Response to question 4-30-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Does the Veterans Inspector General have to follow the law. I send this government dept my letters every single day. I receive the acknowledgement that they received it every single day. I ask for my answer in writing, it never comes. I send my letters to NH elected officials every single day only to get the police at my door every once in awhile to tell me to stop writing. The VA stops my medical care to stop my opinion letters. The NH officials use the police and Sheriffs dept to intimidate me to stop writing my letters. My letters clearly tell the U.S. people that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. That Fauver knowingly and with intent to harm individuals violated our highest law, the Constitution. The NH supreme court covered up the case. Capt Joe DiGregorio of the Strafford County Sheriff Dept while detaining me, tells me that it is illegal to call a sitting Judge a criminal. These are criminal offensives by the people that we trust to obey the law. A Free Stator is arrested and prosecuted for cruelty to animals over a dispute with a tenant, yet nothing is done to these protected government officials. I ran for NH State Senate last primary only to have the Newspapers kill me with bad articles and refuse to print my response. The news refused to publish my opinion letters telling the public my platform. I tried so hard to kill my self a few months ago by jumping off a really high ledge. The wind caught me as I fell and blew me to the top of a birch tree. The tree stuck in my pant leg and lowered me safely to the ground. My only marker to remember is the scare it left as the tree stuck in my upper leg.

I did not try to kill my self over these criminal acts by our trusted officials. Suicide by veterans is a growing problem that our government refuses to recognize because no one will listen to what the returning veteran says. No one can identify the two worlds that we (meaning Veterans) live in. Are our two worlds real (whom Knows)? Can we and do we hide what we are going through to try to be accepted into a world that we do not belong. Are we mental defects because sheltering our inabilities to come back works in our minds and you just to not see it. I have a memory problem, yet I can not forget. I am proud of what I have done as unbelievable as it is to conceive. This civilized society can only reinforces the fact that my acts were and are criminal acts. Surviving living like an animal in sub human conditions day after day to be proud of just does not make since.

The irony is that what we (meaning U.S. Military Veterans) did is to painful for the newspapers to publish as an opinion. How can a civilized society learn why we kill our selves when you refuse to accept that it is better for all of us if you just do not let us come home in the first place.

Censoring the words of Veterans keeps the facts in a newspaper pleasant to read. Learning the animals that we became makes since why the VIG covers up the needs of veterans and this civilized society just does not care. Do not even think that I am looking for pity. I am trying to tell you what no one wants to know or talk about, (Veterans.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veterans in NH 4-29-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I sat in my car and cried yesterday. The overwhelming guilt of coming back alive when so many better than I did not. I helped people yesterday, volunteering in Alton and Rochester NH. On my way home I drove down Rt 125 in my Geo Metro convertible trying to make since out of the day. I went past the Lee circle and straight to a bar on Rt 125 in Epping. At the bar a young farmer from Kingston NH started a conversation with me about his girl friend in the hospital recovering from open heart surgery. His voice was in a tone that only a few intermitting words were in my range to hear. I lost most of my hearing being blown off the runway during my tour in the Marine Corps. The words that I did hear allowed me to understand and give some consoling words to encourage him but not elaborate on the social agenda. He noticed the words Marine Corps on my cap and asked if I served. I acknowledged that I had and he thanked me for my service as he exited the bar. Some one that I knew from past times at this bar then came in and sat next to me. He noticed something different about me and asked the question “What is up”. I then started to explain to this U.S. Military Veteran (friend) that it bothers me when someone thanks me for my service because I do not deserve it. I told him what I did for the U.S. during my Vietnam conflict tour does not even compare to those in the bush every day. I could not finish my second beer as the sharp pain in my head alerted me. The childs eyes as I pulled the bayonet out and he fell to the ground filled my head. I sat in the parking lot unable to start my car right off because of the tears running down my face. It was not guilt or emotions, coming back to a place that I do not belong made a U.S. Marine Cry.

It is like following the rules and laws back here does not matter. Judge Peter Fauver violated the Constitution to harm other U.S. citizens. The Madbury NH selectmen used the courts and government powers to drive local residents that they do not like out of their town. This family reads an opinion letter in the paper that I wrote and called me for help. I volunteer my time because it is the right then to do. NH violates the laws and constitution to stop me from exposing criminal government wrongs. The newspapers censor the public from learning the truth. The NH supreme court when presented the case covers up the criminal acts of Judge Fauver. I lose my medical care for combat related disabilities and my freedom unless I stop writing opinion letters. I lost all of my memory of the U.S. from one of my service disabilities. TBI. I came back to a nation that I do not remember or belong. I came back to a nation that thanks me with one hand and rejects me for returning with the other. What has happen that makes tears cloud my geo metro windshield /

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Diplomacys Merits 4-28-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

My opinion tends to illustrate how the people just do not understand. One law for me, one law for the senators. The average citizen is handcuffed by our law makers because they want control. I personally am not for or against gay marriage. A union is a union if in a free world the parities involved want it. Freedom is not letting the government interferer with your right to be. We the people have diminished our rights by allowing those with power to deplete our rights to freedom. You are tired of my talking about Judge Peter Fauver committing criminal acts to harm this Madbury family. You are tired of my talking about my VA medical being stopped to stop my opinion letters. This is how they win. They slowly erode the little persons rights and slowly this scares the public from being willing to expose their existence to aid others. Laws that do not benefit the majority are laws that should not exist.

I have (as in the past) ask our NH elected officials for help. I honestly thought when our New NH senator Amanda Merrill got to Concord she would be some one that helped the people. You know I heard from her all the time during the election but not a word since. It is like a private society that tells the people one thing and does only what will benefit the concord society once they are in. Our biggest demise and advocate is the newspapers which for some reason protect the powerful with slanted news that strings the public along. What ever happen to reporting the unbiased facts no matter whom they exposed.

I ran for election this past primary only to have the newspapers refuse to print my response letters to their biased articles. It scares the elected and powerful government officials if I was to get elected. I would represent all the people with out hesitation to bring the U.S. back to the people. I would expose every wrong full act committed in our Capital to the people so the people can make a honest choice. It did not happen but I still write opinion letters. My letters are carried across the U.S. I have serious medical disabilities from my time servicing this nation. I do not let them deter me from doing what shows respect for those that gave everything over the history of this nation to protect and defend our constitution. These are the Boys and Girls that serve in our U.S. Military. You do not have to like me to realize that what my letters illustrate is the truth and the truth is what by your ignoring will some day destroy the nation you love.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Do you understand why 4-25-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I volunteer, I have not violated the law, I do this all to make life better for the citizens of the U.S. Newspapers mock Veterans with their cartoon about U.S. military not being able to identify the difference between hostile combat and rejection from U.S. citizens if we come home. We meaning veterans have given, to keep you free and the humiliation and rejection when we return just does not cut it. I met a Marine yesterday that came back from the Vietnam Conflict in 66. He was describing to a twenty year old lawn care person about dieing every second of every day. The words rang so true, as the words I have used so many times before. Someone actually knew what I felt for so many years. The situations of every day life back here which people can not conceive that some one whom is pictured as a outstanding citizen, can show no emotions or feeling toward others in pain or pitiful times. This was a man whom had been in trouble many times since returning because survival instincts took control in social situations that society could not understand or accept. People can not understand why we stand or sit with our backs to a wall or solid object when possible. People can not know that survival is to, at all costs complete the mission and once this happens this veteran joins a club that he can never leave. We return to a place that we do not belong, but try to learn silence is the only way to be accepted in. Having your complete social up bringing whipped out at boot camp and replaced with the need to Kill is reinforced in your memory with the practice until it can not be diminished. One night you kill a child with a bayonet to get your M16 back and escape, or you take a piece of the enemies throat out in your hand as you choke him. You watch one of your men cut in half with a deck pennant that snaps as the F-4 hooks and you just toss the parts to the side until the mission is complete. Can people back here in the “world” US understand that child will never come home. I volunteer every day because for some strange reason better men than me will never come home and I owe them this respect to not let what they gave for to be in VAIN.

I have four life changing disabilities from different times during my tour. I have to be thank full for everything the U.S. has given me. I can not let the NH supreme court violate the constitution against the peace and dignity of the U.S. citizens. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal. Law enforcement tells me it is a crime to tell others a judge is a criminal. The NH supreme court was presented with a case that documented and proved beyond any doubt the facts. The NH supreme court covered it up. No matter how many laws and constitutional rights the NH government and VA have violated to stop me they can not. I am a member of a club that at all costs places the United States of America first. I publicly speak about the NH judicial being in violation of the law. I do it to make life better for all you, U.S. citizens. I do it because your children as U.S. Military give everything they have to protect the very rights you are saying can be diminished because the NHSC is to big and strong a branch of government to correct their wrongs by a citizen. I volunteer to make America better for everyone equally.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

In-ability to 4-22-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The NH newspapers refuse to print my letters and the Concord Monitor because one or two people complained refuses to post my comments on their letter page. What type of freedom do we have. Is only the opinion of the people we like or those opinions that are liked printed. Has this diverse society become limited to only the select. I have not harmed anyone or called anyone names. What I have done is tell the truth. The truth scares people but it stands on its own. The responses from other veterans living in hell because they can not get out of it. (the place our minds will not let us leave) encourages me. This is the importance of the opinion page. I noticed in the UL today a letter crediting Shea-Porter for helping Vets. My letter about the truth of what Shea-Porter does will be censored. Can our freedom of the press be allowed to limit the truth from the readers. I personally like Shea-Porter and I voted for her. That does not mean I will not tell the truth when she violates the rights of the people. My Shea-Porter letter appeared in the Veterans Today on the web. It called me the author as a staff writer. Can you imagine the people that are reading my words. The words of someone that has been there and can not come home. What I did over there and what I have done back here are sometimes unbelievable. The joke in the UL yesterday defined what our U.S. Military over there feel. Home is a place that we do not belong and a place that will never accept what we have become. The UL with its joke illustrated the very thoughts of veterans yet the editor is unaware of its meaning.

The people that complain about my letters tell me to get medical help. The VA stopped my medical care. You just do not seem to be convinced. The newspapers call my letters repetitive but my health is not. What our elected officials past and present have done not only to me but the lost forgotten veterans on the street. The Veterans coming home now and in the future can not be tolerated to be forgotten. Yesterday a lady talked in the opinion page of a paper about helping Uganda soldiers with U.S. money. This is the attitude of the people and our elected officials. Help only the situations that will give the most imagine building publicity. Wasted tax dollars that can be diverted to pet projects that will do nothing but drain the budget. Forget the U.S. Veteran when possible.

Yesterdays letter had dark moments in it. Veterans across the nation and beyond contacted me to tell me (what you that have not been there will never know). Because of my head injury when that lady spit on me the moment that I stepped off the plane on U.S. soil did not hit me for years. This was the start of a mirage of people praising veterans with one hand and giving us the finger when no one is looking. Yesterdays letter should be a wake up call for your child that is coming home now and in the future. You that are complaining about me what will you think when it is your child or relative that joins the military and comes home as one of us ( A Veteran that does not belong).

The NH newspapers may refuse to print my opinion but I am a U.S. Marine and our country the United States Of America will all ways come first. Our elected officials and public may not want us (Veterans). The In-Ability of our mental state gives you the upper hand but I will not give up even with my death.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran Suicide Jokes 4-21-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

We all recognize that even today U.S. Military returning are not getting the care that they need. We realize that our Military are afraid to come home. The joke in todays paper “are we going to another country where we’re considered a threat. Yeah…home” highlights how we (Veteran) feel. You are tired of hearing my facts over and over. I have attempted to end it so many times in the thirty years that I have been back. Just a few months ago I jumped from forty foot high rocks to end it. A strong gust of wind blew me across to a birch tree where the top stuck in my pant leg. The tree as if it was bowing lowered me to the ground then it broke. I noticed the scare on my leg yesterday so I went back to see if it was true. I saw the top half of the birch tree pointing toward the ground at my missing keys. The letters that I write are repetitive as is my continuous memory of every day wittiness to what we did. Newspapers are afraid of scaring this civilized society to print this 100% disabled Veterans opinion. Returning U.S. Military today are being denied medical care and many homeless on the street. Do we all realize that the news media is censoring the call from veterans for help.

Leanna from NH in todays opinion writes how she would like to give to the Uganda soldiers. This is her right but what about all the U.S. Military over the years that this nation has ignored or left out in the cold because it did not fit a politicians pet projects. Many people praised my letter yesterday about Shea-Porter and her mirage of helping veterans. It is as if the majority of the U.S. Public believe that your rights will always be here. It is as if you do not see the need to protect your freedom. We are one nation in a large, corrupt world. Out of the many, many letters of support, there is always one telling me that my letters are repetitive. It can never be repetitive to expose Judge Peter Fauver using court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to drive people that they do not like out of Madbury. The NH supreme court covered it up. It can never be allowed for the NH government and the VA to use a 100% combat related disabled veteran medical care to stop an opinion letter. People in NH and the U.S. would rather speak up and rally for the Uganda soldiers or others rather than speak for those that gave just so you would not feel the need. The Veterans administration has shut me out.

Yesterday my nose bust into a blood bath as my head pounded and my mind took me back to where I have been. The pain in my back increased as my movements got chaotic. Until my legs went numb and I came back laying on the floor. It is hard to hold a conversation with anyone because most of my hearing was left when I was blown off the runway. I do not want your pity or praise. I have no medical care.

I want you the people of the United States of America to realize that the veterans of today and tomorrow do not feel that we belong. Todays joke is a reality check to what those that gave for your freedom feel. It is like the “homeland memo warning about Vets”. Enjoy your freedom Leanna and the rest of you, because if you feel that it will always be here that it does not need you to protect it. Bye, Bye some day maybe the end will come.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Shea-Porter Response from Veteran 4-20-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter is pressuring the Pentagon for answers in the death of a Pennsylvania Soldier. Veterans back in the U.S. that returned from Wars and Conflicts are being denied help and she is fighting what our combat troops are doing. She wants answers. Let me give her an answer. Our children go through grueling training that completely wipes out their social up bringing. These children now U.S. Military go off to some foreign country, under the most life ending situations and set up base camps. The conditions mentally and physically are something somebody like Shea-Porter can never understand. Days that never end as the next one starts. Pressure to complete tasks that can not be met, under conditions unbearable to endure with every precaution to see that mistakes are not made. The military will investigate why and see that it does not happen again. Remember these are children only a few week earlier. People die in war. Some goody two shoes back here in the states is going to judge what our children do in combat. Reps like Shea-Porter is what screwed up our military in the Vietnam Conflict and they are doing the same today.

Right here in her home state Shea-Porter used a 100% disabled veterans medical condition to stop this veteran from writing opinion letters. She also filed a false police report to get this 100% disabled Veteran arrested to stop the opinion letter. Shortly after this 100% disabled Veterans VA medical was stopped. The newspapers refuse to print opinion letters that question Shea-Porters criminal acts. Shea-Porter knows that Judge Peter Fauver uses court powers to harm local residents in Shea-Porters district. Shea-porter knows that in her own district the Madbury selectmen use the courts to drive local residents that the selectmen want retaliation against out of their town. Shea-Porter is aware of Discrimination by Fauver and the Madbury selectmen and she does nothing. Right here in Shea-Porters own state Veterans are being neglected had denied medical care for combat related injuries and she neglects her job. If the head lines are not big enough Shea-Porter sees no reason to help constituents. Shea-Porter is to busy to worry about the people of NH.

Yes and by the way Shea-Porter will tell you that her husband served over twenty years in the Air Force so she has experience. Opinion letters are the words of the people of the United States of America. Opinion letters that question Shea-Porter are being censored by the newspapers, has to raise questions. I am that 100% disabled veteran that Shea-Porter tried to put in jail and got the VA to deny my medical care. May be if the newspapers in Shea-Porters home state printed opinion letters we could pressure her to help NH and stop harming the children that we send to foreign countries to do a job. Give Shea-Porter my name, address and phone #, this is the reason that I place it on my letters. I send her a copy any way so there can be no reason not to publish this letter.

Peter Macdonald

Blank Page 4-19-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The Concord NH Opera director believe the closing of any sister community arts organization is a loss. Life is a loss if you can not afford it. We have people starving or Veterans returning from war going home less or with out medical care. We have children in need of help and schools with out enough funding. Our Politicians are so screwed up that the Governor wants to use tax dollars to rebuild the Alton Church grounds of peoples tax free summer camps. Our Federal government gives money to Banks to save their own retirement investments with our tax dollars. Stimulus money meant to help the people is going to repave Rt 101which is un-needed. Washington representatives are wasting trillions of dollars that we as a country do not have. The newspapers refuse to print the opinion of the people unless the editor likes the letter. People have become so obsessed with their own nest egg they have forgotten it is the United States of America that is our safety net that we are lucky enough to live with. Society has become two forces, the elite that believe their rights are a token asset that will always be there and the rest of us that sit back to scare to speak up for fear the elite will take what little we have. The Director has a point but maybe he should look at the big picture. We can do with out an Opera but can we do with out equal rights for all?

Some of those elite believe that my letters would be more interesting as a Blank Page. I love the word Repetitive that they use because I do not think telling you that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal can be said enough. How would you like to be this Madbury NH family that Fauver allowed the Selectmen to use court powers to run out of town, if it was you. I do not believe telling you about all the Veterans left out in the cold after returning from defending and protecting your nation can be repetitive enough. Can you as a nation accept the VA stopping a Veterans medical care as a weapon to stop free speech. Do the elite scare the average person that much to let the other persons rights be violated because it can not happen to you? I am that 100% disabled veteran that has donated his life to making the U.S. a better place for all as a volunteer. I do not want your pity or your praise. I want you to realize what our children that will become U.S. Military have given you as a nation. Is it repetitive to ask people like this director to lift their blank page and show some respect for the very reason that WE THE VETERAN fight to defend that which you place the community arts organizations a head of “Constitution” Speak now because if it becomes a blank page: look out?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Clear the Air 4-18-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Lets clear the Air. I do not want any pity for any part of my life. I choose the path to be a U.S. Marine and I am proud of every part of my service. What I did as all others, we did for the United States of America. There are always those two faced individuals that call our actions uncivilized or criminal. You notice those are the people that believe that they are elite but enjoy their freedom off the backs of others. We live in a difficult time where separate groups are diminishing our constitutional rights in the name of public good. The state goes after some one for the death penalty knowing it is a waste of tax money because it will never happen. We have county prosecutors going after the owners of bars to stop drunk drivers. Drive business under while wasting tax dollars. The newspapers believed that they had the public in hand but are now finding out that we the people are never locked in. Newspapers believe that they have the right to print what they want. This is true except the public has the right to ignore. The most important part of a newspaper and the welfare of the U.S. is the opinion of the people. Our children (U.S. Military) do not give their lives for freedom of the press. We do it for freedom of the people. When newspapers censor the people they are violating the peoples trust.

My letters are being carried by so many individuals across the U.S. that the response is taking strong aim governor. The individual is now becoming aware that the NH put me jail as a terrorist taking my freedom for six months before the bogus charges were dropped. Governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him but we never met. To top it all off the VA stopped my medical care for combat related disabilities to aid NH politicians in stopping my opinion letters. I ask everyone that reads my letters to ask their local papers across the U.S. why they are not printed.

The NH government and newspapers believe covering up Judge Peter Fauver criminal acts to use court powers to harm people is a must. I am just the opposite. I believe when a judge violates the Constitution he should be hung out to dry. The NH supreme court covered up the case and the newspapers censored the facts. The NH governor has used the police for harassment and the power of government to stop my VA medical. No matter what they do to me I can not let them get away with these criminal acts. It is your children that are and will suffer more and more if some one does not speak up. Most elite citizens tell me that I have carried this to far or to long. Their favorite line is that my letters are repetitive. Protecting freedom goes for ever. No time or word limit.

We have state senators as Jack Barnes and Amanda Merrill whom sit on their butts and claim to be public servants. We have Bradley running for state senate because he was not good enough for the federal level. These are the people telling you how great they are and wasting your tax dollars and diminishing your freedom. These are the public servants leaving U.S. Military Veterans to live on the street with out medical care because their pet projects are more important. Lets clear the air I am not asking for help for me. I am telling you that we as a nation are in trouble. My life ended when I came back to a nation that I do not belong. Lets make todays returning veterans be wanted and respected not just a political tool so the politicians can look good. Do you think Jack Barnes, Jeb Bradley, or Amanda Merrill will hear my word governor Lynch?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Rob Rowe NH Rep. 4-16-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Our State Rep believes that NH is becoming California East. Here is an elected official that ignores our NH Constitution when it guarantees the people (US-the public) the right to a redress of grievances to expose the wrongs in government. Never mind the newly elected officials in Concord right now like Amanda Merrill. They all talk about frugality and family values as an election toy to make people believe in what they are saying. Once they get elected they become a member of the Concord club, Republican or Democrat, pet projects take priority over the peoples needs after the election. We can vote these people out of office only to elect some one whom believes in what the news media and political power house allows us to vote for. I ran for state office only to have the news refuse to print my opinion letters stating my goals and platform. The news had no trouble printing articles harming my character in the public eye but refused to print my responses. This is a crime against the people. Every state Rep should be out raged about my letters no matter what district they represent because they expose criminal acts by judges and state officials. Ask your self if my letters are so repetitive and I have been writing them for so long can they be any thing but the truth. No one wants to talk about what my letters tell, only how can we make Macdonald appear wrong to quite the public.

We do not need radical changes in the state. What we need is elected officials willing to stand up for their Constituents even if it is against the Concord club rules.

Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to harm the peace and dignity of the State of NH. Fauver allowed using court powers for the Madbury NH selectmen to drive people that they do not want in their town out. Discrimination and miss use of government powers for personal retaliation can not be tolerated. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case because it questioned the dominance of power the judicial branch has over the peoples welfare. NH governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him and we still have not talked. It is a crime for an elected official to ask money from a voter to talk. These are harsh words but the truth is a powerful tool that will endure elected officials like Rowe worrying about California verses doing his job of representing the people of NH. We are talking about NH using a 100% disabled veteran that volunteers, medical care to stop this veterans opinion letters.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi