Veteran’s Conflicts,-Violence 10-15-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Conflicts between what people tell you and what is real. I love how some write and tell me to get on with my life. Let it go. Take medication. What is real and what reality is. The VA stopped this 100% disabled Veteran’s medical. All my VA files are Red Flagged. I do not want your pity. I want you to think. Think how this veteran came back from a 31 months overseas tour during the Vietnam Conflict with no memory of ever being here before. Think how this Veteran’s four life changing permanent disabilities effect my daily life. Three of the four are combat related from separate missions. Can you imagine the conflicts of having no memory and returning from combat into a civilized society? Can you imagine the conflict of not knowing friends, family from others? Can you dream of what it is like to continuously remember killing others for freedoms that no longer exist back in the “world” U.S. Should I feel guilty or not? I want to feel guilty but there is only the memory of the cruel and desperate situation of living as a U.S. Marine. Conflicts of being the only American on convoy deep in the “bush” and having three others take you away during the night. Tied up, sitting around a camp fire having men you do not know poking you and laughing at you. Reality is with no memory you do as others said, “wait, when the chance comes escape at any cost”. Conflicts, do I kill and get my M-16 back or slip into the darkness and be gone? Do I try to live long enough to see the U.S. or give my life for her. Is it worth living long enough to go back to a country and live like this back their. For this is what I thought the world was like. A chance to survive here to gone back to live the same in the U.S.

I came back to the U.S. and started volunteering every day for what I had done. I volunteer every day helping any one that I bump into that could use a hand. I volunteer to help a Madbury family that only knew me from a letter to the editor that I wrote. Judge Fauver used the courts power to help the Madbury selectmen get revenge on people the selectmen thought did not deserve to live and work in Madbury NH. Freedom would exist only if the people have the right to correct the wrongs in government. The conflict is that the NH supreme court violated the constitution to protect Fauver. The elected state officials used the power of jail and law enforcement for intimidation to take my daily life. Conflicts do exist but how do I justify letting men under my direction die for freedom that is not here. Why do we fight on foreign soil for the illusion. Is this conflict in my mind?

I have followed the law and constitution to help this Madbury family as a volunteer. I ran for elected state office this past primary. Conflict is do the editors print the truth? My life has been to make life better for others. The news told of great things about the other candidate’s with one liners to turn the voters against me. The editors refuse to print my opinion letters because “they hurt people with good reputations”

Did I really ever come home or is this my punishment of living in torment because of what I did as a U.S. Marine for a country that I did not know? The reality is you back here just do not under stand why U.S. military kill them selves. The conflict is the people that never served have a chance to understand but do not want to. Is this conflict in my mind or has the Constitution diminished to a worth less piece of paper.

Laying here in a benjo ditch should I kill my self or let the U.S. government do it?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Rep U.S. Shea-Porter

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I like U.S. Rep Shea-Porter. Do the voters have the right to hear her bad points before the election. The newspapers carry letters and articles that just boost of how great this woman is for the veteran. I am a veteran. Many Veterans fall through the cracks and vanish into death or despair because society does not understand. What ever happen to let the voters decide. The editors try to control elections along with some government personal. I ran this past primary for NH state senate. Amanda Merrill whipped me because the editors wrote great articles about her and destructive one liners about me. I have known Amanda for years. She is a credit to represent we the people. That is not the point of an election. Every voter must have truthful access to information about each candidate. Editors can not slant the elections to which candidate they favor. Let the voters know what Shea-Porter did good or bad. Editors do not print my letters to the editor because the editors tell me “they hurt people with good reputations”. No matter what Carol did to me the U.S. comes first and that is what will decide my vote.

The newspapers refuse to print my letters because they describe how Carol used her elected powers to have a VA doctor filed involuntary commitment orders to stop one of my letters to the editor. Carol filed a false criminal complaint against me with the Dover NH police to stop my letter. The Veterans Administration in NH stopped my medical care for political self gain. The Manchester NH American legion physically removed me from their club because Carol was coming. I am 100% service connected disabled veteran. Three of my four permanent life changing disabilities are combat related. Carol’s husband served in the Air Force so she is more important than just the average disabled veteran. Is not government services equal to all?

Judge Fauver violated the constitution to help the Madbury NH selectmen get revenge on local residents the selectmen do not like. Lawyers sucked this family dry of money until they were desperate. They read a letter to the editor in the local paper that I wrote and asked for my help. I dropped out of school at 17 to join the Marine Corps. I came back after the Vietnam Conflict 100% disabled. I have volunteered every day to help others since I returned. I still volunteer every day. The editors and government officials do not like me because I believe in speaking the truth no matter what the consequences. We (this family and I) presented this case to the NH supreme court. This court covered up Fauver’s and the Madbury NH selectmen’s crimes. I have not violated any laws. I followed the Constitutional requirements to correct the wrongs in government.

Sorry I feel “reality” slipping away. I have no idea which memory my mind will bring forward of my actions as a U.S. Marine. Shea-Porter’s husband is a veteran so she can understand my lack of emotions for what I did. I see the child’s face as I pull the bayonet out. American Advisor on convoy deep into the “bush”. May be my mind is telling me that I never came home. I must lay down now. How will Carol and other citizen’s that never served understand if editors censor the words of disabled veterans.

I came back to a world that I do not belong. I will vote for Carol because she is the best person running in my mind “where ever my mind is”?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Death necessary first 10-13-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

“Police have been here 9 times in three day”, said Jennifer Tardiff. A neighbor to the Manchester NH woman that was killed. She told the cops “What is sad is it’s going to take some one to die for you do anything” and that ’s what it did. Unless it is to benefit a friend or relative of the police, courts or government we the people get the short end of the stick. Why do people have to kill others before any preventive action is taken. Look at the hostage taking at the Hillary’s campaign headquarters last year. This man begged for help only to be turned away. The editor’s are a major part of the blame. Print the truth and have a better world. Print the opinion of the people unedited and let every day citizens tell others about the wrongs in government. Look at the Sheriff arresting me so judge Fauver can scare me to stop my writing letters to the editor. NH governor Lynch sends the state police to my home with the message “your letters are causing problems at the state capitol, your suicide would be preferred”. The Boston Globe wrote me a letter telling me, “to commit suicide before sending another letter”. It is the ethical responsibility for every editor in the U.S. to print my response. The person in charge of the NH Veteran Admin told me to commit suicide. U.S. Rep from NH illegally used my service connected 100% disability to have a VA doctor file involuntary commitment orders to stop my letters. She filed an illegal, false police complaint with the Dover NH police to get me arrested to stop my letters. The Veteran’s admin stopped my medical care for combat related injuries to stop me. These are crimes of the highest magnitude yet no one will take action to stop these crimes. These are documented facts that the editors refuse to print. The opinion of the people is necessary to be printed to stop gov. wrongs.

I volunteer my time to help others every day. I have done this since I came back from defending this nation in 74. I help people that I do not even know to make the world better for all. Judge Fauver is a criminal that allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to get revenge against local residents that the selectmen did not like. Judge Fauver use the courts to criminally violate the constitution 29 or more times to intentionally harm U.S. citizens against the peace and dignity of the State. This family that read one of my letters were so desperate they asked a stranger for help. I volunteer because people must help other people. Editors must print the opinion of the people.

My medical condition is serious and my medical care was stopped. I am not a member of the “Blue Shield” so the police protect us others as seconds. Our elected officials only help those that can make them look good. Medical care is given to only those that can afford it, or veterans that obey to keep free speech to not expose wrongs. The editors refuse to print the truth. I ran for election only to have the editors publish articles helping my opponent and destroying me. I have followed every legal procedure and depended on our Constitution. I volunteered to help a Madbury family. I have done the right thing to benefit every individual in the U.S. I have four-life changing disabilities from my tour in the U.S. Marine Corps. I have volunteered every day since I came back to help mostly people that I did not even know. I asked for help only to have my service connected medical condition used as a weapon to stop me. I came back to a world that I do not belong. The VFW and American Legion have used physical power to evict me. May be that gook stuck the bayonet in me and this is my eternal punishment for being a U.S. Marine. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veterans Today 10-12-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

VFW and American Legion have left a 100% disabled veteran to die with out medical care because I dare speak freely about wrongs in government. I read today in the paper about NH’s VFW commander blasts Shea-Porter. Shea-Porter represents her self interests and uses the Veteran’s ideology as her platform. I voted for Shea-Porter yet she used a VA doctor to attempt to involuntary commit me to stop one of my letters to the editor. She also had the Dover NH police arrest me on a false police complaint to stop a letter. To keep Shea-Porter on the VA’s side my medical was stopped. The person in charge of the NH VA in Manchester told me to commit suicide. These are documented facts. Along with the Governor of NH Lynch sending the state police to my home with the message my letters are causing problems in the state capitol my suicide would be preferred and the Boston Globe telling me in writing to commit suicide before writing another letter. The American Legion in Manchester NH physically removed me from the club because Shea-Porter was coming and she was more important than a veteran. The News media refuses to inform the public of the truth. I love how the public tells me not to kill my self because my volunteer work helps so many. I came back to a place that I do not belong. It is like I am still laying in a benjo ditch deep in the “bush” waiting to die. Is this just a dream as punishment for the uncivilized acts that I performed on a daily bases as a U.S. Marine with out guilt. Ask why no editor dares print any of my daily letters to the editor. Is the opinion of the people a dream (other Marines told me about) that U.S. citizens believe exists in a free society.

To this day, I have no memory of any part of my life before my 31 month tour over seas. I lost all my memory after a Traumatic brain injury just out of boot camp. I was injured twice more in separate combat related missions. The innuendos that I hear in other conversations daily about the in-human acts of our military during the Vietnam Conflict and even today by every day citizens. These innuendos make me question my lack of responsibility for what I did. I killed a boy in hand to hand combat to escape and get my M-16 back. I helped destroy other people’s lands and homes. I helped send attack aircraft off to bomb innocent people that I did not even know. I disregarded the lives of men in my command just to complete a mission. I feel no guilt, what does that make me?

Many mornings when I drive to town for coffee I revert back to being on convoy deep in the “bush”. The Conflicts in my mind attempting to distinguish between then and what I have learned since I came back to a world, that I do not belong. I volunteer to help people since I came back in 74 every day. I violate no laws. With-out memory over there I question reality every day then and now. Was death and destruction what life is? I seriously decide to run my jeep into something but I hope to see the U.S. some day.

I never left a man with out medical care when the mission was completed or the situation allowed it with out jeopardizing the mission. I learned not to let my emotions or feeling to effect my decisions. What the VFW and American Legion (leaving a Veteran to die) are doing is what the U.S. is? The United States of America have joined the U.S. military Veterans in allowing political needs to distinguish whom gets equal justice. I came back to a place that I do not belong. Or did I ever come back?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

My weapon against NH 10-11-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

My letters are about the United States and what we the people stand for. Why is the opinion of the people suppressed by the newspapers? Until the computer how many U.S. citizens rights have been violated and we the people never learned about them. The Criminal and illegal acts committed by the NH government must be told to the public. The People have rights that are guaranteed by our Constitution. If judge Fauver can be allowed to use the power of the court to aid the Madbury NH selectmen to use the power of their government position to get revenge on local resident that the selectmen do not like, why have a constitution? Judge Fauver is a criminal that is being protected by his judicial buddies. The sheriff when they arrested me (as Fauver’s muscle) instructed me that it is a crime to call a judge a criminal. Does the government now control our free speech. The Madbury NH selectmen discriminated and harmed a Madbury family just because the selectmen did not like them. Revenge by U.S. government officials against citizens is a crime. We spelled judge Fauver’s crimes of protecting the Madbury selectmen’s crimes clearly, documenting them in a case presented to the NH supreme court. Fauver and the Madbury selectmen violated criminally the Constitution 29 times at least. The court covered up Fauver’s crimes to protect the dominance of the NH judicial branch over the people. The Courts, NH government and Fauver never expected that they could not stop a U.S. Marine from continuing to expose them. This family whom I did not know called me because they were desperate. The courts and lawyers had depleted their funds when they saw my letter to the editor. I volunteer my time because we the people must help each other against government abuse. I have volunteer my time every day since I returned to the U.S. from the Vietnam Conflict in 74. I should never have come back alive. Better people than me over the history of the U.S. gave to protect our constitution against Fauver and the rest of these criminals actions.

Veteran’s letters praising Shea-Porter are wrong, when apposing letters are censored. Shea-Porter used her elected powers to have a VA doctor file involuntary commitments papers to stop my letters. She also filed a false, illegal criminal complaint with the Dover NH police to stop my letters. The VA officials in NH stopped my VA medical for combat related injuries for the political favor of a U.S. Rep from NH. The VFW and American Legion have banned me and physically removed me from their club property. I still stand proud because this is the United States of America.

The Editor’s are so biased that they refuse to print that the Boston Globe in writing told me to commit suicide. But whom cares so did the NH-VA and the NH governor Lynch. The editors fixed an election when I ran for NH state senate in the NH primary this past month. I have violated no laws this is why they can not stop me.

My volunteering to help this family or all the others if for the United States of America. Lets Make American better for We the People.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

How and Why 10-10-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

United States of America, why protect her? The people that most benefit from what Veterans risk (many give) their lives for have taken it as a token given. Freedom is not free. Our political parties have grown so powerful that citizens hope to pick the right party to join and get superiority with. Our politician’s no longer represent the people they represent what will give their side more leverage against the rest. Veterans publicly receive a warm hand and caring attitude but behind the curtain we are a token drain on the budget that must be quietly covered over. The editors and government officials do not like my letters because I speak the truth. I do not have a political party that I favor. This means curtains for me. We all must believe in the United States of America and protect equal justice for all.

I ran for NH state senate this past primary. The editors openly tampered with a free election by favoring one candidate over another. I have written to the government and filed (as our Constitution guarantees us) a redress of grievances. The government ignores the guaranteed rights of the people. Our elected officials write me and tell me that I should stop helping this one Madbury NH family and get on with my life. They tell me that my volunteer work helps a lot of people help them and ignore this one. They tell me that my letters to the editor is draining the system. The NH government and newspapers are so afraid that the public will learn what NH is doing to a 100% disabled veteran they freely violate the Constitution and harm the United States of America. I volunteer every day to help others because I want to make the U.S. better to show respect for the Veterans that gave for the freedom that you take as a token.

The How is by speaking openly when Judges like Fauver violate the constitution by using the courts to protect the criminal acts of the Madbury NH selectmen. These Madbury selectmen use government powers to seek revenge for personal reason on local residents that the selectmen do not like. The local editors are friends with the attorney representing Madbury so they cover up reporting the crimes. This makes other editors believe the false reports. Documented evidence was submitted to the NH supreme court. The supreme court covered up the case to protect the judicial dominance over the people. NH elected officials use government and judicial powers to take my freedom as a terrorist to stop me. They use the local police and sheriff to harass and intimidate me to stop my letters. Shea-Porter used my combat related injuries to stop my letters. She filed false police complaints to get me arrested. The NH state police tell me that my letters are causing problem at the state capitol that the governor would prefer my suicide. The Boston Globe write to me and tells me to commit suicide. The official in charge of the NH VA office tells me to commit suicide. How is to continue to speak no matter what they do to you.

The Government stopped my medical care for service related injuries. I still have not stopped because the Freedom that you enjoy is what others gave their lives for.

The American legion and VFW have become so reliant on our political parties that they have taken a blind eye and banned me. I have been physically remove from these clubs. Freedom is the choice of other Veterans leaving one under fire to save ones own political leverage.

My how and why is clear to me but I have come back to a home that I do not belong. Many veterans feel this way because of the way you knowingly and unknowingly treat us when we return.

This letter will go unpublished across the United States of America and this illustrates that the opinion of a veteran is not good enough. This illustrates the need for the public to realize elections are not freedom. It is when the elections are free and un controlled by editors and political parties that freedom exists.

Blood Mess 10-9-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A 100% disabled combat related U.S. Military Veteran is denied medical care and the news media and citizens are silent. I had a token visit with a VA doctor yesterday. The doctor that I saw is professional and trust worthy but my visit was so that my medical record shows that I am receiving care. A month ago I was typing on the computer when I felt what I thought was a tear drop come out of my right eye. I got up to go the bathroom at that time and looked in the mirror. It was a drop of blood. My right eye was red and blood shot. My head had been pounding to the beat of my heart all morning. I was slightly off balance and reality was skipping in and out. All of a sudden blood came rushing out of my nose. I tried everything to stop it and after what seemed like eternity I woke up on the couch. Blood was all over the bath room and TV room floor. This can not be right. I contacted the VA Hospital and wrote a letter describing the situation. I sent the letter out to over 1270 VA, government, news media and others. Not only does the news refuse to print my letters to the editor but the VA ignored my need for medical care. This is the second time that I have been in this bloody situation with my head pounding.

I remember my time on the couch because in my mind I was back on convoy deep in the “Bush” as American Advisor. I re-lived being taken from a friendly village that the convoy stopped for the night. I was taken to an enemy camp some distance away and tied up near a camp fire. One walked around the position out of sight while the other two sat drinking rice wine poking me and laughing. A few hours later the rice wine had put the two to sleep so I undid my hands and left. Not far from the camp site I notice the guard walking toward me in the dark. I stood still until he was next to me. I placed my hand over his mouth and placed my bayonet up under his ribs and twisted. Moments later when the movement stopped I released my hand to notice this child could not have been but may be twelve years old. I took my M-16 and ran the next few miles back to the village, rousted my drivers and started the convoy early that day. I felt proud of my self that day. I kept silent of what I had done because no other person on the convoy spoke our language. I never reported it to the base camp because I was under orders not to lock and load my weapon until “in eminent danger of death” I had peed my pans as I came back to reality (on the couch) of the day.

The VA stopped my medical care and the person in charge of the NH Veterans administration in Manchester told me to commit suicide. Not only does the News media refuse to print my opinion letters describing criminal acts by our government but my medical has been stopped. I volunteer my time to help a Madbury family that judge Fauver used the courts to help the Madbury selectmen get revenge on local resident that the selectmen do not like. The NH supreme court covered up the case to protect the dominance of the NH judicial branch. When a citizen speaks openly of wrongs in government retaliation is the last thing a citizen should receive. This is why I lost my freedom and my medical has been stopped.

I re-live the death and destruction that I caused in others life’s as a U.S. Marine every day. I do not feel bad for what I did. I can not accept that what I did was for the U.S. whom does not want us. Do you see (now) why I want to die. It is my reality. Freedom for this 100% disabled Veteran should have been over their. May be it was?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

NH elected officials ask me?10-8-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Amazing the number of NH elected officials that email me encouraging words or hope. “You have so much to give Peter why do you continue to try to help this one family” “Move on with the rest of your life they are not worth it” This is not just one or two elected officials! It is well over ten. I will not give their names because trust is why people talk to me. These individuals know that I will volunteer my time, to people in need as I am walking down a street. These are people that have seen me volunteering for the state or local communities that they represent. These are people that some have volunteered with me. These are good people doing good for others. I do not ask or want any one, even our elected officials to stick their necks out for me. People have to see the writing on the wall and want to do what is right. People have to want to place the U.S. first because this is what counts. People with power can eat you up and spit you out. This is why no one will help. Look what is happening to me. I volunteer to help a Madbury family that the local selectmen are using government powers to get personal revenge and destroy. Judge Fauver to protect these selectmen has violated the Constitution. The NH supreme court covered up the case to insulate the judicial branch from public humiliation. The U.S. Rep from NH used my four service connected injuries to have a VA doctor file an involuntary commitment order to stop my letter to the editor. She filed a false criminal complaint with the Dover police to stop my letter. The VA then stopped my medical care for combat related injuries. The power of the government has grown so strong even the VFW and American Legion have banned me. I continue with out hesitation because I am a United States Marine. I will protect and defend our Constitution against any government action to harm even one family. To stop the selfish act of revenge by these trusted government officials is every ones responsibility. I do it for you.

The news media has lost the ethical and moral reason that they exist. Is it to much to ask any one editor to publish the opinion letter of a 100% disabled U.S. Marine? As our elected officials, the editors are afraid to inform the public. Everyone is afraid of losing what they have if they speak openly and honestly. I have a lot to lose but is it worth keeping if we lose equal justice for all. Don’t do it for me. Do it for all those U.S. Military over the history of the U.S. that fought and many died to protect and defend the Constitution for you and future generations.

These elected officials do not have to stick their necks out. They can make sure the governor and others read my letters. Newspapers and the media do not have to stick their necks out. They can put a disclaimer before publishing my letters.

The United States of America will only continue if we right the wrongs in government. Once we allow criminal government action to defeat and get revenge on any one person then the United States of America is no longer a nation of “We the People”.

These NH elected officials must look at why they are in office. These elected officials must realize how out of control my case has become when a NH VA official and the Boston Globe can make it know that they want me to commit suicide and no one will stop them. These are criminal acts by our government that even one family is worth protecting against. It is amazing that NH elected officials will sacrifice one family, what if your family is next?. I believe we are all deserve equal justice. I speak openly for you.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Society’s miss call for help 10-6-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I read in the paper today about the Eisenberg hostage case at Hillary’s campaign headquarters in Rochester NH. Hostages words “Morgan and Johannessen expressed sympathy for Eisenbert’s situation despite the trauma they have felt as a result of his actions”. Mental health cases are dismissed or swept under the rug every day making these human beings suffer. Society’s biggest mistake is to attempt to justify not seeing the need for help before some criminal action is taken. Eisenberg went to the hospital and many others only to be turned away. I agree what this man did was wrong but is not what society and the news media’s in actions and response wrong also. I am a 100% service connected disabled veteran. Three of my four disabilities came from separate combat related missions. I survived as the only U.S speaking person on eight convoy’s deep into the “Bush” to deliver surplus supplies to friendly camps. I had a sniper bullet pass with in inches of my head. I crashed in a C-117 plane. I survived a mortar attack and the list goes on. One of my disabilities left me with no memory of ever being in the U.S. before my 31 months overseas tour as a U.S. Marine. I have a Traumatic brain injury. The newspapers refuse to print my letters to the editor and society condemns me for placing the welfare of the United States first above anything else. I have serious medical problems and the Veterans Administration stopped my medical care because of political self gain. U.S. Rep from NH filed a false police report to get me arrested to stop my letter. When this failed she used her federal connections to have a VA Dr. file involuntary commitment orders. When this failed my VA medical was stopped. I ran for NH state senate this past Sept. The newspapers wrote great articles about my opponent but with one liners about me crippled any chance for the voters to decide in my favor.

Judge Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to aid the Madbury selectmen’s actions to use government powers to seek personal revenge against local residents. This family asked for my help when they read one of my letters in the paper. I then volunteered, The NH supreme court refused to hear the case when presented to them. The case would have questioned the integrity of the NH judicial branch. The system no longer protects the people against abusive government acts. Editors no longer print the opinion of the people. Where does one go?

Do you know why I can write such clear descriptions of criminal acts by judges and government officials with out fear of legal action against me. The truth is some thing that the editors, courts and government are trying to keep from the public. Taken me to court would expose the truth to the public. These criminals that we the public trust violates the law to attempt to stop me. Where do I go when it is the gov and courts.

People have sympathy for Eisenberg after he took drastic action for society’s inaction to help this human being when he asked. Violence brings attention but it effects other’s lives also. I have violated no laws, yet even today (as I have every day since I came back to the “world” in 74 from a conflict) will volunteer my time to help others.

I have serious medical conditions from my service to the U.S. The news media ignores my legal attempts to call the public to help. Where do I go when it is the government that I got my injuries defending is the one harming me because I volunteer to help a Madbury NH family that the government is seeking revenge against.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Vietnam Conflict Aftermath 10-5-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6216

New readers ask me every day for information on the story. This is why I keep repeating the basic facts along with the new crimes committed by government officials and judges. I was a no-body living out my remaining years volunteer help to any one and every one. This family from Madbury NH read my letter to the editor on zoning. I did (at the time) not know this family. They own a family care repair business in Madbury NH since 1974 when they bought it. Commercial businesses touch this property on all sides. The selectmen because of a personal matter did not like this family so they zoned the property single family and ordered the business shut down. Lawyers and the courts sucked this family dry of any money and hope. So desperate they called me. I explained to them that I was a high school drop out and 100% disabled veteran from my 31 months overseas during the Vietnam Conflict. I helped this family write a motion to Judge Fauver to reconsider. Fauver was so angry that we pointed his constitutional crimes out and published them in the paper. Under a little used NH law (Fauver) made me an attorney in fact to represent this family. We presented a case of over 29 constitutional crimes that the Madbury NH selectmen and Fauver committed. Fauver was so made he ruled against us and fined us 21 thousand. We took the case to the NH Supreme court clearly spelling out discrimination and many more crimes against the peace and dignity of the State. The Supreme Court refused to hear the case because (it with out question) would have exposed the NH judicial branch of government and weakened their dominance. I went public by writing a book of Fauver’s crimes and published it. NH declared me a terrorist and took my freedom for six months. The bogus charges were dropped four days before the trial. I went to a NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter whom filed a false criminal complaint with the Dover NH police to stop my letters. She then used a VA doctor to file false involuntary commitment papers to stop my letters. When all this failed the NH director of the Veteran’s administration stopped my medical for combat related injuries. These are all documented crimes of the highest magnitude.

People tend to believe if any of this was true the newspapers would print it. This is not the case. For some strange reason editors believe these facts are to out rages to be true. Newspapers use the opinion letters to let the people expose wrongs in government so why have these letters not been printed in the opinion part of any newspaper. Who knows? These facts are well documented in government and court records.

I have for over thirty years every day relived my first kill in the “bush”. I have dreamed of many times taking my own life for the death and destruction I committed in the name of freedom. I do not feel guilty for what I did. It is the innuendos that the people around me every day in their descriptions of our uncivilized actions of our military then and now. These are people that never served in our military enjoying what we protected and defended for them. I can not get medical care except the VA gives me a Psy Doctor so the public record shows something to prove to the news that I am wrong. I have four injuries three are combat related. I for days at a time can not move or from my head injury flip in and out or reality. The VA refused to give me care. The NH-VA director in person told me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe wrote telling me to commit suicide. The NH governor sends the State Police to my home to inform me my letters are causing problems at the state capitol the governor would prefer me to commit suicide. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to pressure me in to suicide with false arrests. Do you not think that I want to die. I came back to a place that I clearly do not belong. One of my four injuries is a Traumatic Brain injury. I have to this day no memory of every being in the U.S. prior to my tour over seas as a U.S. Marine. I had to learn about the U.S. as a Marine serving our nation. I came back to a country that I had no memory of ever being at before. I every day meet family and friends that know me but I have no memory of. At times I do not remember my wife and three daughters names. My back injury at times leaves me for days locked up at my house un able to walk. My loss of hearing from being blown off the runway makes talking an socializing with others a complicated task.

Then why do I help others when it effects my quality of life? I survived eight convoys across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia as a American Advisor delivering friendly camps surplus supplies. I had a sniper bullet pass with in inches of my head. I lived through a mortar attack. I watched other American military personal give their lives for a nation that I could only pray to some day see for the first time in my memory. Better men than I gave their lives and I can not let what they did be in VAIN.

The VA and newspapers worst night mare is the public is some day going to learn what the State of NH is doing to a U.S. Marine that volunteers to help others every day. The People will learn that I have violated no laws but to stop me judges and government officials have committed criminal acts against the peace and dignity of the U.S. More and more people every day pass my letters on to others. I send my letters to over 1200 newspapers, government personal, judges and others every day

I stand for the memory of every U.S. Military person that gave their lives over the history of the United States of America. This is “no matter what crimes the Veterans administration or the state of NH inflicts on me” a mission, I will not stop. The people of the United States of America should be outraged that a 100% disabled veteran’s medical care was stopped and the newspapers keep my letters to the editor silent to protect the established dominate powers. These are crimes that if not corrected will some day effect every U.S. citizen.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Is Violence needed??? 10-4-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Editors across the U.S. violate the trust of the people by not printing my letters. I write a letter once a day about the new crimes the public officials do to me to stop my letters. I volunteer to help a Madbury NH family. Judge Fauver used the power of the NH courts to allow the local selectmen using government powers for their own personal revenge against this family. This family read a letter in the local paper that I wrote and this family was so desperate because of what lawyers and the courts allowed the selectmen to get away with they asked for my help. I am a 100% disabled veteran with combat related injuries. I dropped out of school at 17 to become a U.S. Marine and defend what is right in the U.S. My volunteer help is every day (even today) helping people in need. Rich, poor, red, black, white everyone can use a hand once in awhile. I volunteer in police programs, NH state and federal programs, school and even just people on the street that look like they could use a hand. I need to volunteer because I came back alive and I owe those that never did this respect. If I have not violated a law, volunteer every day to help others, put in writing and make these letters public, is it not the moral and ethical responsibility of the editors to enlighten their readers. Is not the public whom trust the editors to print the opinion of the people to expose wrongs in government the right thing for the editors to do? I ask the U.S. public! Newspapers give themselves awards each year, is there an award for the worst act the editors can do to the U.S. (Violate the people’s trust? The NH Supreme Court covered up these crimes, it is documented.

My veteran’s medical care was stopped as a tool for the NH government to stop my letters each day. A top NH VA official told me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe put it in writing telling me to commit suicide. The NH governor Lynch sends the state police to my home to inform me that my letters are causing problems in the state capitol and the governor would prefer my suicide. I have personally asked the governor to meet with me and handed him my letters at least six times. He tells me that he will set a meeting and that is the last I hear from him. A U.S. Rep from NH used her federal powers to have a VA doctor file involuntary commitment orders to stop my letters. She also when this failed filed a false police complaint with the Dover NH police to stop my letters. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to arrest me as a way to attempt to intimidate me to stop my letters. I have violated no laws but I do volunteer each day to help others.

You just do not get it. As a U.S. Marine I have been to hell and back many times. It is like a second home that I can never forget. The government finds ways to violate the law to stop me but will not talk to me to correct the wrongs. The editors knowingly violate you the public’s trust. I have learned to love the U.S. I trust her to some day correct the wrongs. I will never use violence no matter what these public officials and editors do to me. I feel no guilt for killing other human beings but I will not let my acts as a U.S. Marine that in your eyes was wrong, be in vain. I tell the public not to feel bad because the VFW and American Legion have deserted me also. I believe what so many of our citizens gave their lives for over the history of our country that I have to continue until the editors see the light. It is every newspapers responsibility to tell the U.S. what the Veteran’s administration has done to this NH Marine. Kill me maybe I, then can forget what I have done for this nation. The VA is encouraging me to commit suicide.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Started but not finished 10-3-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

It is hard to believe that not one person in the U.S. cares that a 100% service connected disabled veteran from the Vietnam Conflict is being harmed. It is not like I am making these crimes by government personal, Sheriff, editors, Police and others up. The editors block the truth from their readers for one reason or another but I continue to fight for our Constitution (YOU). The local Sheriff arrests me at (I believe) the direction of Judge Fauver to intimidate me. The State and local police come to my home to harass my family. The person in charge of Veterans care in NH tells me to commit suicide. The Boston Globe in writing tells me to commit suicide. The VA stops my medical care for my service connected disabilities. I was injured four times while I served as a U.S. Marine. Three of the four are combat related. I have violated no laws. I volunteer to help others every day since I came home in seventy four.

The opinion of the individual once was considered important. Today the editors edit or censor the opinion of the people when it is not theirs. I went so far this past year to run for NH state senate. The editors wrote great articles building the character of my opponent. In those same articles the editors harmed my character to sway the election to what they wanted. The editors are so in control of information that they blocked my opinion letters to control the voters choice. Where does a 100% disabled veteran go when the people don’t care what those in power are doing. The editors block the facts that NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter used her federal powers have the VA take my freedom. The editors block the people from learning Shea-Porter filed a false police complaint to stop one of my letters to the editor. Is the Voters choice controlled by the editors?

I have said this many times in writing and court papers. Judge Fauver criminally violated the constitution to aid the Madbury NH selectmen in their pursuit of revenge against local residents. The NH supreme Court covered up this case when presented to them. Our elected officials choose to silence my free speech with bogus charges to attempt to intimidate me by taken my freedom. (jail time). They used my medical condition to attempt to stop my letters to the editor.

The facts in this case are so well documented but silenced by those in power. Many people and editors across the U.S. are well aware of this situation in NH. The life of one veteran does not matter. Veterans (even the ones returning today) fall through the cracks because you the American people do not believe Veteran’s deserve equal protection of the law. As a child our military do not fight for any one individual. We fight for every individual equally. I ran for election and I followed the law and procedures required to be a U.S. citizen. If a special class of society in NH can fix an election and control justice by openly inflicting harm on a disabled Veteran that volunteers to help others, if you are not a member of this society you are doomed.

These facts are well documented yet I am left to die. Freedom only exists because our children are willing to become U.S. Military Veterans. You the American people may not like what we do but we do it for all of you. You are correct. People like what I have returned as do not belong back in a civilized society. I should have died over seas. I guess the VA officials knew what they were telling me. My death is the best medical treatment available. At least for those criminals like Judge Fauver.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Newspapers destroy USA 10-2-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The editors believing that they know what news to inform their readers about is the best. When newspapers first started back in the Colony days the news was governed by the authority. People with power could do what they wanted because the public was not informed. A revolution was started to give the people the rights of freedom and choice. The Ethical responsibility of why the news was given constitutional freedom of the press has dwindled in the politicians hands. It is the politicians that got us in this depression with the failure of the newspapers to inform the public of the truth. I ran in the primary for NH state senate only to have the editors write glowing articles about my opponent and token lines to discredit my character in the public eye. The news is so biased that they refuse to print my opinion letters because the editors disagree with my platform. Let the Voters decide. The editors took the vote away from the people.

Judge Fauver used the power of the courts to aid the Madbury selectmen using government powers to get revenge on local residents that the selectmen want to drive out of their town. This family asked me for help. I volunteered my time. NH elected officials and the courts violated the constitution to protect their privileged society. The NH supreme court refused to hear a case presented to them on constitutional crimes by judges and government officials. It is amazing how I can write these facts time and time again send these facts to over 1200 newspapers, government officials and the public yet the editors refuse to inform their readers. The Public. The truth is a powerful weapon and silence is a powerful destroyer. Ask why the news is censored?

I dream of dying every day. I volunteer on some hard, self destructive ventures in the attempt to die. The VA stopped my medical and Red Flagged my file to silence my free speech for political self gain. I am a 100% service connected disabled veteran. I volunteer every day since I returned to the U.S. in 74. I came back to a place that because of a traumatic brain injury, I knew no one and had no memory of. I have three more combat related permanent disabilities. I send the VA my letters and VA personal inform me that hundreds of officials read them. If these are crimes that government personal are committing to harm a 100% disabled veteran why is it not stopped. My letters are sent to hundreds of government personal and judges is harming a 100% disabled veteran allowed by a society where every one has equal protection of the law. A depression may be the least of the U.S. worries. I dreamed while destroying other human being’s life’s and countries of seeing and living in this great nation. I came home to a place where society “because of what we (veteran’s) did” we do not belong.

It is every newspaper’s responsibility to inform the public what NH is doing to a 100% disabled veteran. The reason is because to many veterans are lost through the cracks because so few can harm those U.S. citizens that they have the power to destroy. This is what silence of the newspapers can do. My case is so well documented and I will not quit short of death that may be today returning veterans will get equal protection of the law.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA incompetence 10-1-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Whom is worse the Newspapers or the Veteran’s Admin. Dr Dan Potenza is a doctor that the VA is white washing my criminal complaints with. Dr Dan is a caring person whom places the Veteran above his personal needs. People like Dr Dan are what make what Veteran’s have given the U.S. worth it. My letters which contain criminal complaints (that I write every day) are read by VA personal across the U.S. The VA allows a 100% disabled Veteran to be harmed before stopping this abuse by VA officials.

NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter filed a false police report with the Dover NH police to stop my letter to the Editor (lte). When this failed she used my medical condition to attempt to lock me up to stop my (lte). The VA stopped my medical care completely for political self gain. This is an election year yet the newspapers refuse to inform the public about the actions of our public officials. The news is so biased that the Boston Globe in writing told me to commit suicide before writing another (lte). The NH governor sends the State Police to my home to inform me that my letters are causing problems in the state capitol “my suicide would be preferred”. The head of the NH VA told me to commit suicide. I am a U.S. citizen and a 100% combat related disabled veteran. Does the government have a right to harm me for their personal self needs.

The news is so biased that this year when I ran for NH state senate the news printed articles that boosted my opponent. These same biased articles harmed my character in the public eye. The news is so biased that they refuse to print my (lte). You the people do not want to hear the truth. I am not vindictive. I have been places and done things you can not even conceive as possible. The worst and hardest part is to this day I feel no guilt or remorse for the death and harm, I did to others. It may be hard for you to believe but to this day I place the United States of America first in my life. Veterans return disabled (not all). Some physical and others with hidden demons in their heads. For the VA to not treat even one Veteran after what these human beings did for you is a disgrace. My case is so well documented I use it to highlight VA crimes to veterans.

Judge Fauver violated the Constitution to help the Madbury selectmen use government powers for revenge against local residents. The NH supreme court covered up the case when presented to them. NH elected officials used the people’s trust to inflict criminal acts to stop me from exposing Fauver. I have a head injury from my time in the Marine Corps. I remember nothing of my life prior to combat. I learned to believe that I was fighting for the rights of every individual equally. We the Veteran return to a nation that discriminates and harms (not all) veterans unable to speak up. We come back to a nation that we do not belong. Do you see why veteran’s (not all) commit suicide before trying to justify what we did for you. It is not that we did it for you it is the fact that you (a civilized society) believe what we did was inhuman because we do not feel guilty for it. My VA file is RED FALGGED to make VA personal fearful to help me. Is the NH judicial branch of government worth killing this veteran to save? My life! to save so few that are harming so many. Veteran’s came back to a place we do not belong. The newspapers not printing my letters and the news media’s willing ness to cover up criminal acts to harm veterans by government illustrates my point. Hundreds of Veteran Administration personal reading my letters everyday and them doing nothing is a crime.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Non-violent writing 9-30-08

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Violence should never be necessary in a civilized society. It is amazing the police in so many towns that know me. You would think it is because they recognize people that are criminals. This is not the case with me. The Police in so many towns come up to me, shake my hand and talk to me as if we were long time friends. I volunteer so much in the state and local communities, we most likely volunteered together. To tell the truth that I do not really remember them. I have a bad memory from one of my four disabilities. Some events I remember as if they were today and others I will never recall. People every day, that I have no idea whom they are, talk to me as if we are long time friends. It is always easier to talk to people and have an understanding. Then violence is never needed. You would believe in a civilized society some one that volunteers so much and the police recognize from this volunteering would be treated equal under the law. The police favor those with power and only help the little people when it has no consequences on their careers or will benefit it. Police take an oath, but that oath has become a joke as the document that they swear to obey and honor has become worth less. Violence can never be away to rejuvenate this document (CONSTITUTION).

Judge Fauver committed MALICE when he allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers for their own (selectmen’s) personal revenge against local Madbury citizens that the selectmen did not like. These are strong words that if not true would have consequences that I would be libel for. The NH Supreme Court felt duty bound to protect their legal dominance that they refused to hear the case when presented to them. There is a government record that the newspapers ignore allowing the public to be blind sided. Is my death the only way to honor those that never came home.

The newspapers are so biased (as the police) that they refuse to print my opinion of wrongs in government. What ever happen to let the voters decide. The newspapers wrote biased articles to benefit my opponent in the recent primary. The Boston Globe in writing told me to commit suicide before writing another letter to the editor. The police lock me up to silence my letters. The VA stops my medical care for combat related disabilities to stop my letters. NH U.S. Rep uses her federal powers to use my service medical condition to put me in a nut house. She uses the Dover NH police(with false complaint) to arrest me to stop my letters. These are criminal acts that the police refuse to respond to and the newspapers refuse to expose to the public.

Are there now two sides to society in New Hampshire. Those that the police and government protect, serve and the rest of us that bow to these dictators. Hitler would be proud of the newspaper’s willingness to censor and the governments power to dominate.

Violence can never be necessary in a civilized society. Look what it got the man in Rochester that asked for help. He was refused help because he was a nobody that the police labeled. He got so desperate because of alcohol and mental depression that he felt his only choice was to ask Hillary at her headquarters.

I am a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Marine. Three of my four disabilities are combat related. I have violated no laws. I volunteer every day to help others. I have asked for help. I lost, will you. The police do not serve the people they protect the government’s dominance.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi