional rights away just as the VA took my medical care away. I am a political thorn that has used up his time to exist in a nation that can not accept what we did. I know this U.S. Marine would not mind me using his sad occasion because he is a U.S. Marine and the United States of America comes first even after death. Newspapers censoring this letter to protect Lynch’s name only illustrates my point. Freedom only exists because our young are willing to give before they learn silence is the only way they can return.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Publisher Joe McQuaid 3-30-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Joe McQuaid wrote a great editorial on Newspapers making the news. He talked about changes and the economy. He communicated with the people. Now if he would learn to listen to his readers maybe he could write an editorial about the VA and other government personal learning to listen to the people. The people are the best source of news available to the paper. Each town has people writing letters describing wrongs. Let the people tell the news. One letter from each town, from different people scattered across the different pages of the paper would make any newspaper, that of it’s readers. The articles would be opinion of the local people and have no libel to the newspapers. The best part is that it would be at no expense to the papers. Is change so hard to try and maybe find a newspaper taking off because it is the people’s paper. The goal of advertising is to reach the people.

Only the NH free press prints my letters once in awhile. Editors of most newspapers hate seeing my daily letters. The thing is people want to read my letters because they are facts of what is happen to us the people. My letters go out to over 2800 emails. Veteran’s and Disabled want to read my letters because they identify what is happening to them. The newspapers will print a article on miss treatment of Veterans when the story can be sensationalized. Then the veteran is placed on the back burner until. Can there be any more important resource than that of the People. Can there be any more reason than to print the people’s words. Let the people’s words tell senator’s like Judd Greg wasting money on another UNH building just to carry his name, could be better spent on care of the people. Maybe print the words of the people would make our elected officials help all people that write their office rather than only helping those that helping will advance their career. Veteran’s as all U.S. citizens need to participate in making this nation better. Communication is the civilized society’s way of doing the right thing. I have not been violent and will not. It seems violence is the only way to make a difference when communication is stopped. I make a point to volunteer every day to help some one. I volunteer to make you the United States better for all.

I am a 100% disabled Veteran. You are tired of hearing this. The fact is I am tired of the pain in my head and body. I am tired of reliving (what I did to protect and defend your freedom) ever day. I am tired that I came back alive, when so many better than I did not. I am tired of failing each time to kill myself because someone up there decided that it is not my time. I am tired of telling you that the VA stopped my medical care. I am tired of not being able to sleep. The thing is that my letters reach so far that learning how many veterans get neglected or cast aside because of pet project as Greg’s tires me out.

Joe wrote a great editorial. Now Joe and all newspapers just needs to listen to what he is saying.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Judd Greg 3-29-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Judd Greg is like the Kettle calling the Pot Black. Here is a U.S. senator from NH that questions politics in DC. Judd did not like President Clinton whom would have had the national dept paid off by now if it was not for Greg’s Republican Bush. I am neither Democrat or Republican. I am a U.S. citizen. Judd has been in office for how many years and done nothing but find ways to spend more and more money while telling us that the Republican party is conservative. The problem is that we the people have to elect those that the Dem or Rep party tell us. This is not a free election. Any one should be allowed to run for president in the primary. The top three vote getters would be on the national ballot. The top voter getter in each state would take that state. The candidate with the most states would be our next president. The Rep and Dem parities could back any candidate that they want but have no say in the election.

I have run for state office as a Dem one year and a Rep the next election. This past election I ran as a Dem for NH state senate. The newspapers wrote articles that were biased to deflate any chance of my winning. The newspapers refused to print my opinion letters that explained my platform and goals. I scare the politicians because I would represent the best interest of the people and let the people know the wrongs in Concord. The newspapers will refuse to print this letter because it questions their ethics and reasonability to the people. Our leaders in Concord are so afraid that I might get my message out and get elected that they stopped my VA medical. Yes, as I have told you in all my letters I am 100% disabled from my tour in the U.S. Marine Corps. Three of my four disabilities are combat related. The newly elected officials in NH refuse to help me by ignoring my requests. Judd does not care about veteran’s needs. Judd only cares about ways to use veteran issues to miss lead the people to get more money to waste on his pet projects. Like a new building with Judd’s name on it at UNH.

Judd has been in office for how many years and look at the disrespectful way that Veteran‘s are treated. Veteran‘s write to Judd‘s office all the time and are ignored unless the issue can benefit Judd‘s career. This is not a hate full letter as you that believe that you are more righteous than God will imply. This is a letter from a United States citizen that happens to be a 100% disabled veteran being SC-REWED by people in Washington of Judd’s caliber. I scare the people in Concord NH so much that Governor Lynch charged me money to meet with him but will not meet. This is against the law to charge a voter to talk with a elected official. I am the citizen that NH declared a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges were dropped. The newspapers dammed me when it made a sensational story but refuse to tell the other side when the charges were dropped. Freedom exists because of what Veterans have given to you the people of the United States. Black or White Judd just does not hear us.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Some People 3-28-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Some People complain about how disabled people are treated. Everyone has a complaint about there lives but what about the person next to you. Did you ever think about putting your hand out and volunteer to help others? I volunteer every day to help others because it is the right thing to do. You are right that we have laws like the American’s with Disabilities Act. Then again what can a disabled person do to stop the lack of or shorty care given. Some one yesterday wrote in a blog about “The Humane Vote”. Asking that Marijuana be legalized. Society has so invaded our freedom that the rights taken are not noticed until it hits your home. No one is willing to put that hand out to help others unless it can have some self benefit. The law can only work if the people in power have to obey the same laws as the “little people” Us.

Newspapers are a private business and have a right not to print opinion letters that they do not think are appropriate to the editors way of thinking. Can this be proper for the newspapers not to print letters by a 100% disabled veteran that clearly state and document that the VA is using health care as a weapon to stop opinion letters. In a civilized society we must have laws and we must obey these laws or pay the consequences. Laws only work if they are for the good of the majority. Laws only work if the people in power can not manipulate these laws for their own self benefit. Judge Peter Fauver violated our highest law the Constitution to intentionally harm other individuals. Fauver knowingly did these criminal acts to allow the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers for retaliation against other U.S. citizens. The fact is that this case was presented with overwhelming, documented, clear and convincing evidence to the NH supreme court. The court refused to hear the case because if the facts became public the case would have monumental impact to make our court system better. It was a cover up to protect the legal empire from out side correction of wrongs. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go when the newspapers censor his words and Our government torments and harms this disabled veteran? How do you make the public aware when it is the people in power violating the rights of the individual. The newspaper’s silence on the facts has only prolonged my making the public aware of these crimes against the people public. I have not violated the law and this is a problem for these power hungry government officials.

You do not have to read my letters. My letters should be made available to the public for those that want to know the truth. Flagging or censoring my letters only harms each and every one of you. Why have the American’s with disabilities Act or any other laws if every citizen does not have to obey them. I became 100% disabled doing my duty as a United States Marine. Some people even complain saying that my volunteer help was not enough, but I continue because it is the right thing to do.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Newspapers will 3-27-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Newspapers will print story after story about horses being miss treated or front page about gay marriage. Yesterday the pain in my head was so bad that I went to Tellies bar on Rt 125 and got drunk. The pain was still there but I just did not care any more. The Veteran’s Hospital in NH miss treats it’s patients and the newspapers do not tell about this. We are only the disabled veteran’s that drain the budget if you waste money on treating us. It is like an endless chain of high ranking officials that I have sent my complaint letters to. NH elected officials just took office and they ignore me. NH governor Lynch charged me money (which is illegal) to talk with him for thirty minutes and he still will not meet with me. Our elected officials would rather put another addition on the VA Hospital than use what they have to treat the patients in need. I most of the time refuse to take medication. My last pain prescription was over five years ago. I just took the last pill about six months ago. I have been asking for more but the VA will not issue me them. The VA sends me to a civilian Dr and makes me pay for my own medication and the Dr visit. These are service injuries some are combat related. I am 100% disabled U.S. Marine. As long as the newspapers ignore Veteran’s care the government see no need to do anything. The strange thing is that the blogs and the other twenty eight hundred that I send my letter to read them. I do want to make it clear it is not the people that work at the VAH in NH it is the officials in charge cutting care to inflame the public to get more money to waste on an addition. The newspapers will not print the veteran’s side of the news.

The NH supreme court refused to hear a case presented to them with documented facts of Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal violations of the constitution to harm the individual. Fauver allowed government powers to be used by the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get retaliation on local residents that the selectmen did not like. I volunteer my time to help these U.S. Natural born citizens and my VA medical is stopped to teach me a lesson. I do not remember driving home yesterday or if I even did. Disabled veterans should just be exterminated then the budget could be used for other animals care. The newspapers would be content to print those stories.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Mystery of death 3-26-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

What is death? Can it be as that 17 year old child boards his first plane out of the U.S. bound for the eternal play land for U.S. Marines? “combat” I constantly remember the empty, unknowing feeling as I left for my 31 months overseas. Today was going to be a cheerful letter, but at coffee this morning such a deep, dizzy, depressed mess hit me that I could not get out of my chair when it was time to leave. My head was spinning with the thoughts of how lucky that I was with everything that I have. I have a dream life that any person in the world would be content with. Then why do I sit here today in such pain and my head spinning, just to write a letter about wrongs in government? Can this feeling of death then, be the feelings that your child getting on the plane for that same play land feels today? The feeling of the unknown, what will it be, will I be good enough to pass the grade to be called a U.S. Marine?

In some ways I have it easier than others around me because I have no memory of what life back in the world (U.S.) is like. Hearing the stories by other Marine’s makes me some day hope to see it. I have become close to other Marine’s sisters by writing them and they write me back. Receiving mail is always the highlight and that is why I am happy that at MCAS El Toro I was ordered to take a writing course. It has been along time since I left and today is a day to remember. The feeling that I am a qualified Marine Corporal just seemed to come over me. I was taken from my repair hooch to lead the recovery crew on the runway. We were catching F-4’s returning from a bombing mission when the retrieve engine malfunctioned. While taking a replacement engine off the duce and a half it slipped and was going to hit one of my men. I pushed it out of the way hurting my back. I had one of the men duct tape a medal bar to my back in order to complete the mission. The corpsman said that it was just a pulled muscle and placed me on light duty for two weeks. The CO at our unit assigned me to ride as American Advisor on convoys. It should be easy just riding in the lead truck through different countries talking to other men that do not even speak American. I was issued my M-16 and two clips with specific orders not to lock and load until in emanate danger of death. It is like a mystery that this unit’s CO told me not to tell anyone my destination even if I return. I am riding in a convoy of 27 trucks filled with surplus supplies. I have no fear only excitement, what happen on the runway to make me know that feeling that I passed the test to be a U.S. Marine. The day the month it is as if time no longer concerns me. The convoy is leaving in a few minutes and I want to get this letter off. Have a great day. Love

Peter Macdonald Cpl USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Administration Beware 3-25-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People are talking about my letters. It is surprising that some one on the Concord Monitor’s site would talk about my letters on the Boston Red Sox site. This person did not give his name. Typical of those that coast through society on the coat tails of the U.S. Military. Every day I write a letter and they are posted across the U.S. My letters basically describe many different aspect of our society. The miss treatment or lack of any medical treatment for returning Veteran’s. The VA and NH governor should take notice that people are reading my letters. The newspapers should ask them selves (why have they been ignoring the truth)? The VA stopped my medical care to stop my writing opinion letters. NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter used her federal powers to interfere with my medical disabilities to stop my letters. I demanded a Regress of Grievances in the NH legislature. This is a guaranteed Constitutional right and the NH elected officials refuse to give me one. I ran for NH state senate this past primary only to have the NH newspapers write character harming articles about me. These same newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters telling my platform and in rebuttal of their articles. NH and the press interfered with a free election. I paid money to talk with Governor Lynch only to lose and never talk. I am a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Military veteran.

Do you know what it is like to sleep only a hour or two a night because of the recurring memories of where you have been? Can you see the face of that Gook child that you killed in hand to hand combat to get your M-16 back and escape? Do you know what it is to see hung ordinance take a person in your squad out as it is bouncing down the runway? Imagine coming back to the world (U.S.) with no memory of ever being here before because of a traumatic brain injury. NH to scare me took my freedom with jail time. I did not violate the law and the charges were dropped after six months. People should talk.

Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek and get retaliation against local town resident’s that the selectmen did not want in their town. I can write statements like this because the truth will stand against these tyrants. No matter how much the newspapers censor my facts people are learning and reading. My medical care was restored for the record, only for public scrutiny. My medical care does not exist. My words are being heard. The VA should take notice. People are afraid to speak on my behalf because of what the NH government and VA are doing to me to protect Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts. I continue because even is governor Lynch does not think that I am good enough to talk with him.

I am proud to be a United States citizen. People are talking and that is a start.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Complaint 3-24-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Do you know why I print my name, address and phone on each of my letters? I am a proud Veteran that just happen to be 100% disabled from service related disabilities. Some of my four disabilities are combat related because I fought for peace, honor, justice and the American way. All of my disabilities are from my time served. I served as a U.S. Marine 70-74. Ask the newspapers why they refuse to print the truth, as each of my opinion letters are? In the past couple of days there have been many letters on Veteran’s issues. Some letters by veteran’s and others by people noticing how veteran’s are miss treated. I have done some crazy, uncivilized, unbelievable things in my life time. Events as a U.S. Marine most people back here can not believe as possible. This is why most service men do not talk about over there. My disabilities came because I was doing my job fighting for this nation and if I stopped to cry about the pain Marines fighting beside me would have died. U.S. Military do astonishing things in their everyday lives that you back here can not conceive as possible. I just happen to be lucky enough to come back alive. For this reason I owe the respect to see that what over the history of the U.S. that veteran’s gave for will not be in VAIN.

I do not violate the law. I do volunteer every day to help others. My life back here in the “world” has been just as unbelievable. A Marine dropped off into society with no memory at all (of back here) from a head injury (TBI). Volunteers while trying to make since out of living in a civilized society. The obstacles and limitations are mind numbing but as a U.S. Marine, I do not let pain and emotions get in my way. My mission is to continue to work to make the U.S. a better place for all. Being persistent to complete a mission at all cost is never in question. The newspapers and the NH government doing everything possible to stop me is not a deterrent. WE have laws that the public officials violate to stop me which makes the Constitution a worthless piece of paper. This can not be allowed to happen. Newspaper’s censoring people’s letters is part of the cause.

Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that must be removed from the bench. Fauver allowed using the court powers, the Madbury NH selectmen to get retaliation on local resident’s that the selectmen did not want living in their town with trusted government powers. The NH supreme court when presented this case refused to hear it because of the repercussions if made public it would have on the legal empire. The NH government paints me as a terrorist to harm my character in the public eye. Shea-Porter uses her federal powers to interfere with my medical conditions to stop my letters. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters, openly stating wrongs in government. The Constitution calls for any government officials violating the guaranteed rights of the people “Constitution” to be permanently remove from holding any government position. NH took my freedom to stop me, but I continue because we can not allow what newspapers have become afraid of to control us. This society back here treats Veteran’s by ignoring us because you can not understand what we did. We as Veteran’s can understand where you are coming from because we can not talk about the uncivilized acts that were our daily lives to protect your freedom back here. My name, address and phone means nothing if society back here in the World accepts censorship. My letters are public documents printed on the web under my name every day, why censor them.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Rough Week 3-23-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-62167

I want to start a new type of media for my art work. Yes of all the other things that I can do Art is another one. I just started listing my wife’s art work on craigs list under “arts and craft”. I have attempted twice to put a photo of these hand carved stage coaches with carved driver and draft horses in full harnesses, with hand carved people inside the coach, but help is needed. I have a friend that will do it for me when he gets a chance? The new media is rock carving. I have always dreamed of carving in stone. It is just something different, as this letter brings another chapter in a world that just does not make since to me. I have written two books that were published, completely wired new and old houses for friends, built houses, operate heavy equipment and many more. The problem is the ability to remember what I am doing as I do it. I drive big rigs but once on a trip hauling fill for a septic I forgot and drove to down east Maine and it took two days for me to realize it. The ability to with stand the pain from my service injuries as doing the tasks and after completed. I am not stupid, there are obstacles in my path consisting of a brain injury, broken back and loss of hearing in both ears. All are service related that the military rated at 100% disabled, including the new one PTSD. Yet the VA stopped my medical care and charges me to get medication and for medical care that they now order, since the VA is using my health as a weapon to stop my opinion letters.

I volunteer every day since I came back in 74 from the big one “Vietnam Conflict”. I have not violated the law, yet the newspapers treat me as a leper. I am like on an isolated island where writing letters is easy and everyone reads them but no one wants to take any action to end the disease. Newspapers will not print my opinion letters because the facts are to traumatic for a society that is being destroyed by silence. Our forefathers saw how the opinion of the people was a tool to keep government wrongs from continuing. Of such importance to our forefathers that a constitutional article to protect freedom of the press, so the opinion of the people can not be stopped. Have what I did ! as a U.S. Marine to defend this nation (US) been so bad that isolating me to eternity is the only punishment available. I volunteer and do not violate the law is this what makes me so bad. I have so many different avenues but nothing goes any where.

My new media is a path that may be the news media should look at? Print the opinion of the people no matter the consequences> Let the truth stand and guide the United States of America. The newspapers can stop my letters in their papers but the word will get out. I may be 100% disabled and have a lot of obstacles to interfere with my goal of doing everything possible to make the United States of America better for all, but with out support can you understand how reality is questionable. A nation that does not want to protect itself from diseases with in, the “media of” silence is stopping the people’s opinion from curing it. What is reality and how does that pertain to me?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Concord Monitor 3-22-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The Concord Monitor newspaper did a story on Peter Macdonald last May by Ray Duckler> I had my hopes up that maybe this paper would start printing my opinion letters. When I ran for State elected office as all other papers the Monitor refused to print my opinion letters even when they stated my political platform and goals to the public. The Monitor is not alone. Union Leader, Fosters and every other newspaper in the U.S. refused to print my letters except the NH Free Press. I can kind of understand because I just read my letter from yesterday. I do not remember writing it but when my mind goes back to my overseas tour in the US Marine Corps remembering what I did or where I am at is not always there. I have written many times that my four service related disabilities make my medical condition 100% disabled. I have a traumatic brain injury that I received strait out of boot camp. I have to this day no memory of my life, family or friends prior to and including boot camp at Parris Island. My next three disabilities came during my 31 months overseas tour at separate times and are combat related. I served Our country yet my letters are not welcome even on the Monitor’s or any newspapers blogs or in print. Telling the people whom I am and what I do for society. I volunteer every day>

The Monitor as well as all the other papers when NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom did exhausted stories on my character to enrage the public. When the state of NH dropped the charges no newspaper ran with the truth. I lost my freedom for six months. The state and federal government do not want my opinion letters printed. My letters clearly state that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Is not the State of our Economy and Government in turmoil? My letters go out to 11 different blogs and are read by thousands of people. Fauver used the court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get retaliation on other Madbury residents whom the selectmen did not want in their town. Fauver violated the Constitution so bad that the NH supreme court refused to hear the case because of the repercussions it would have on the legal empire. If this was not the truth then why have my opinion letters (that I write every day that I send to Fauver, Police, State officials, Federal officials and many more) Not been stopped other than censorship by the very newspapers we trust. Fauver could use the courts but then the truth would come out. The newspapers are a major contributor to the state of our Economy and government turmoil. Should we ask why?

Everyone reading this letter including Fauver and NH governor Lynch should ask themselves “If so many people are reading Peter Macdonald’s letters why have the newspapers censored them”? How can we allow the Veteran’s Administration to stop this veteran’s medical care? The truth is that the public allows care to be deprived to most veterans unless it serves the political need of our elected officials, so why not?

Can you understand how the opinion letters censored by the Monitor and all the other newspapers is a major factor in the state of our economy and government.

I am a United States Marine and I believe in the US with my complete heart and soul. I have not and will not violate the law, but I will continue to tell the truth>

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Deep, Dark, Cloud VA 3-21-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A deep dark cloud seems to be at the edge of my mind. It is like I have no idea when it will control my thoughts. I felt it coming yesterday as I finished my letter. It is like I have seen a new light, of that my wife and three daughters have a love for me. Is there feelings here from me that I do not understand? It is as thought I do not really know them. It is the feeling of not understanding where I am or what? The want to stop living is like a deep dark wall that invites me to go. I ask my self if I do write these letters can this be a safety control of the mind to make me live when there is no hope? Can anyone justify why a letter of such criminal acts can go as if they do not exist, unless the fact is they are just in my mind? Do I have to explain to my self that I have no memory. What is memory. I remember what I did. Did I really do that? Can I really write? What is Reality? I can not explain to others what is going on in my mind for many reasons. The first is that no one could conceive that a mind as mine could exist. If it does exist it is not right and must be disposed of. How can I have such thoughts and not be able to solve a solution within my self? Does a cloud exist or am I dead and this is what a Marine is to spend their eternal life in? It is called H-ell.

Should the Veteran’s administration have stopped my medical care for service related disabilities? Is it right to use medical care to stop a disabled veteran from exposing judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts to harm intentionally other U.S. citizens? Can the Madbury NH selectmen use government powers for personal retaliation against other local resident just because the selectmen do not want this family in their town? Do law and a Constitution exist in the United States to stop government officials from committing such crimes against the peace and dignity of the United States of America? Do newspapers have ethics not laws that make them print the truth no matter whom that it may expose. As I lay here on the side of the runway watching the dots of light when the flack attempts to hit the fighter jets that we imagine are there. The horizon lights up in burst of bright orange and yellow light as the bombs explode destroying the families of those that will mortar us later. In a few hours the squad will return some with damage from the flack as the now not so imaginary planes put us to work. Do we really exist? Can my imagination expose such crimes in a story be real or will I get the chance to live long enough to come home to the land where the Rights of the People come first. Can the deep, dark, cloud every leave this benjo ditch?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

People Tell 3-20-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People tell me that I am crazy, a fool for wasting my time bringing forth wrongs in government. I get no compensation at all from doing this. I place the welfare of the United States of America first and fore most. Newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters because they, (the editors) so much believe that no one can change government. I have since 1999 volunteered my time to help this Madbury NH family with a zoning issue but I have helped others every day since I came back in 74. This Madbury family is everyone of you. If the Madbury NH selectmen can violate the law to seek and get (by use of government powers) retaliation on this family then no one is safe. If Judge Peter Fauver is allowed to violate in a criminal manner our highest law the “Constitution” to inflict pain and suffering on this family because they refuse to obey the selectmen we have no freedom. If the NH supreme Court can set aside the guaranteed rights so stated in our Constitution for the purpose of protecting (for own self interest) their political and legal powers over the people some one has to speak up with out giving up. I am nothing special, don’t insult me by telling me that I am looking for your pity. My family has suffered, my friends have suffered but none of this can matter because we have to think of the United States of America first. It is the people’s right! No it is the people’s “Obligation” to correct the wrongs in government. I am a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine. The meaning that so many U.S. Military gave their lives over the history of the U.S. to make freedom equal for everyone has to mean something. To me it means not letting what so many gave for our freedom, to not be in VAIN.

Congress approves AIG executives getting bonuses for doing a bad job. President Obama lies to the American people about this and so does congress. We the American people are getting s-crew by the people we trust. Why because we the American people are to afraid to speak up. Look what they are doing to me because I spoke up? People tell me that I am crazy but may be you the silent ones that allow your rights to be violated are the ones? You all believe the NH governor Lynch and the newspapers when they tell you that I am a danger to society. It is ok with you that the Veterans administration stopped my medical care for service related disabilities. I am the crazy one that will stand up for this Madbury families constitutional rights even when it is the NH supreme court that violates the law. I respect the NH supreme court but I am still willing to stand up and expose when they commit a crime. I have been put in jail, deprived of my money, my medical care and much more but the welfare of the United States of America is worth it if we as a nation is to continue to be We the People. Did I ever come back to the land where equal protection of the law exists or am I still in that benjo ditch. I have to go because I can feel it coming on.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

United States 3-19-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Why can so few in our government make life so bad for people that they do not like? We have the greatest system of government in the world on paper but we must practice what we preach. Greed and power are two of the worst attractions freedom can bring out in people. The nicest people fill the ranks of our government but for some reason nature brings out the worst of our personalities. When some one in government does not want something he/she can manipulate the procedure to run up the expenses or defeat what ever it is. Lets talk about the Wind Farm. Here is an alternative form of power that does not pollute the earth. Some one in the NH fish and game wants a study done to save nature. Think of what all the burning of fossil fuel will do. How about Popcorn Sutton from Knoxville Tenn the government could not get this man, so why not put him in jail for moon shinning? The Wall Green that bought Circle Lee grocery. For years one lady in state government held up the project because she did not like the owners. How about the courts being used to destroy Dodd whom ran for NH elected office. How about the man in Rochester NH that wanted medical help so he became so desperate that he took over Hillary’s office. Then there is Prosecutors whom add charges to give a jury multiple choices in order to get a guilty verdict. No body thinks it will happen to them but if someone in government takes a dislike to you, your next?

The newspapers whom once represented truth honor, justice and the American way now practice biased reporting to aid people they like. Newspapers have become a joke because now the average citizen can get the truth out by computer. The newspapers will not tell you about the criminal acts of Judge Peter Fauver claiming liability problems. The newspapers had no problem not printing my opinion letters when I ran for NH state office this past primary, but they did print biased articles to defeat my candidacy in the voters eye. The newspapers refuse to tell you that the VA stopped my medical care because of U.S. Rep Shea-Porter but they print great articles about her helping veterans. Newspapers can not understand why advisors decline to place adds. Maybe the newspapers are out of wack as our government seems to be.

I refuse to violate the law, yet NH put me in jail as a terrorist to stop my writing opinion letters about Judge Fauver’s criminal acts. The State and local police harass my family and Judge Fauver uses the sheriff to detain me for harassment. I am a 100% disabled Veteran and that is what made me want to write today’s letter. The Air Force Veteran in Dover NH that served 24 years only to loose his home because of a government mistake. The newspapers print great stuff about Shea-Porter but refuses to tell the readers the other side of the news. Just as this opinion letter will go to 2800 government officials, judges, newspapers and others but no newspaper will print, that what is really happening in the U.S. I as a 100% disabled Veteran, high school drop out volunteered help a Madbury NH family bring a case to the NH Supreme Court. The newspapers refuse to print that this court violated the Constitution in order to protect their self interest’s. So few can make life so difficult for so many. I believe in the United States of America and will continue, and maybe some day the newspapers will come back to truth, honor, justice and the American Way, and print both sides of the news.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Motivation and Death 3-18-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A Friend of mine from college died yesterday. He was years younger than me, actually he was my wife’s good friend back then. He never served in the U.S. Military but this is why Veteran’s are created to allow freedom to let you be what you want to be! Jim had his passions which helped him through the obstacles of life. A newly married fifty something, Jim loved to paint portraits of buildings, people and nature. His new wife is everything to him, along with his daughter. Jim just a few years back lost his teenage daughter to natural causes. Jim was an architect in his professional job but a good friend to those whom ever had contact with him. We have been close friends many years and now he will be guarded by those Veteran’s that never made it back from protecting our freedom over the history of the United States of America.

I can use Jim in my letter today because that is what freedom is. Life is to short and we never know when it is going to end. Here is a man (me) that has been writing letters for years now. Sometimes talking about how many times that I have tried to end it. I relive a time brought on by events. I do not even know if that time ever ended. Is this why your freedom means so much to me? Our government has prolonged exposing the violations of our Constitution to intentionally harm U.S. citizens and the newspapers refuse to print the opinion letters of someone like me. I have not violated the Law. I volunteer every day to help others. My VA medical care was stopped to stop my opinion letters. I openly tell the American people that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Fauver knowingly allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek and get retaliation against other Madbury NH residents. U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter used her federal powers to attempt to take my freedom by using my medical disabilities. She even filed a criminal complaint using deception. How can a U.S. Veteran, 100% disabled tell (expose) such criminal acts and the newspaper’s not inform the people. Freedom of the Press is what Veterans gave for.

We use our children to protect our freedom and when (if) they return they are U.S. Military Veterans, the lost souls of our society. The NH Supreme Court covered up Fauver’s criminal acts to protect their monopoly on power. When a 100% disabled Veteran can present a case to the NH Supreme Court to stop government wrongs and be shot down, something is wrong. NH saw this as their chance to shut me up by declaring me a terrorist and taking my freedom. I have made my case public by never stop writing about it. Because of this learning how Veteran’s across the U.S. are treated has astonished me. Neglect and cruel punishment for being the ones that came back alive. Unless helping Veteran’s fits into the budget with out limiting political pet projects or helping someone get elected we are set aside until needed. To stop a 100% disabled service connected Veteran’s medical care to stop opinion letters is just to much.

I am proud of what I did as a U.S. Marine and just as proud to stand up and give back here to help others and defend what so many Veteran’s have given for. Our Constitution. It may be careless to use Jim in my letter today. Talking about Jim’s death makes me kind of get it? Why you that never served just do not understand. Freedom gave Jim the ability to be what he wanted. Freedom is what allows you to unknowingly miss treat Veteran’s because you trust your elected officials to represent veteran’s also. Jim’s life was to short but let it remind you of what U.S. Military Veteran’s are.

We gave so that freedom allows you to not print a Veteran’s opinion letter exposing wrongs in government. Justice can only exist if the Constitution protects everyone equally. This is what makes the United States of America so great.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Violence In A civilized society 3-17-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

We as a civilized society have so much need. Look around you and see the people that could use a hand. The well to do, the well educated, the poor neglected bum on the street, everyone at some point needs a kind hand. Society has let their moral, ethical belief’s get in the way of doing what is necessary. We have accepted being deceived by the trust that our hearts give. How many times has a judge told a defendant that police have no reason to lie? How many times have we trusted our financial wealth to people because we believe? How many times has a government official promised something and lied to gain our trust. We have learned to trust people with important positions because of their social stature. We place so much trust in people that we allow our children to be sent off to war for our president’s legacy. Has the need arose for violence in our own needs to make others aware. Our government considers me a dangerous social outcast. Set aside that I have violated no laws. Accept that I volunteer every day helping others since I came back to the “world” from a political Conflict “Vietnam”. The newspapers have with biased reporting degraded my social life to questionable character in the neighborhood. The courts have labeled me a terrorist, taken my money and more. The U.S. Marine Corps gave me four service connected disabilities and labeled me 100%. I have taken life and given life. People believe what the newspapers print, trust what government officials tell the people and what the judge rules believing that the system will not deceive them. I came from being a 17 year old U.S. Marine with no memory in a conflict to wanting so much to fit into a U.S. society that can not accept returning Veterans. It is not that you knowingly out cast us. It is that personality wise we are not the child that could have been before we left. We have done things that you tell use will make us better if we talk about them, then label us for the uncivilized things we have done. Silence in some situation is a word the newspapers and police can make you look guilty for doing. Silence is the first step in not educating the people to understand what the newspaper, government and courts are doing. It is called deception.

No one wants to accept that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. The Madbury NH selectmen used the trusted power of government to inflict harm on local Madbury residents. Fauver knowingly used the court powers to allow this, then violated the constitution himself to inflict harm on others. The newspapers have censored the facts as they will this opinion letter. I volunteer to help Madbury NH residents and the government stops my VA medical for disabilities received defending the very Constitution that we are allowing these deceitful, trusted leaders to violate. The NH Supreme Court covered up these crimes to protect their monopoly of power over the people. It is easy to accept that I am a danger to society because for to many years my volunteer help has been my silent personal need to make life better. My reason was personal because I came back alive and many better than I, gave their lives for a civilized society called the United States of America. Society’s needs are why I volunteer even if the newspapers make you believe that I am a dangerous person looking for pity. Killed in action or suicide is the only way for some Veterans ever really to accept a civilized society’s deceptive needs. I am a danger to no one and I will not violate the law. I believe in you the people of the U.S. I just do not belong here.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi