NH Governor Lynch and Shea-Porter 7-1-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

It seems that I am not good enough to talk with you governor even thought I have a receipt for money that I paid to do so. It seems that you Shea-Porter criminally violate the law and Constitution to stop my opinion letters of you. The news refuses to print them any way but they do print articles to harm my character to interfere with a free election. Can one disabled U.S. Military Veteran be such a danger that even his opinion will harm THE CONCORD CLUB MEMBERS public image that this individual should be fingered by our government. I have violated no laws yet the truth that I place in each of my letters is viewed by our government as a danger to control the public perception of me. Governor you changed the number of words allowed to be sent to you by email to limit my letters. Should not the public word be your concern? Should not the public welfare and the Constitutional rights of the individual be primary in both your goals?

I am a 100% disabled Veteran from the Vietnam Conflict. My medical care has been stopped. Last week the VA gave me a physical. On my ride over and during the appointment my left eye would not stay open. I had to think it open each time. Dr. McCullom as the appointment ended winked with his left eye many times toward me. I do not want to infer that he was mocking me but? The appointment only lasted a few minutes any way. This should make our elected officials happy because you are the ones that had it stopped to stop my letters. The primary words of our Constitution is ALL MEN SHALL BE TREATED EQUALLY. Can this be true, only if we are a member of the concord club? Shea-Porter you should be happy because your criminal acts has placed my health on a downward slope. Should the public be informed of the truth or is your image more important than the truth?

Our government is based on truth and the welfare of the people. A 100% disabled veteran brings a case of criminal violations of our Constitution by judge Peter Fauver to the NH Supreme Court. The NH SC covers up the case. The Case is brought to elected official only to have the news and our government harming the character of a U.S. citizen to alienate the public from learning the truth. Our government uses the State and local police to attempt to intimidate me. Fauver uses the local sheriff to interferer with my day to demonstrate his power. Washington DC sends the secret service to my home several times to inform me that they are the power and we must obey. The courts are here to protect the people from government wrongs, at least that is why we created them.

I do not feel good today. My head is thumping at the beat of my heart. My ankles keep giving out as my legs tingle from my back and hip pain. I read the paper over coffee this morning in down town Durham NH looking at the front page to see if it was the Stars and Stripes. My reality kept feeling their! as if I was dreaming that I was back in the world. To many parts are incomplete to assess how to best complete the mission.

No governor or elected official should have the power to limit or stop any U.S. citizen from having the right to speak to them with out having to pay first. No newspaper should have the right to censor the opinion of the people at any time. Life exists here only to be if you are alive in the seconds that follow each in time.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Kevin Guay Developer targeted by NHAG 6-30-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The NH Attorney General gets a false search warrant to spend millions of state dollars in a which hunt to find something criminal on a developer that someone in the government does not like. The worst part is that this happens everyday to average citizens struggling to get along. Joe or Jane Smow want to sub-divide there property to sell to pay college tuition for their children. Someone on the Zoning board or government official does not like this person, believes this person does not deserve what they have or some other personal reason that has nothing to do with what is proper or legal. They use government authority to delay, cost excessive money or sway the vote to deny. Now the average citizen is stuck with paying a lawyer (whom will suck you dry) trying to prove that the wrongs were committed. Evidence and minutes disappear or the judge rules inadmissible because he favors those that placed him in office and control his promotion. Our elected officials favor those that can improve their public image so the average no body gets placed on the back burner. It is like yesterdays letter on the Exeter Hot Dog Vendor being harmed because someone does not like him. The Attorney General is to represent the people not aid retaliatory government persecution of the innocent.

The people of the United States and NH must wake up. The government has made you believe that I am a terrible person. I am a 100% disabled veteran that even today will volunteer to help others because I care. I have violated no laws but what I did do is pis-s off the Madbury selectmen and Judge Peter Fauver. These trusted government officials criminally violated the law to harm other U.S. citizens. The NH supreme court covered up the case when it was presented to them. Every one wants to shy away because they see the power that can inflict harm on them and their families if they speak up. I paid Governor Lynch good money to speak with him but we never met. The NH government has taken my freedom, money and more to scare me. My family and friends are harassed by the State and local police. Fauver uses the local Sheriff to attempt to intimidate me to stop writing opinion letters exposing their criminal acts. U.S. Rep Shea-Porter used her federal powers to inflict pain and suffering on me. The VA stopped my medical care for service injuries to stop my letters. Some Combat related. I still volunteer my time to help this Madbury Family because government can not be allowed to dominate the people.

Kevin Guay is someone. He is just like you or me. He may have more money but that is no reason to allow government authority to inflict pain and suffering because some one does not like him. You will be next without even knowing whom it was that you Pis-sed off. The unbiased press will taper their facts to aid the powerful leaving the average reader to believe Guay is wrong and the government is right. The evidence is only opinion letters favoring Shea-Porter are printed until they start to dislike her.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Exeter Hot Dog Vendor 6-29-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Here is a Man that conducts a business that in a way benefits everyone in Exeter NH. He does everything legal but because someone on the farmers Market does not like this man trouble starts. People with authority start picking apart every little thing to find ways to evict or dismantle this business. Never looking to pick apart the wrongs that the Farmers Market is committing. This is the United States of America why do the sides not talk and the people with authority not choose sides. Lets work for and achieve prosperity verses turmoil. A farmers market is for small business and farmers to exchange ideas and products with the community. Does not a hot dog vendor fit in that definition. Can the editors of newspapers understand even though they are a private business that their responsibility, ethics is to bring unbiased communication into the community.

This is like the family in Madbury NH that had a small business. Selectmen Hodgeman did not like this family. The selectmen spot zoned this property to cause hardship on this family for retaliation. Judge Peter Fauver committed the most grievous of criminal acts in the history of NH. The NH supreme court covered up the case when the people presented it to them. The editors took the government side and criminally violated the ethics code of unbiased reporting of the facts. When I volunteered my time to help this family the government put me in jail as a terrorist. The NH State and local police have harassed my family and friends. NH Rep Shea-Porter used her political powers to medically harm me. Then when nothing else works my VA medical is stopped.

Yes I am 100% disabled veteran. I have been stereo typed mental and the public tells me to take medication all the time. I refuse to take medication because why should I see life that way. Freedom is something WE the U.S. Military protect and defend for you. Enduring the pain even as my legs tingle and the feeling in my arms is lost from my broken back I still volunteer to help others and do family things. I step out of sight of others when the shooting pain in my head cause me to slump. I hear less than 50% of what is said around me from the nerve damage from being blown of the runway during a Vietnam offensive. I have no memory of my brothers, sister or parents growing up from another injury during my tour as a U.S. Marine.

The NH governor charges me money to speak but we never do. Is not the government here to help the people and the newspapers to spread communication unbiased? I write because it is my way of telling our elected officials and judicial branch about what Judge Fauver did. The reason that I can write such letters exposing criminal acts by judges and elected officials is because they are true. I have no idea where the words come from or why I can write. I have no idea why or how to wire or plump a house but I have done several friends homes. I was hit by a car several years ago because I crossed a street wrong. In my head I was on convoy deep in the bush. I asked the corpsman to shoot me right there so I would not come back to the world less than a man. Can the mind be such a strange evolution that traveling between worlds and time has no domination. The strange thing is that most likely I will never remember this letter. Letters are something that happens as I cross over. The Hot Dog Vendor is just a Cambodian local that I helped while on convoy one day and now during the boredom of waiting for the next mission, I place him back here in the world hoping some day that I will come home. Peter Macdonald USMC Semper Fi

Sick of life 6-27-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

What a statement, Sick of Life? Getting attention, making people aware, being good enough to have your letters printed in the paper. Government, in a free society has dominated our freedom. Once a nation where people cared about others has turned to a nation where the citizens need to protect their own and forget about others. We give tens of millions to other nations that hate us with the belief that they will see us in a better light. A nation of the people for the people is now a place where elected officials protect government against the individual citizen guaranteed rights lessoning their political power. Call it for the good of the majority, limit public awareness and place judges that are aware of their political necessities, this is what the U.S. is now! Sick of life because the few are controlling by using the Communist theory of diminish the opposition slowly until dominance is achieved.

I should be an outrageous lunatic, but I am not. I believe so much in the people of the U.S. and what I learned our forefathers stood for. I should become violent for what is happening to my life, but I will not. I can not become violent because my life is not the life that matters, it is your life and your families, it is the U.S. that matters. I should become silent and live as all others in a tranquil setting of just accepting the wrongs for the good of peace. I can not because I did something in my life where the pride will not allow this. I became a U.S. Marine. I took an oath to protect and defend our Constitution. Good men and women (our children) are giving their lives for what? So you the American public can have a pass se attitude of protecting what we did it for? Violence in civilized society should never be necessary. Knowing where one comes from can be an important part of life. Can an outrageous lunatic be a U.S. Marine that came back to a nation that does not want him? Can I be someone that for over 30 years filtered through life and never have been here? I came to a land that I do not belong!

The NH Supreme Court covered up a case of criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver presented by a citizen. No one cares because the news media and government have stereo typed this U.S. Marine a lunatic. Government officials and the news, violating the one document (Our Constitution) by harming a citizens character to stop any public awareness to these criminal acts They are doing this with the Courts protection.

The people should be outraged. I have volunteered every day in some way to help others since coming home over thirty years ago. I do it for you the American People. Do you not believe that this 100% disabled United States Marine has the right to stand in front of the NH Supreme Court and lay out the criminal acts of Judge Peter Fauver. I gain nothing out of this except to full fill my obligation as a U.S. citizen. Can we ever be so sick of life that the U.S. no longer matters? WE have NH elementary students giving their class money to WWII Veterans so they can travel to DC to witness the memorial. Nine percent of these same children will some day serve in our military, for what? To come home to a place that is Sick of US… I am a 100% lunatic that cares about you.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Where do I want to go 6-26-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Confused, suicidal-where do I want to go? I am a no-body caught in a world that just does not make sense. You endure the pain of your disabilities but people do not believe you are disabled because you do not show it. VA health care is to help Veterans back in the world but the politicians can cut you off to stop your opinion letters. Government officials use the law and courts to control people that do not obey their demands. The courts are used to enforce these demands legal or not unless one has enough money or public support to stop them. They are called the goody two shoes or the righteous ones. The moral perfect citizens until you look in their closets. The average citizen is to scared of loosing what they have to speak openly to stop this minority. Support is silent until it can benefit those trusted with the power of the people. Elaine and Ed Brown had the American dream until the law showed them not to speak to correct the wrongs in government. The newspapers inflame the public by denouncing the free sprit of the individual. All newspaper articles are now tainted to support those willing to control the majority with out mercy from an unnoticed way. The Marine in Loon NH that is praised for saving a cops life one day and sent to jail the next because some one with power did not like this Hero.

The pain in my back will become unbearable today as I volunteer to help others. My mind will wonder off to my alternate worlds as others see me as distant. The wave of a tree will bring back the boredom of the conflict and the hawk killing the pray will remind me of a time unacceptable to where I am. Shooting pains in my head will only be handled by the cover of a rock or wall so others do not have to be concerned. The bloody nose will end my day of volunteering because society will want to show pity.

Living in a world that does not make since. One day I am tied up at a camp fire deep in the bush only to kill and escape to save freedom. I come back to a land that gives me everything accept freedom. People question my not knowing anything because no one can grasp the idea of full amnesia. I volunteer to help others because that is what even in the Marine Corps believing everyone needed help was my passion. Helping the farmer in the Bush or the Marine with a dear John letter. Volunteering to help fix a childs bike or helping other Marines fix a 272 million dollar launch catapult.

I volunteered to help a Madbury family that the selectmen were using government powers to drive them out of town. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to help the Madbury selectmen. The NH supreme court covered up the case when presented to them. The support that I get is overwhelming as long as these public citizens are not named. People are to afraid that what the government can do to a 100% disabled U.S. Marine illegally and get away with it will be far worse for them.

I have done nothing wrong. I have violated no laws. I volunteer to help. Can this be my punishment for coming home to a land that I do not belong. I must go volunteer now because pain is my way of stopping the depressed state of mind.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Getting Attention 6-25-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Newspapers like the Maine Portland Herald and others want to get new readers by giving away papers to get the new readers attention. May be if the editors from across the nation would print the unbiased truth no matter whom it hurt, the readers would come. Can any one understand that it is the people that matter. Private businesses are at the mercy of the people because we in an odd way control if you survive or not. A free source of information is the opinion of the people yet editors are compelled to edit and change what the people are saying to meet the papers point of view. The people care about the editors point but they also care about what is the truth about their communities, towns, state and country. A free nation is where the people can communicate freely about wrongs in government as a means of correcting the wrongs. Newspapers feel compelled to alter the truth to inflame the public to sell more papers. The people want the truth not hyped altered facts. Once the trust of the readers is gone the stereo type RAG will be the start of the end. A free newspaper may be nice but one must question if something is to good to be true. See there is that word again, TRUE.

I am a 100% disabled veteran that has my good days and bad. Suicide is something that I put aside everyday. It is odd because I have no memory of what my life was before the Marine Corps. I remember some things since and others as the entire day of yesterday I have no memory of. I can write letters as if I remember things but some facts are forgotten and others are retained by rereading past letters. I can have conversations with people as if nothing is wrong with me other times my mine retreats into it’s own world. I can not forget the long boring days of just waiting. The excitement of the mission being blown off the runway only to get right up to continue the mission. Braking my back for the safety of one of my men during an offensive. People want and need to read the truth because that is how understanding what we did it for comes alive. The people around you may be hurt if you commit the act but now I realize will I even be aware of others. People question my disabilities but can you walk in my shoes. The pride of when I killed to escape and get my M-16 back this civilized society continuously implies was an inhuman act. Can you the readers have even a chance to understand if our opinion is not published or God forbid edited to some other view. A view of some one that has never been there. Some one that never served in our Military.

The blogs and underground sites make it possible for me to volunteer my time to help a Madbury Family. The town selectmen use government powers to harm and retaliate against local residents they do not like. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the courts to aid these selectmen in their criminal acts. The NH Supreme court covered up the case when presented to them. Is it inhuman for me to kill as a U.S. Marine for your freedom or is it inhuman for you to loose what so many over the history of the U.S. have given their lives for to be in VAIN?

Newspapers will not print the truth because opinion letters such as this one are from some one that once dreamed of what it must be like back here in the world! We scare the public because we did something that you can not, or want to try to believe.

We are the U.S. Military and we made it so the opinion of the people mattered

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Ask the Editors how they sleep. 6-24-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

It is a game played with the lives of our U.S. Military. Politicians believe that it is their right to jeopardize the individual constitutional rights of the people if they can have more for themselves. Judges have become so powerful that to question authority is out of the realm. Editors believe so much they are a private business that they publish what they feel is in the best interest of the readers. Forget the ethical obligations and the unbiased truth. They tamper with the truth to hype up the story to increase the readership. Innocents no longer matters to the news or authority. Hang everyone freeing society from those that are not good enough in their eyes. Our children give up their lives fighting for what? So you back here can ridicule and shame us when we return. Editors refusing to print the unedited opinion of the people. U.S. Military Veterans opinion disregarded because it questions the very reason our military exists. You question our sanity but we became what we are because of what we did for the U.S. The major response on the phone and blogs to my letter about NH governor Lynch is to ask the editors how they can sleep? Ask the editors, not me.

Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that is getting away with it because the NH Supreme Court covered it up. The Madbury NH selectmen are allowed to decide whom is good enough to live in their town. All others can be destroyed using government powers, sanctioned by the courts. The Governor Lynch can charge disabled Veterans money to speak with him and never meet. DO YOU HEAR WHAT I AM SAYING? The past NH election for state senate was fixed to help anyone else win other than me. Federal U.S. Rep Shea-Porter filed false police complaint to stop my opinion letter. She used her federal powers to have a VA Dr. attempt to lock me in a nut house. The VA after nothing else works stops my military health care. The news not only refuses to print my opinion and response to their articles they harm my character knowingly to limit public support. NH locks me up as a terrorist to stop my opinion letters.

I do not get mad or violate the law. I continue to respond in a peaceful manner trying to do what is right for the people of the United States of America. I volunteer so I receive no self gain. I do is so that the U.S. Military that give their lives is not in VAIN. It is not only the editors that should not be able to sleep it is every single United States Citizen. We have only one nation, lets keep it for the people.

Our U.S. Military give their lives to stop this very destructive act on foreign soil. Why do you allow the news to censor a 100% disabled Veteran speaking the truth?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Open Letter NH Gov Lynch 6-23-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Lynch you charged me money two years ago to speak openly with you but we still have not met. To charge a voter money to speak with a public official is wrong but that is how important I believe our conversation would be. Do not feel as if you are out of the loop because newly elected State Senator Amanda Merrill stopped talking to me the day she was elected. All the Concord club members have stereo typed me a nut and only talk to me when I can benefit them in some way. You know the subject, it is wrongs in the NH government. Some people have told me that my letters and subject are repetitive. Any one individual can not have any Constitutional rights diminished. The Madbury selectmen used government powers to openly seek and get retaliation against local resident that the selectmen do not believe are good enough for Madbury NH. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the court to criminally violate the Constitution. The NH Supreme Court when presented this case covered it up. It is the peoples obligation to bring up and correct the wrongs of our government.

I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. I have four separate disabilities three are combat related. I am one of the nine percent that join the U.S. Military to defend and protect our constitution for citizens like you that never serve. Your silent belief as the majority of society that we should not have come back alive is well felt by even todays returning military. The parades and jesters are a nice touch but the innuendos and attitude toward veterans returning is strongly felt by most if not all veterans. The rules of engagement dreamed up by politicians that never served limit our military in action. The prosecution and neglect of those that gave when we return mocks the false sentiment portrayed. Fifty some odd years after WWII veterans return, a bus is chartered to transport these heros to DC to see a memorial. You can not feel or understand what we went through and we can not explain it to you. Silence is the norm driven into returning veterans to limit the questions and innuendos civilized society stereo types us if we divulge our problems.

I served our nation and I am not good enough to speak with you?? The Newspapers censor my letters but my letters go out to over 2800 people. Judges, courts, police, politicians, newspapers and many more. Blogs across the nation publish my letters. The only people that do not care is the government officials that we the people trust with our rights. You can Google my name and read about this subject.

For you to deny me a public meeting is wrong and the newspapers should tell the people.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

People do not care.6-22-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I am not going to knowingly KILL myself, so lets get that clear right off the bat. It does not matter any how? People do not care about anything except what is of immediate concern for their self interests. Newspapers no longer print the unbiased truth because they believe that they are a private business that can choose for them selves what the people want to read. Advertisers are putting in fewer ads so the newspapers are getting thinner believing less news means more profits. It is sort of like the U.S. has reached a turning point where the only chance for survival is to _ _ _ _. The NH governor charged me money to talk, but we never did. We live in a civilized society. People should want to talk to solve other problems and maybe your own self interest would be met. Police create charges and mock up social issues as in Epping where the man fired a rifle during his daughters graduation party. Dumb act that needs to be corrected for public safety but at what cost. Tens of thousands of dollars in prosecution to punish a man that did a stupid thing so police can look great on mocked up charges influencing public out rage. Selling newspapers with articles written with the truth in a bogus manner to make a profit rather that print the unbiased truth.

Ed Brown and his wife protest paying Taxes so the government teaches them a lesson using our laws. Years later the government brings more charges to highlight to the public, never question authority. Newspapers do not print the truth they tell what will sell more papers. The perfect example is Joe McQuaid editorial about Sharp-eyed readers lie in wait. Once the star of a free nation now the newspapers (a private business) mock the thoughts and concerns of the citizens that question. Newspapers no longer print the unbiased truth or publish the opinion of the people. The Brown family stood for the meaning of the U.S. Maybe they did it in the wrong way but losing everything is not enough keep them in prison for the rest of their lives. We have become a nation where communication has faltered to protect the powerful connected parties. The people protest silently by buying less papers. The advertising dwindles so the papers get thinner and eventually go bankrupt. The powerful parties now have control.

These thoughts are coming from the mind of someone that is not here. It is kind of like the Marine in loon that one week saved the life of a police officer and the next week a police officer that did not like this man harasses him. The Man whom lives in the world of combat and back here, you can not grasp. The newspapers persecute this man with bogus articles. The public sees a tainted picture and the law is made the hero. The public wants to be outraged at me. I have a great life, family and more but where am I?

The powerful do not want to communicate. The editors censor what this nut has to say. Volunteering has become my means to survival by helping others believing that there has to be an end to not knowing. You the public want to hear the truth but you can not get it. Self interest and self protection make you protest life in Iran rather than see the destruction of your very own nation. Newspapers praise sending Veterans to see the WWII monuments in DC rather than point out, not accepting those that come back to a place we do not belong. The editors refuse to inform the public that the governor charged a disabled veteran money to talk. Can death be the only solution?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

To catch the eye. 6-18-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Channel Seven News out of Boston is sitting in down town Durham NH for two days to interview Professor Collens about his child. Can there be nothing better to report on the news than an innocent man that made a dumb mistake? Every one is tired of hearing about Judge Fauver criminally violating the constitution to help the Madbury NH selectmen run local residents that they do not like out of Madbury. How would you feel if the selectmen did not like you? Can you imagine being run out of town. This happens to too many U.S. citizens. Police or government not liking someone and using government powers to destroy these peoples lives with the help of the news.

100% disabled U.S. Military Veteran Blows His Brains out in a Car, he did not notice that the lights had changed. Can you grasp the magnitude of the investigation that should happen? Will there ever be one because this U.S. Marine probably never came back from the Vietnam Conflict. I remember this song blaring over the Armed Forces Radio as the sniper bullet passed with in inches of my head. TAD to Vietnam twice to repair gear between my second and third convoys as an American Adviser. Why do I re-live this? Am I here or there? Maximum TAD hours seventy two, twice but the memory is as if it is now. I remember nothing but then like driving the car here is where I am. Do I exist now or then? Grasp the Magnitude of a 100% disabled veterans medical care being stopped to stop this veteran from writing opinion letters of government wrongs.

People every day tell me that no one can be a husband and wife so much in love with each other over 30 years and still be happy. My life if it is not fiction can not be true. The VA helps veterans, it is the law. Newspapers report the facts it is the ethical norm. People stand up to correct the wrongs done to others so it will not happen to them. We live in a society that the Constitution protects us against government wrongs to allow the people to control government. A 100% disabled veteran volunteers every day since seventy four to help others but is alienated by the very people that he helps. Can a society exist if I am not here? Did I come home to a place that will not accept us?

The news, (not just channel 7) (all news) would rather destroy a person by manipulating the facts (not violating the truth factor) to inflame the public even if the person is innocent. Then other times if the facts will correct the wrongs in government if they harm a person with a good reputation (power) the news will not even investigate. The NH Supreme Court covered up the Madbury case to protect the monopoly of power over the people. The facts exist in public record. An innocent U.S. Marine is put in jail as a terrorist to stop opinion letters by police and gov officials miss using the power of government. Will this letter get me arrested again?

Ask your self do you really want someone so demented back here in the world (US)? What we do is try to bring peace and harmony to the world. You the people that are to scared or want a rich future never go but make rules and laws to prevent us from ever coming back if we have the chance. An American Advisor on Convoy with all unarmed foreigners with orders not to lock and load until in eminent danger of death. Do I really exist or am I that Killing Machine that the Marine Corps creates everyday out of your children?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

I want 6 17-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Has our society become so safe that now the less fortunate, ignorant, mentally ill citizens can lose their freedom for the sake of others. The homeless man in Portsmouth NH arrested 153 times, why? Drinking in public, he is homeless. Homeless, sleeping on a park bench. Or the latest trespassing on the RR tracks. Should this man be put away on a habitual offenders law? UNH Professor arrested for leaving his child in the car. I know and do not like this person but should not we consider that maybe he was ignorant. He left his child in the car because the child was sleeping. The professor was only sitting a few feet away hoping to hear the child when he cried. Dump act but a crime? Can we label free speech a crime if the justice department can for see a threat with intent even if the author meant only to enlighten the public on government wrongs. The newspapers write articles to inflame the public to reduce the sympathy for the bad side of society. (Less fortunate) Has our society become safer or the birth of a society where Hitler wrote the program?

The pounding, throbbing pain in my head from my MC disabilities continuously over the past few day makes my left side of my face tingle and my eye closes involuntary. The tingling in my legs from the pain in my back limits my sleep. The difficulty in justifying (WHY) my actions in the reoccurring memory that just will not go away. The actions of people around me wanting my help but do not hear my words. Strangers willing to need and want me to help them never to remember my short time in their lives that a stranger gave. The NH government pointing the finger at me but refuses to respond to the government wrongs that are identified. Police (State and Local) disrupt the life of my family, friends and me to make the point the my actions are angering government officials. The local sheriff sent by judge Peter Fauver to inform that the opinion letters pointing out this judges criminal act can not be tolerated. Federal Rep Shea-Porter filing false criminal complaint to stop a U.S. citizens opinion letters. Shea-Porter using U.S. Marine Corps disabilities to harm another U.S. citizen. But she goes free to do it to others. The VA stopping a 100% disabled Veterans medical care to stop this veteran. The VA suicide hotline pushing this disabled veteran into suicide. This society has become safer for some but did this disabled U.S. Marine ever really come back? Does reality really exist in my world even if my world does not exist accept in my mind?

There is no points to my letters because no one hears my words. I am like the Marine (or any U.S. Military) laying in the benjo ditch waiting for the action to start. Will I be the one to die? Will that round eyed girl back in the (world) states ever get to meet me? Whom is she? The questions just ramble through your head, then it starts and you no longer care if you live or die. The mission takes over and your life is nothing except a machine to complete the mission to protect and defend our Constitution. You indiscriminately kill against the norm of a civilized society to make the U.S. citizens safe even for the less fortunate, ignorant, mentally ill or even the rich responsible because our society is based on a law that all must be treated equally. This is in some eyes a repetitive, rambling letter but as I lay here on the ground knowing that in this free society the opinion of the people is what matters. Dieing to end the torment of being a U.S. Marine might be the only solution to get out of here.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Vietnam Conflict 6-15-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Some one wrote an opinion letter about the comparison of the Vietnam Conflict to the disgust and disgrace of the Iraq and Afghanistan wars. I wanted to answer it on the comment line of the computer but the words just would not come. My opinion over the years as I volunteer has been greatly formulated by my experiences during my tour. I left the U.S. with no memory from a car accident right out of Parris Island. An admin error sent me back to active duty and over seas with the memory of a child. There was nothing in my mind of where I was from or even any member of my family. I was seventeen and referred to as a U.S. Marine. I learned and worked to eventually become a Sgt on truck convoys deep into the bush of Thailand, Laos and Cambodia delivering surplus supplies to friendly camps. I was TAD twice to Vietnam by chopper to fix some Absorbers (brakes systems on the side of a runway to stop fighter jets) for less than seventy two hours each time. My mind was developed by the deadly experiences lived through each day to fight for a nation that only existed in my dreams. The base of my knowledge comes from a Marine Sgt with no memory other than of living in a world where killing is the norm for a nation someplace on the other side of the world that existed to me only in other peoples words.

I would read in the Stars and Stripes about protests and Politicians back in the States making decisions on how we did our job. I was an American Advisor on Convoy with orders not to lock and load until in eminent danger of death. Some one too scared to join the U.S. Military is telling us this? I was deep in the bush where I stopped the convoy at a friendly village for the night. I was taken by three, late that night from the village whom were the enemy. Tied up and taken to their camp site. I escaped and kill one to get my M-16 back. This boy that I killed could not have been but maybe ten years old. This was one of the proudest moments of my life at the time. I come back here to the world (US) only to have people not willing to give to defend their nation mock and despise me. I go out of my way to obey the law and volunteer to be accepted in a nation that does not want us. I learn about the Constitution and the reasons it was created. I stand as a U.S. Marine for a nation that was build on the pride of the people for the good of all the people equally with no exceptions.

The Madbury NH selectmen use government power to harm local residents that the selectmen do not want in their town. Judge Peter Fauver violates the constitution to aid these selectmen. The NH Supreme Court covers up this case when it is presented to them. The NH government and press go out of there way to stop me from making the facts public. My VA medical is stopped unless I stop my opinion letters. Some of your children will go off to Iraq or Afghanistan to fight for a belief. They will come home to a nation of people not willing to stand up for their own rights. These same people will write opinion that mocks The Vietnam, Iraq and Afghanistan jobs that we did to keep politicians that were to scared to serve (have a legacy impressive) was with our lives.

We are the Men and Women that fight for your freedom and you do not even appreciate it.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Children will Lose. 6-14-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A deep opinion of something no one wants to hear. A repetitive opinion of pain and anguish of a life that does not exist. Sympathy has nothing to do with it. Real life seems to exist, it just can not be found. A society that wants everything but does not want to follow the rules as others. Imagine talking and no one hears you. Just look and see if ones own mind can live in a society and never really be here. You the people do not need to hear about my TBI. Never knowing what it is like to be a child in NH growing up with brothers and a sister. One day getting off a plane and being spit on and called a baby killer to think how nice it is to finally be back in the world (US) and welcomed home. It is as if I have everything and can not get out of the benjo ditch in the bush. Was I really a U.S. Marine? Did I come back or read it in the Stars and Stripes?

I went to a graduation party and talked with a lot of people. My questions and participation the entire day were never responded to. My grown children and wife did as they wish never hearing what I was saying. I went to watch the baseball game to think if reality was here. Writing letters is something that I learned because the MC came out with an order that Marines had to write home once a month. I talked to people through the mail for thirty one months that I had no memory of. Writing letters became easy but remembering what I said never happen. Following orders was what I did because there was nothing else. The graduation party was like distance was coming between my mind and the reality of being a U.S. Marine. These children most if any will never serve in the military. All at this party have been accepted to college. My talking at the graduation party was like mist blowing in the air.

Killing is wrong but as I stand here watching this child fall to the ground pride overwhelms my mind. I wipe the bayonet off, pick up my M-16 trying to decide if going back to the camp fire and killing the other two or get the convoy moving again. I run through the darkness of the bush to the friendly village and silently wake the drivers to move the convoy. The deep opinion of a demented mind where is it. Can this be a repetitive letter or a letter in the mind of a Marine waiting to die in a benjo ditch?

The Veterans administration does not hear my complaints of illegal actions by them. State and Federal elected officials do not hear my words of criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver and others. The police State and local use harassment to silence my opinion violating what we are over here to prevent. Newspapers silence my opinion as if the U.S. Marine Corps is to be used and extinguished before coming home. The NH governor charges me money to talk with him but it does not happen. I am in a world that I do not belong.

Can the mind of a U.S. Marine be extinguished by the editors censoring what we really are? Marines are created to do a job and society can not accept that we exist. The children will lose because that is where Marines come from (Your Child)

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

VA Justice 1012-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

U.S. Rep Shea-Porter was written about in the opinion page of the Concord Monitor newspaper today. This elected federal official is a self servicing, attention getter. She claims that her husband did 20 years in the AF so that qualifies her as a Veteran or Veteran representative because she knows what it is like. Granted the people that serve in the Military do earn awards and medals. Personally other than the Medal of Honor these medals and awards are deserved by every single U.S. Military personal. To award these 50 years after just does not make sense. If the military record qualifies you then it must be awarded. If it is not then the person in charge should be fired for not issuing it when requested. What or why would anyone want to expose their family to memories of war by hanging reminders on the wall. Shea-Porter filed false police criminal complaints to get me arrested to stop my opinion letters about her. Nothing was done to her. She then used my Military disabilities to attempt to stop my letters. The VA then stopped my medical care to as any reasonable person would see it to help Shea-Porter. Ask why the opinion letters telling the public are censored by the Newspapers to protect Shea-Porter?

Does the general public understand that our military even today give so that your rights under the constitution are not diminished. Should editors be allowed to censor or edit opinion letters telling the public of wrongs in government? If my telling the public that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal for using the law to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to criminally violate the Constitution to harm other U.S. citizens he has legal recourse if what I say is not the truth. The Madbury selectmen have the same recourse if my words about them using government powers to discriminate against people that they want out of their Town. Should Governor Lynch be allowed to charge money to speak with him about NH. He did. Should NH officials be allowed to use the State and local police to attempt to scare and intimidate a citizen that uses Freedom of speech to expose wrongs in government? Should the editors be allowed to use the newspapers to stop the free voters choice by stopping the free flow of facts about candidates running?

The public may not like my repetitive letters but I volunteer to help people every day. I receive nothing for helping this Madbury family stop the Use of Government powers to run them out of Madbury NH. Helping to stop criminal government actions the officials will use every illegal act possible to stop you. I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine and I will do everything legal with in my means to stop such criminal acts. Telling the truth about Shea-Porter should not be censored.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Do Not give me Pity 6-9-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I do not need or want your pity. My life has been filled with adventures and life altering events that people like you can not even conceive as possible. My goal is to make life better for every U.S. citizen even you. My goal is to make this nation aware of the U.S. Military Veterans returning and being unknowingly discriminated against because society can not grasp the mental and physical changes that silently grow and some times dominate these men and women that gave everything for your freedom. Your comments of my crying because things are not going my way could not be further from the truth. I served as a U.S. Marine during the Vietnam Conflict. I survived with four life changing disabilities received at separate times. Since I have come back Volunteering every day to help others, allows me to accept being in a place that does not believe in what (We) did. I killed before remembering kissing my first round eyed girl. I came back with no memory of how to live in a civilized society because of my head injury. I drive big rigs, wire homes, built houses, wrote and published two books, and have been successful at these and many other adventures. I volunteer over thirty years teaching children different subjects in schools and other places. My goal is to give so life can be better for you and future generations.

Can you even grasp if this Madbury family was your family? I volunteered because these people that I did not know asked me for help. Judge Peter Fauver used the power of the courts to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to decide whom can live in there town and those they do not think are good enough. Our elected officials and the NH supreme court want to cover up this case. As a volunteer they can not stop me. My belief in the U.S. is so strong that I will not quit. No one wants to talk with me for fear the facts will become public. Governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him yet he will not meet. They stopped my VA medical to stop my free speech. Last night after 9:30 the VA suicide hot line harassed me on the phone to disrupt my life. If communication is a civilized society’s means of solving problems why will they not speak with me?

Using my freedom and medical conditions to control my exposing Fauver in his criminal acts can and will happen to you if it is allowed to continue. The best thing that could happen to me is my death. This way my being proud of taking other human lives will no longer stop society from not accepting us. My ordering other Marines under me in life altering and deathly situations will finally be over.

Dr Potenza sent me a registered letter yesterday because I do not answer his phone calls. This gives them documents for my records if this becomes public. I can not get medical care or pain medication but the government waste money on registered mail. I do not need your pity. What you need is to realize that the government has gone to far.

We (meaning U.S. Military Veterans) gave to protect and defend your rights under the Constitution that you are allowing so few to diminish. Pity has nothing to do with it. It is everyone’s obligation to see that Our Rights are not diminished in any way.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper