Peter takes time off 5-14-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People call me names and such (as a wanna be). People believe that I place my life and family on the line for some self motivation. People Flagg my letters or censor them to keep others from reading them and learning the truth. The NH government and courts use illegal and criminal tactics to stop me. Police use harassment to attempt to get me to violate the law so they can arrest me legally. I volunteer every day to help others with out concern for the pain or discomfort from my four permanent life changing disabilities received in the U.S. Marine Corps tour during the Vietnam Conflict. I have unsuccessfully attempted to end it many times since I returned in seventy four to a (World) U.S. that I do not belong. I have mental lapses that take me into a world that no one belongs and there is no answers. I jumped many months ago off a cliff only to be carried by the wind to the top of a birch tree that lowered me to the ground leaving a scare on my upper leg to mark the memory. The VA stops my medical care to stop me from writing opinion letters about the Criminal Judge Peter Fauver.

What happen to freedom of the press? What happen to the Constitution? Can anyone tell me why the NH supreme court would cover up Judge Fauver using court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers to drive people that they do not like out of town? Tell me what satisfaction the newspapers get out of refusing to inform its readers about the truth? Why would the newspapers want to protect criminal acts by Fauver and the NH government? The VA suicide hotline drives me to commit suicide with continuous phone calls. The VA sends me to out side doctors and then sends me the bill. The out side doctors give me medication and the VA makes me pay for it. We have laws and rules that the general public must follow but the judges and connected government officials do not have to obey.

My attempts to end it have failed. The police attempts to get me to violate the law have failed. The VA attempting to get me to commit suicide have failed. I can not shame the U.S. Military that every day since the start of the U.S. have given, just so that this nation would have equal treatment for all. Freedom is no more, where the people are deprived of the truth because a few want to cover it up. When the NH Supreme court can refuse to hear a case that spells out and documents Judge Fauver using judicial powers to allow discrimination and other more serious crimes of the Madbury NH selectmen some one must give at all costs to expose it. I lay here in this benjo ditch listening to the little feet silently move in the distance, while looking up at the sky wondering what the U.S. is like. There can be no answers, I tell my self if this is a dream and I am a wanna be. May be time off, can end it for all. This is the last letter for a few days or more.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Disabled Veteran 5-13-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

New readers of my letters may have a few facts wrong. I am a high school drop out. At 17, I left home and became a U.S. Marine. Right out of boot camp there was a auto accident which I lost my complete memory for ever. Because of an admin error I was sent back to active duty with no memory at all. Spending the next 31 months over seas fighting for this nation. I came back in 74 seeing the U.S. for the first time that I can remember. I received three more life changing disabilities combat related before coming back to the world (US). I volunteer every day since coming back and that is how in 1999 I met the family in Madbury NH. They read a letter of mine in the paper and called to ask if I could help them. With out hesitation I went to talk with this family. It was a zoning issue. The Madbury NH selectmen admitted in public that they were using government powers to run this family out of town because one of the selectmen did not like them. Judge Peter Fauver under a little used NH law appointed me as their attorney. WE proved with documents, facts and witnesses which in any reasonable persons mind the criminal acts committed by Madbury beyond any doubt. Judge Fauver knowingly and with intent to harm used the court powers in a discriminatory manner to protect the selectmen and the illegal acts. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case presented to them because it spelled out with no doubt that Judge Fauver was a criminal. The High court in NH could not let a high school drop out prove that the NH judicial system needed to correct the wrongs of discrimination and abuse of power. These facts have been stated and documented in court records this is why I can openly write them with out fear of libel. NH is acting in a Hitler like manner and the people are to scared to react openly.

The NH courts and government violated the Constitution in their attempt to stop my informing the public by opinion letters. They use the State and local police to harass my friends, family and me. Fauver uses the local sheriff to for this harassment. The governor charges me money to talk but we never do. The terrorist charges under the Patriot act were used to attempt to demonstrate the power of government. Four days before the trial the charges were dropped after 6 months loss of freedom. The newspapers refuse to print the facts or my opinion letters. The News went so far that during this past election they printed articles bending the facts to destroy my election chances. A Mr. Pingree in todays paper writes about how someone comparing Obama to Hitler may be wrong because Hitlers tactics can not be used in the U.S. The people of NH take a blind eye because of Newspaper censor ship. Censorship is coming to a close because of people like the NH Free Press and now a Calif. Writer named Bobby Florentz. The movement to take the United States back is coming alive. There is to much crime and corruption in the government not to correct it now.

I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine that volunteers every day to help others. I do this to make the United States better for all in the future. I do this to show respect for those U.S. Military that will never get to enjoy the freedom that the public take for granted. My letters are a way of hoping any one that reads them will help bring this nation back to the reason it was created. Equal justice for all.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veterans Today Staff Writer 5-12-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I have been a staff writer for the Veterans Today Blog for awhile now. My page is banned from there site but every once in awhile they print my letters. I hold dear to my heart the welfare of every U.S. Military, Past Present and Future with my every word. I care about the U.S. citizens and our rights guaranteed under the Constitution. I am simply amazed at the number of people across the U.S. that read my letters every day as if this nobody has the right to say anything. I openly talk about my plight with memory that never leaves me. My openness never would have happen if I did not volunteer every day helping others. Helping this one Madbury NH family with a zoning issue is what sharpened my ability to be open. Being put in jail as a terrorist by the NH government to stop my opinion letters made me aware of the hardships placed on innocent U.S. citizens by people with to much power. The VA stopped my medical care for my service rated disabilities to help NH stop my opinion letters. Veterans Today writes about how it is now a daily routine for senator to read this site to learn about Veteran causes. It is not just Veterans Today that has banned me, every newspaper in the U.S. has banned my letters. My words are ringing across the U.S. any way.

My head injury left me with no memory of my life in the U.S. before the accident. I spent the next 31 months overseas as a U.S. Marine wondering what the U.S. was like. I now endure the pain in my head and back everyday volunteering hoping that it will cause my death. The articles in every newspaper talks about U.S. Military and Veterans committing suicide and ways to prevent it. You see over the years since 74 when I returned many times while in one of my other worlds I have attempted to do what many wish would happen to me. I have come close many times but seem to come back to this world and stop my actions. The one time that I remember that I did not come back in time the wind caught me and placed me on the top of a birch tree which lowered me to the ground safely before snapping. It was as if another Marine gave his life so that I can continue. It is like the torment and torture from the NH government is my incentive to teach the American People why it is not right for us to come home. The conflict of being proud of what we have done and what this civilized society taught us (and reminds us every day) what is correct, never come together. My plight with no memory of the U.S. prior to coming home left me to learn just how much silence is necessary to exist in a place that can not accept us. Silence has driven me to be open and write harsh, honest letters of what is necessary to you, the American people understanding that you will never conceive why we are proud of the atrocities of what we did.

I write the truth of the criminal acts of Judge Peter Fauver. The discrimination that the Madbury NH selectmen use to run local residents out of Madbury. The cover up by the NH supreme court. The Constitutional crimes of the NH elected officials and VA officials to stop a U.S. citizen from writing opinion letters. My heart is with every U.S. Military, Past, Present, and Future because we give everything to protect and defend that what you have become complacent with as if you expect it will always be here to protect you. Constitution.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Suicide, Veteran, Call 5-11-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The response from Veterans that the (VA does not care) letter was unreal. Veterans telling me how correct my letter is. The turmoil and neglect facing them each time they turn to the VA for help, medical or other wise. I did receive one letter that told how great the VA is to him. So I guess there is two sides to every story. The Concord Monitor Blog did provoke one Mr. Satire to respond to telling me that I should not drive. No concern about my medical care being neglected by the VA and our NH elected officials violating the Constitution to provoke my suicide. The scare on my leg (from the top of the birch tree) has faded to just a line to remind me each time that I see it how this U.S. Marine has failed to achieve the VA wishes of completing my death. Veterans for common since paper talks about how Veteran suicides are down for April. The Veterans Today blog zeros in on the Veterans problems but no one wants to cross the line to help veterans in need. No one can see the line drawn in most veterans heads (of veterans that have been there). Can a veteran live in two worlds and not be aware the effect this draining memory is doing to their lives? Can a veteran go into this alternative world and no one around him being aware of the content of this veteran? Society labels these human beings as losers and wasted potential. The NH governor extorts money from this veteran to talk but never does. Do disabled Veterans have anything to warrant us to drain money from the pockets of our politicians if it does not help the politicians image. If the response from other neglected veterans is so strong maybe the editors should think of telling their readers the truth of what Veterans are saying. My letters are harsh and true but so is the reality of our two worlds that you will never understand.

To use government powers to stop a disabled veteran from telling other U.S. citizens that judge Peter Fauver is a criminal does not make since. To stop a 100% disabled veterans medical care to cause suicide is outrageous. The NH supreme court covered up this case of the Madbury selectmen driving local residents they do not like out of Madbury using government powers. Fauver used discrimination to protect these crimes and the NH elected officials turn a blind eye because it is a disabled veteran that hopefully will commit suicide as a needed element to cover the crimes of the NH judicial and elected officials.

A writer from Calif just called me (Bobby something) he wants to write a story of the criminal acts being perpetrated on this disabled Veteran. I give my permission to this man and anyone else that wants to verify my facts. Call a Dr Dan Potenza at the NH VAH you have my permission to see my medical and any other records. At the NH Supreme court case 2003-0477. The facts in this case is so overwhelming it just does not make since why it continues. Criminal judges must be abolished.

If you read the cards correct, this U.S. Marines line was drawn in the benjo ditch that it looks like I never really got out of. Does reality really exist.

Veterans are children that become killing machines to protect that what those that never serve take for granted. Many veterans have responded to my letters with that untold fact of neglect. I do want to thank Dr Dan and the other staff of the VA you put the greatest care out but it is your senior staff that use political games to harm Veterans.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA does not care 5-10-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The VA officials have shown that they do not care about disabled veterans under their care. Public opinion letters detailing medical conditions being not only neglected but criminally dismissed. The VA has taken to openly in the public eye to not treat a veteran in need of medical care. This is a 100% disabled Veteran (service connected). If the VA officials are so bold to do this to one NH veteran think of all the returning U.S. Military today that are set aside because the VA officials just do not care. I send not only every letter that I write to the VA but local and federal elected officials, judges, newspapers and more. 2800 copies of my letter go out each day. The NH Craigs list has brought a great response from NH residents but the torture continues. The public is silent because it is not their concern. The thing is that if this is happening to me it can and will be someone you know or related to that fought for your freedom next. What NH and the VA have done to me, I can be open with you over. My life is over. There is nothing left here for me to be concerned with. The pain in my body and head can be so bad at times as I wrote about yesterday. Other U.S. Military Veterans are not in a position to enlighten the public to the criminal acts of the VA.

Public praise of U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter is so miss placed. She does not work to help Veterans. She strictly works to improve her public image. Shea-Porter to stop my opinion letters about the criminal acts committed by judge Peter Fauver used my VA medical conditions to stop me. She filed false police reports to stop my letters. The VA stopped my medical care to get on her good side. You the public do not want to hear about my problems because they are not yours. You cry publicly for veterans that commit suicide on paper but is it real. Think about the Madbury NH family that the selectmen do not like. The selectmen used government powers to run this family out of Madbury NH. Fauver used court powers to protect the selectmen use of discrimination to harm NH residents against the peace and dignity of the state. The NH supreme court covered up the case to protect the legal empire dominance over the people.

I volunteer every day to help people I have not violated the law or committed a violent act. Are You safe from government totalitarianism?

If the VA and NH can do this to me and you the public do nothing the consequences are beyond your ability to conceive. Freedom is not Free.

The day that I became a United States Marine this nation came first in my life and I will do nothing to dishonor her.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

That’s Better 5-9-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Kathleen writes an opinion on we talk about the bad in society to much, lets talk about the better part. Anne writes about war crimes and how it is immoral to kill innocent civilians. The dramatic ends of two views of the world. Talking about the good in the world is always a good way to start off the day. Yesterday, for free mind you, I helped a friend with his self employment. He was short handed so I drove truck for him. I do have my commercial license. It started out that I was just going to hall two loads of sand while he used the heavy equipment to redo this mans driveway. The beautiful part of the job was watching the scenery as I drove back and forth to the pit. What a wonderful time it was when the left eye closed and my cheek began to quiver irately. I pulled the truck over and dreamed that I was in a box with no sides, just floating. After about an hour my eye opened the head pain stopped sending knife like stabs into my scalp. I believe it was about six loads that I completed that day.

Marines killing people in a war zone. Hostile forces use innocent people for cover to kill Marines. The goody two shoes complain because to protect freedom in our nation, so two shoes can complain with out fear of reprisal, people die. These children that become Marines are sent there by your politicians whom most have never served. The Marines are just doing what they are trained to do: Protect and defend our Constitution. Take orders. We (meaning U.S. Military Veterans) come home to be neglected and tossed aside by society. We are spit on, called baby killers and left to die on the street if we are lucky. U.S. Marines are created and we kill because it is what we are trained to do. The good part of being a Marine is when we drive the enemy out, the people left have less to be fearful off tyrants controlling their lives. Freedom Exists.

The good part of society back here in the world (US) is that we have the freedom to write about the wrongs in government. The good is also that people do not have to read the opinion if they do not appreciate the harm Judge Peter Fauver can do if he is allowed to continue to be a criminal on the lose. The good can be the diminishing of our constitution if we allow the NH supreme court to cover up crimes committed by judges to keep third domination in tack. This way selectmen like in Madbury NH can evict illegally local residents that the selectmen do not think are good enough for the elite community of Madbury NH. This is what is so good about freedom you can deprive a veteran of medical care and feel good about it. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. Our checks and balances are controlled by Fauver’s community elite.

Is not freedom wonderful

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Can words be wrong 5-7-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The newspapers refuse to print the opinion of the people. Can words be wrong? People in government refuse to speak with me. These same officials charge me money to talk with them but never do. Violence in a civilized society can not be the only alternative. The public should be outraged that communication has stopped between U.S. citizens and the government. The news is quick to print an opinion comparing Obama to Hitler but these same editors refuse to print the discrimination publicly enforced against this disabled veteran. The news is quick to print an opinion on (Wrong on guns) can this be portrayed as encouraging violence. Change in a civilized society will come it is just a matter of what form it will be started with. People that do not know me tell me that they are afraid of me. I have volunteered every day helping others since returning to the states in seventy four. People (even ones that I do not even know) ask me for help. I do not hesitate to volunteer my time to help. I have not violated the law. I have not been violent. I wrote a letter yesterday on discrimination that got the best response yet but the discrimination did not stop. People are hearing my words yet no one will step forward to help. Newspapers went out of their way to harm my character in the voters eye this past primary when I ran for state office yet they refused to print my response. Am I a crazy U.S. Marine caught in a bubble of time that the newspapers are jointly reinforcing. Can the only way to break the bubble is to end the nightmare of where I am. Can it be that newspaper ethics is no longer the truth or the opinion of the people?

I write the VA inspector general every day telling of crimes by VA officials. My letters are ignored. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that uses the power of the court to enforce government wrongs against the people. My VA medical was stopped to stop my opinion letters exposing Judge Fauver. The NH supreme court covered up the case when it was presented to them. The VA sends me to a civilian doctor for my service disabilities and then sends me a bill. Fauver and the NH Gov use the state and local police to intimidate me to commit suicide or violence. Fauver uses the local sheriff for Gusto tactics to scare me. Newspapers with their great code of ethics refuses to tell the public.

Am I a disabled Veteran? Did I actually come home. Reality has never been further from the truth. Everyone can not be wrong so it has to be me. I have been to hell and back but this time I can not find the road. I do not need medication or pity the end is the only solution where is it?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NH Senate-Discrimination 5-6-07

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

It is discrimination when a citizen is put in jail as a terrorist to stop opinion letters labeling judges and government officials as criminals. It is discrimination when the NH Supreme Court covers up Judge Fauver using court powers to protect the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers to harm local residents. It is discrimination when Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff for personal Gusto tactics against U.S. citizens to stop exposing criminal acts by Fauver. It is discrimination when newspapers write articles harming a free election to stop the voters informed choice. People are worried that Sylvia Larson NH state senator is calling the gay marriage bill discriminatory. Not only is it discrimination to stop my VA medical care for combat related disabilities it is against the law. People are afraid to openly support me. I am a scary character because of my U.S. Marine Corps disabilities. Where does a disabled veteran go when it is the Government and the courts harming intentionally U.S. citizens. I volunteer every day just to accept that I do not belong here. People every day ask me for help as a local restaurant owner this morning to fix his antique can opener. Because NH declared me a terrorist the local schools have stopped asking me to volunteer with the children.

It is discrimination for NH governor Lynch to charge me money to have the right to speak one on one with him. He took my money and we still have not talked. Do you get the point. None of this can happen in the U.S. It is like the two books that I have written. My first book tells of my tour in the Marine Corps. People tell me that no one could live through and do what is in the book. Well the book is true. As is my second book of Judge Peter Fauver using court powers to illegally harm U.S. citizens. Our NH elected officials as Sylvia Larson, Amanda Merrill and all the others ignore me unless they need my volunteer help. They are hoping that I go away. When they need to distance them selves more or stop my opinion letters exposing government wrongs they use government and court powers to harm my family, friends and me.

I asked the VA for pain medication over six months ago for my head pain. The VA sent me to a civilian specialist and then sent me the bill. The nose doctor could not help my TBI because she did not understand Neurology. The VA I am sure is trying to have me commit suicide to stop me. I know the head and body pain from my disabilities some times gets so bad that death would be preferred. The VA suicide hotline haunts me and causes tension with my wife with their phone calls. What really tick my wife is when the VA hotline sends the police to harass us.

You want to talk about miss use of government powers and discrimination look at the U.S. Military left on the street with out care. Did I ever rally come back to the world (U.S.). You the people of the U.S. want the U.S. Military to protect and defend our Constitution but you are unwilling to stop our politicians from criminally violating every thing that we give for your freedom.

The people in the NH government and the courts are so afraid that if they publicly talk with me that the truth will be an open book. If we the people can not correct the wrongs of the NH supreme court and government officials what is left.

Discrimination is a harsh word but useless if allowed to continue.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC

U.S. Military Veteran Question 5-6-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Volunteering is something that is a part of my life. Taking a thank you is ok but a gift or any other compensation is taboo to me. Understanding that other people have to work to survive there is no problem with doing a job, beside and with paid employees. Actually is that not what a volunteer is, some one to ease the work load with out increasing the budget. Volunteering every day is my selfish way to show respect to those that did not come back alive. You can call it luck or any thing else but why? Men far better in character and education died and a no body like me is allowed to come back with no reason allowed.

Everything has come to me. My experiences in the Marine Corps and after, far exceed that what others can conceive. I got a beautiful, intelligent, financially and socially responsible wife that loves sex and is totally in love with me. I have three great daughters with college and now their masters degrees. I have built, wire, plumbed houses, operate heavy equipment and trucks, been a lawyer and many other things. I have written two published books, but I can not remember things. I am 100% disabled with four separate disabilities from the MC. One of my injuries is TBI, a head injury. I do not remember a thing before I left for my 31 month overseas tour in nineteen seventy. My thoughts of the world being as was over there always had me asking why? From the smallest event to killing, every thing was new to me in life. Then the MC tells me that I am no longer a Sgt and dumps me into the world (NH). Killing is taboo and no longer is it my place to order others to do jobs. Round eyed woman are all around. People laugh when I dive for cover from the sound of loud noises or subspecies of peoples motions even of others not with us. Every thing is different and no one could tell me why? Volunteering to help others in the MC taught me social skills and educated me with out other questioning my motives

I started college when I first got back because education during my tour kept me going. At UNH I learned how to volunteer in the local communities to learn about living in the U.S. Volunteering has allowed me to survive all these year trying to find the answer why? Many days I volunteer because I have that feeling as now. Coming back was a mistake, but how do I correct it. What I learned we fought for does not exist. What is reality? The obstacles in my world now question every thing that I learned. Judge Fauver is allowed to criminally violate the law. The NH supreme court covers up the crimes by Fauver. The NH government violates to constitution to stop my opinion letters versus protecting the people. The VA stops my medical care and pushes me to suicide. My attempts over the years question reality because they never succeed.

The pain in my head tells me it is time to go. I see the fatal eyes of that child as my bayonet drains his life. The world (U.S.) is a place that some day may be will accept me.

I will volunteer until the end because I came back alive with out reason. Volunteers are used freely.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NECN Veteran Program 5-5-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I watched the NECN program on U.S. Military returning disabled. Believing that the subject would be a fictional account of what is real my thoughts were negative at the start. The program was informative and told the truth. The prospects and encouragement are there and people are becoming aware of the disabled U.S. Military veterans. I do not remember the names of the individuals Veterans in the show but each story took me deep in thought. Can this be real. I can identify with what they were saying from back in the seventies when I came home from a conflict. The program highlighted how well the system is improving but it left out the U.S. Military veterans that have the silent disability that eats in there mind until they become homeless, divorced or have lost the positive future to become a nothing that society look at as a loser or a criminal. Veterans helping veterans and politicians working for the good of veterans was a positive step. The problem is that politicians only work for those subjects that can improve their image in the public eye. These Veterans in the program needed and got the care that they needed and deserve but the ones lost in a VA system that just does not care is what I write about. NECN I praise you for your program but tell the other side.

My repetitive letters only anger the public. I get positive responses from most but here and there a negative one comes. The VA stopped my medical care for my four service connected disabilities, some being combat related. They stopped my medical to aid NH to get me to stop writing opinion letters about government wrongs. It is not just me, or me at all. It is the veterans lost on the street today or the ones in jail because those returning even today see society different than you that have never been there. NECN want to and try to but understanding dieing ever second of everyday until you become so complacent with it that it no longer concerns you. Killing others daily. Ignoring injured or dead Marines that you have lived and fought with until the mission is over. These are the mind altering memories that educated you as you lived like a pig, to protect freedom.

The opinion letter today about quit complaining and lets only talk about the good things in life, sums up the sixty love style that protested the Vietnam Conflict. These Veterans were lost in red tape and conflict in the VA. Lets not let the U.S. Military Veterans returning today get the same. Can it be repetitive for the news media to censor that the VA stopped a disabled veterans medical care. Can good news come from bad situations. We gave so that the Constitution could give equal treatment to every U.S. citizen. NH judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that violated the Constitution to intentionally harm other U.S. citizens. NH governor Lynch charged this disabled veteran money for the chance to talk with an elected official. We never talked because a disabled veteran is not good enough. The VA suicide hotline haunts me to commit suicide and the VA stopped my medical care. I have tried many times since I came back to kill my self, not for what NH is doing but because I do not belong back here. The one time that I did not come out of my flash back to not do it is the time I jumped off a cliff and a birch tree snagged my pant leg and lowered me to the ground. This letter is not about me it is about the NECN program. My facts just highlight the negative part of society that illustrate how veterans are miss treated by the U.S. people. NECN should listen because doing what we did will never make a good program although it is why you can be free to do any program that you wish. Innocent people die in war that is what freedom comes from.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Tom McDemott 5-05-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

This is a return letter to Tom. I do hope that Tom does not mind that I am publishing this letter as one. I have never said to anyone that the world could not hear my words freely. I stand behind every thing that I say. First of all Tom, I want to thank you for dropping me a line. I want you to know it does not matter that you did not see a war zone. Any one that served deserves and gets my greatest respect. I understand there are people that want to feel as I do but you fail to understand that they can not. As I can not feel as they do. I did not experience being a tunnel rat, climbing a hill under fire, just because a superior wanted that hill. I only know what it is like to be the only person deep in the bush that speaks American on convoy as American Advisor. I only know what it is like to kill a child with a bayonet to get my M-16 back and escape. I know the lonely times of waiting to die and the joist times when that one beer a day is engulfed. I know what it is like to crash in a C-117 and having a sniper bullet pass with in inches of my head. I have jumped to my death only to safely land and move on. The problem is it that it does not a matter with these veterans moving on. Where do we move to? How do you get the memories out of you head every time some one in this civilized society question ethics of what the military has done. It is not a matter of waiting to obtain benefits. It is a matter of this civilized society curtails the benefits to obtain money to spend on their pet projects. Veterans are no longer needed so forget them, this is what happens.

The media does not want to tell the plight of veterans. What the media wants is to hype up news to make papers sell. Veterans feel a part of society. That is our point. You just do not get it. Our actions are something this civilized society can not accept. I am a baby killer. I launched and stopped aircraft that destroyed thousands of lives. I am proud of every thing that I did. Where do I go, when I do not belong?

It is not that the federal government does not enforce the laws as they pertain to veterans. You see we gave so that the Constitution could protect every citizens equally. That is the point. People have become so complacent with life that the Constitution is a worthless piece of paper. People have to understand that the homeless veteran on the street or the one in your home that can not forget, can not adjust, because you can not under stand what it is like to day after day year after year die every single day until life no longer matters. You can not see that taking life is as easy as eating mothers apple pie. You just do your job hoping the short calendar ends or life is over.

Your words mean a lot to me. You are a Veteran and I respect you. I did not believe in God in country. If there was a God there would not be war. I am not alone and I understand this. There are to many of me out there that this civilized society is neglecting. I do not care if they see me but seeing those Veterans returning today can not be aloud to receive the miss understandings of yesterday.

Thank you Tom for your letter. You are doing a great benefit to Veterans by trying to help those in need. My only joy will be when I am successful seeing the light.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

New Hampshire Look out 5-4-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People from across the U.S. are reading my letters. Political leaders in NH should start thinking about may be repaying me for the money they charged me to speak with them. It is called extortion. NH governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him, one on one about criminal acts committed by Judge Peter Fauver against the peace and dignity of the State of NH. It is against the law to charge any person to speak with an elected or government official. The newspapers should start thinking about publishing my opinion letters. It did NH officials no good to get my medical care for combat related disabilities stopped because my opinion letters continue. Censorship hurts all U.S. citizens even the credibility of the newspapers. The NH craigs list and the Concord Monitor blogs publish my letters and people are reading them. The web is making it so newspapers are only a link to communication. We the people can in seconds tell those connected to the web facts undistorted by the editors. The newspaper did a great job in distorting the truth to stop my bid for the NH state senate this past primary. The U.S. people will learn the truth even if the editors believe they control the word.

People like to flagg my letters but the importance of people reading them is confirmed in the response that I receive. I have lived a secret life in a different world since I came back. This is a common experience for U.S. Military returning. My case may be a little different because one of my four disabilities is TBI traumatic brain injury. I have no memory of any part of my life prior to the Marine Corps. I came back to a world the U.S. for the first time that I remember when I came home at 21. I did 31 months of my four year tour over seas. I learned silence and volunteering is the way to be accepted into this civilized society. The criminal acts of judge Fauver is what made me start speaking publicly about life. The NH supreme court was presented a case that documented and proof beyond any doubt of these crimes by Fauver and covered it up to protect their dominance over the people. I speak openly about it and the editors and NH government wage a war against my opinion becoming public.

The importance of my letters is the public is becoming aware of the silent demons that may lurk in the returning Veterans. Several mothers wrote me to tell me the difference in their child when they came back. One mother talks about her childs friend whom returned as a different person. She tells about how her sons goal is to enter the Marine Corps to fight for our nation. She is scared.

I would not wish what my tour in the MC was on anyone. I would not change a thing in my tour. I have lived and done things most if any will ever even conceive as possible. I am proud of everyone of my situations. My only grief is that I came back to a world (U.S.) that I do not belong. The importance of my letters is that they are making people aware of what the NH and U.S. government is doing to the peoples rights. My letters are also making people aware of unawareness of the understanding of the silent demons that linger in returning veterans until years later when they grow like a cancer and destroy a other wise promising life. My life is over as the NH government wants it to end. A line in the Union leader today (we stopped believing in tomorrow for the cheap thrill of today) tells why this civilized society dishonors the Veterans of past and present. People across the U.S. are reading and learning the truth.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

New Hampshire Look out 5-4-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People from across the U.S. are reading my letters. Political leaders in NH should start thinking about may be repaying me for the money they charged me to speak with them. It is called extortion. NH governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him, one on one about criminal acts committed by Judge Peter Fauver against the peace and dignity of the State of NH. It is against the law to charge any person to speak with an elected or government official. The newspapers should start thinking about publishing my opinion letters. It did NH officials no good to get my medical care for combat related disabilities stopped because my opinion letters continue. Censorship hurts all U.S. citizens even the credibility of the newspapers. The NH craigs list and the Concord Monitor blogs publish my letters and people are reading them. The web is making it so newspapers are only a link to communication. We the people can in seconds tell those connected to the web facts undistorted by the editors. The newspaper did a great job in distorting the truth to stop my bid for the NH state senate this past primary. The U.S. people will learn the truth even if the editors believe they control the word.

People like to flagg my letters but the importance of people reading them is confirmed in the response that I receive. I have lived a secret life in a different world since I came back. This is a common experience for U.S. Military returning. My case may be a little different because one of my four disabilities is TBI traumatic brain injury. I have no memory of any part of my life prior to the Marine Corps. I came back to a world the U.S. for the first time that I remember when I came home at 21. I did 31 months of my four year tour over seas. I learned silence and volunteering is the way to be accepted into this civilized society. The criminal acts of judge Fauver is what made me start speaking publicly about life. The NH supreme court was presented a case that documented and proof beyond any doubt of these crimes by Fauver and covered it up to protect their dominance over the people. I speak openly about it and the editors and NH government wage a war against my opinion becoming public.

The importance of my letters is the public is becoming aware of the silent demons that may lurk in the returning Veterans. Several mothers wrote me to tell me the difference in their child when they came back. One mother talks about her childs friend whom returned as a different person. She tells about how her sons goal is to enter the Marine Corps to fight for our nation. She is scared.

I would not wish what my tour in the MC was on anyone. I would not change a thing in my tour. I have lived and done things most if any will ever even conceive as possible. I am proud of everyone of my situations. My only grief is that I came back to a world (U.S.) that I do not belong. The importance of my letters is that they are making people aware of what the NH and U.S. government is doing to the peoples rights. My letters are also making people aware of unawareness of the understanding of the silent demons that linger in returning veterans until years later when they grow like a cancer and destroy a other wise promising life. My life is over as the NH government wants it to end. A line in the Union leader today (we stopped believing in tomorrow for the cheap thrill of today) tells why this civilized society dishonors the Veterans of past and present. People across the U.S. are reading and learning the truth.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

New Hampshire Look out 5-4-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People from across the U.S. are reading my letters. Political leaders in NH should start thinking about may be repaying me for the money they charged me to speak with them. It is called extortion. NH governor Lynch charged me money to speak with him, one on one about criminal acts committed by Judge Peter Fauver against the peace and dignity of the State of NH. It is against the law to charge any person to speak with an elected or government official. The newspapers should start thinking about publishing my opinion letters. It did NH officials no good to get my medical care for combat related disabilities stopped because my opinion letters continue. Censorship hurts all U.S. citizens even the credibility of the newspapers. The NH craigs list and the Concord Monitor blogs publish my letters and people are reading them. The web is making it so newspapers are only a link to communication. We the people can in seconds tell those connected to the web facts undistorted by the editors. The newspaper did a great job in distorting the truth to stop my bid for the NH state senate this past primary. The U.S. people will learn the truth even if the editors believe they control the word.

People like to flagg my letters but the importance of people reading them is confirmed in the response that I receive. I have lived a secret life in a different world since I came back. This is a common experience for U.S. Military returning. My case may be a little different because one of my four disabilities is TBI traumatic brain injury. I have no memory of any part of my life prior to the Marine Corps. I came back to a world the U.S. for the first time that I remember when I came home at 21. I did 31 months of my four year tour over seas. I learned silence and volunteering is the way to be accepted into this civilized society. The criminal acts of judge Fauver is what made me start speaking publicly about life. The NH supreme court was presented a case that documented and proof beyond any doubt of these crimes by Fauver and covered it up to protect their dominance over the people. I speak openly about it and the editors and NH government wage a war against my opinion becoming public.

The importance of my letters is the public is becoming aware of the silent demons that may lurk in the returning Veterans. Several mothers wrote me to tell me the difference in their child when they came back. One mother talks about her childs friend whom returned as a different person. She tells about how her sons goal is to enter the Marine Corps to fight for our nation. She is scared.

I would not wish what my tour in the MC was on anyone. I would not change a thing in my tour. I have lived and done things most if any will ever even conceive as possible. I am proud of everyone of my situations. My only grief is that I came back to a world (U.S.) that I do not belong. The importance of my letters is that they are making people aware of what the NH and U.S. government is doing to the peoples rights. My letters are also making people aware of unawareness of the understanding of the silent demons that linger in returning veterans until years later when they grow like a cancer and destroy a other wise promising life. My life is over as the NH government wants it to end. A line in the Union leader today (we stopped believing in tomorrow for the cheap thrill of today) tells why this civilized society dishonors the Veterans of past and present. People across the U.S. are reading and learning the truth.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Depression, Veteran, Suicide. 5-3-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Feelings are what make my words appear on the pagers. What are feelings? Defined as a capacity for emotions. The opinion page on the computer has many great points today. Inflaming the public. Is this not how newspapers hype up news to make people want to buy. The facts in the article may be correct but are they slanted in a non truth full way to hype up the story. Like the Nazis opinion tells of committing crimes against humanity. I get a kick out of, unborn rights opinion, or torture is illegal, immoral. Do you the public ever look at what is happening in NH and the U.S. Do you even care that U.S. Military Veterans are being neglected and cast aside. NECN did a great story on disabled Veterans living years in hospitals and being scared to come home. The story is a start but it still refuses to discuss the veteran coming home believing they are ok yet the seeds in the mind are growing destroying the veterans right to live in a civilized society. The news and the U.S. people want to understand but can not achieve the feeling of what it is to be one. A U.S. Military Veteran.

Drum out of your mind every aspect of social, moral, character instilled since birth by your up bring. Learn how to kill in every inhuman way possible and then live the actual education. Survive in living conditions that the most discussing human in the world wood be appalled by, for years. Most Veterans come home and set aside the memories and live. Others come home and that once bright future is lost in a world of crime or homelessness. Divorce and lonely ness, loss of job are factors that society labels as a loser. How can we be close to our children when we are scared of saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing. Society tells us someone with no emotions that kills back in the U.S. (world) belongs in prison. Does society define the guilt that we should feel until the confusion drums to the reminder of what we became. Have we become Nazis taking unborn rights because we are neglecting the Constitutional rights of others. Can torture by the people around us toward the veteran be correct?

You call my letters repetitive but do you hear my words. Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal that used the court illegally. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case that question the courts ethics. The NH government uses the police and prison to harm a disabled veteran to stop opinion letters. The VA uses a 100% disabled veterans medical care to stop opinion letters. U.S. Rep Shea-Porter files criminally false police complaints to put a veteran in jail to stop opinion letters. Shea-Porter contact the VA to put a veteran in the nut house to stop opinion letters. The Newspapers only publish letters and articles that praise Shea-Porter so where is the Humanity. People tell me that I need medication but is drugs to silence free speech what disabled veterans need? Is it not repetitive to drug the veteran that questions crimes against humanity and unborn rights that you will witness gone if you do not wake up and protect your rights.

The constant feeling of being there and questioning reality never leaves as if it is a repetitive opinion. The constant reminder that I do not belong haunts my ability to socialize and relate to the ones that I love and care. I am a normal human being in appearance but do you see that veteran in your family. I can put my feelings on these pages but where do belong. A Veterans dream when we are there is to some day come home but once we get here the lesson is learned that we came back to a place where society does not believe that we belong. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi