Homeless Man 4-9-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

A homeless man in Concord NH writes on the Monitor opinion page how he is taking responsibility for his loss. Some of you will take this letter wrong. Some will take it as compassionless. I will say right up front that I do feel for this person. I have been lucky in my life. All the good and bad have always been learning experiences for me. My letter yesterday was censored from the Monitor blog. The censored letter was about Veterans homeless and miss treated but did not show any compassion for this man. My point is that we are going to go through a lot harder times because you would rather feel sorry than take responsibility for how it happen. If some one speaks up against the system, our government manipulates the subject to make that persons character devious. The newspapers no longer print the opinion of the people unless it supports the goals of the paper. My letters are called repetitive and vicious. Years ago when someone wrote about the miss handling of money they were manipulated in the news to look bad because everyone’s pockets were being filled. It turned out that it was only paper money (imaginary money) filling your pockets. I write about criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver and other government personal and a few people question my words. I tell you how to stop me, the NH politicians got my VA medical stopped. The newspapers have you questioning my character rather than these government criminals. My letters are printed over and over across the U.S. and I receive responses from hundreds about them. Veterans telling me of homelessness and lack of medical care is killing them. I tell you how politicians make a big deal to help veterans when it is to the politicians public welfare. These same veterans are ignored the rest of the time. Veterans are miss treated medically and physically by a system that needs reform. People across the U.S. have ignored this for countless wars and now the generation that has not had to worry about hard times it is at your back door now. It is no longer just the forgotten veterans A few years ago this homeless man did not believe it could happen to him. Feeling sorry or compassionate for him will do nothing.

With all the public insults that I receive every day helping others is my way of thanking those U.S. Military that never returned. It is my way of saying thank you for coming back alive. Far better men went through much worse over there and mentally and physically never returned or returned and never speak about it. I can understand why many veterans commit suicide. I many times when reality does not make since attempted it over my thirty years back. I volunteer every day to help people just like this homeless man but it will do no good if we do not correct the system. It is people like Judge Fauver violating the constitution and getting away with it, that is creating these hard time. Fauver could use the court system to stop my letters if they were not true. The record exists in the NH supreme court which is covering up to protect the powerful. Any pity you have for me give to the homeless man. I do not want your pity, because if you do not wake up, you will be next. I tell the truth with out hesitation and that is why the system is trying to stop me. The system wants you to believe that I am Paranoid, Mentally Ill, a Danger, what I am is a 100% disabled Veteran with out medical care. I feel lucky because I volunteer to help those whom have less. I would like to thank Governor Lynch for charging money me to speak with him, only to never make the meeting.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Classic Signs N.Y. Gunman’s letter 4-7-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

“A rambling letter” people describe other people’s letters that way when they are trying to deflect what the person is saying. “A glimpse inside the mind of an angry, paranoid man who saw himself as a victim” Da’ shar voo is this not another way of stereo typing people that someone does not like, to mask society’s values as correct. Can we say if friends or relatives should have noticed? Can we really say if this man was or not being harassed by police or government? The records may indicate that he was not being harassed but records kept by those whom did it, can be believed right? Look at the Alaska Senator, charges dropped for Prosecutor miss conduct. We the little people do not have the money or connections to have the law protect us like this. Look at me I am the last person in the world to be defending a VC but my pride can not interfere in saving the U.S. A little ironic huh! A U.S. Marine that should never have come back doing this:

The righteous do gooders tell me these exact same description of my letters all the time. The problem is I am a 100% disabled veteran and my injuries came from defending the very laws and society that calls me Paranoid. When society arrested me as a terrorist these are the very words that the judge used to put me in jail. The bogus charges were dropped but the records show no miss conduct on the part of the people writing the records. Society all the times tell me that I have mental problems and I need help. My medical was stopped by these very government officials keeping the records. My head injury is one of my four military disabilities from my tour. The records show my medical care exists. It does not. Now even my unanswered calls from Dr Potenza have stopped. The Dr called me to fluff up my record to imply my medical care existed. Funny how the government can cover up for public consumption with records. The government has painted me as a paranoid, angry rambling man whom believe he is the victim. An you the righteous do gooders suck it right up. I am a 100% disabled veteran that cares for you.

I have not violated the law and the records clearly show that. I have every day volunteered to help others because I did come back alive. You have no idea of the pain and mental anguish that I set aside every day to help others. I don’t want your pity or for you to even look in my direction. Am I suicidal as the indication should reveal. No, my death will be only what should have happen in a world that never should exist. When it happens.. That world exists because we want a country that has freedom for the law to protect us all equally. Stereo typing returning veterans is what makes our silence to what we did inevitable. I use myself as an example to demonstrate to society what you are doing to returning veterans. A record (of what you describe as rambling) letters of the torment and torture of veterans because society will stereo type rather than understand and help. May be the VC saw in this country what he was trying to get away from by leaving Vietnam. May be some one should question the records or whom is keeping them. Does a disabled veteran need the medical help that was stopped? No it is cheaper for the budget crunch to leave us on the street. We should never have come home any way!!! Ask why a Veterans opinion letters are censored by every newspaper in the U.S.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Killing fields 4-6-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Police detective tell TV news that Depression and Frustration are what is driving people to mass murder. People, over and over ask for help or tell others their case only to be ignored or cast aside because others are afraid it will take away from their nest egg. On 60 minutes last night about the Las Vegas cuts to medical budgets to cut care to the once average income now unemployed. If you are the person that paid your bills and had a good job now you are not eligible for state aid. Should these people just let their medical condition kill them or make a statement on their way out. I have been writing letters for 9 years about criminal acts by judge Peter Fauver and the NH supreme court. NH elected officials have violated the constitution to stop me from writing opinion letters. There is the few people that tell me my letters are repetitive but the majority want me to continue. I sit here today in so much pain it is unbearable. The VA stopped my medical care for my 100% service connected disabilities. Should the government be able to use a 100% disabled veteran’s medical as a weapon to stop opinion letters. Is it repetitive to ask help from the people, U.S. Military Veteran’s gave it for. You the few that complain about my letters tell me that I need to get help. When you are denied care there is nothing but to suffer. It is difficult to understand why the newspapers censor letters from a disabled Veteran. It is difficult to understand why you that complain about my letters allow government personal to violate the Constitution. You could be next.

We meaning Veterans come back to a place that can not accept us. Many returning veterans are lost in a system that just ignores them. For years now I have been telling you in my letters about neglected Veterans asking for help. Only when it is to some politicians political advantage does the news bring it up. Do you understand what it is like to be able to kill another human being and be proud of it. This is harsh cruel reality of surviving in conditions that the majority of you could not. The memories never leave you but most of us become silent. Silence is the only way society can forget what we did. Depression and Frustration leave many veterans homeless on the street or lost marriages and with low income. Lack of medical care for veteran’s, so the politicians can have money for pet projects.

Most Veteran’s learn to keep to them selves because violence does not belong in the nation we gave it for. I do not violate the law or use violence to make my point. As long as newspapers censor the truth and the government officials violate the constitution to stop me I will use other avenues. The police detective and everyone else knows the problem. Now that it is coming home to the unemployed average citizen some day it will be in your back do also. Neglecting Veterans is like cutting your own arm off.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

One out of twenty letters 4-05-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Can you answer why? One out of every twenty piece of mail that I get each day is someone saying my letters are repetitive, incoherent, Rambling. Is it not repetitive that I live every day traveling back in time to the child I killed with a bayonet, the member of my squad injured by hung ordinance skipping down the runway that I pushed into a ditch until the mission was complete, watching the out house that I vacated seconds earlier be destroyed by incoming mortar, the sniper bullet that passed with in inches of my head all for a constitution that’s job is to protect us from government wrongs.

Are my letters mean and libelous for telling the truth about wrongs in government? People today write about Mandatory insurance, library is a bargain, death penalty, health reform, to try to make people aware of their life. Can we have the right to change wrongs committed by our NH supreme court. I guess it takes a fool but to me when this court believes it is above the law it is time to speak up. This NH court protected it’s power over the people by covering up Judge Peter Fauver’s crimes. I volunteer my time to help this Madbury NH family that was so desperate they called me someone they did not know. I am well known across NH because of the Volunteer helping others every day. The Madbury selectmen used government powers to seek and get retaliation against this family. Judge Fauver used the courts power to knowingly approve these wrongs. Judge Fauver used the power of the courts to inflict pain and suffering on a 100% disabled veteran that volunteered to help this family. To stop me the NH governor declared me a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months. The bogus charges were dropped four days before trial. To stop my opinion letters Rep Shea-Porter uses here federal powers to attempt to use my medical disabilities to get the VA to put me in a nut house. I may belong there but it is not her choice to take my freedom away. The VA to help get on Shea-Porter’s good side stops my medical care for combat related disabilities to stop my opinion letters.

The town of Madbury gave this family a order to stop their commercial business of thirty years, because the town wanted to put a park in the old pike plant property some day. Now that the Pike plant wants to open a concrete plant the town selectmen support them. Madbury knowingly destroyed this family with court powers when their property is completely surrounded by other commercial businesses. Discrimination is against the law. The NH court knowingly ruled this is ok as long as it is a no body family. The town selectmen openly talk about how they do not like this family, so they want them out of Madbury. It was presented in court. The court record was presented to the NH supreme court which ignored the evidence because it put Fauver’s butt out to dry by Me a high school drop out that came back from the Vietnam conflict 100% disabled. Can you righteous do gooders that question and insult my letters why this one family can have the very rights you hide behind taken away. If Fauver can get away with criminal acts for so long does that make this family worthless in your eyes. I volunteer my time with out limitations to help people just like you. My medical care was stopped by our government that Veteran’s give their lives for to protect. The other nineteen pieces of mail support me and tell me to keep going. My letters are factual and honest unless you do not believe in our Constitution. Discrimination is against the law even for the NHSC.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA Death 4-4-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People are reading my letters. People tell me that some day others will hear my words and realize the truth. The Concord Monitor just started allowing my letters to be placed as comments for other letters on their pages. Craig’s list prints all my letters on the NH Rant and Raves page. Craig’s list also carries my art work under NH arts and crafts. It is the ASM collection. You have to ask! if my letters can be published nationally and people are reading them if they were incorrect or a lie wouldn’t they be stopped. People should be asking how if a letter can flat out tell you that Judge Peter Fauver is a criminal with his criminal violations of the Constitution to intentionally harm natural born U.S. citizens then why do the newspapers not publish them front page. Are not the newspapers main task to communicate the truth to it’s readers. If my letters can be publicly obtained by printing my name into the computer and have been for 9 years they must be the truth. They can not stop me because the truth is to powerful.

It is around 2 o’clock in the afternoon on this Friday. I am starting this letter a day early because My head pain and my ability not to stay in this world is growing. Writing gives me something to hold on to but the problem is just how long. The VA stopped my medical care for my four separate medical disabilities, three being combat related. The VA sent me to a civilian Dr. and I just got a bill from the VA for her. The VA refused to pay for her services even though the VA sent me. The VA stopped my medical care to help U.S. Rep from NH (Shea-Porter)stop my opinion letters: such as this one. They can not stop me legally so they violate the law and trust of the people to stop me. The NH supreme court violated the constitution to cover up Fauver’s crimes in an effort to protect their monopoly of legal power over the people. The case started when Fauver used court powers to allow the Madbury NH selectmen to criminally harm residents the selectmen did not want to live in their town Madbury NH. I volunteered to help this family and the only way for Fauver and the NH government to stop me is to stop my medical care for injuries that I received defending this great nation the United States of America. More and more people are reading my letters every day. People are beginning to realize trusting the government freely can and is economically and socially effecting their own lives everyday, to the determent. This trust is causing newspapers to go bankrupt.

I can not under stand how any American citizen can allow returning Veteran’s to be neglected and dumped on. The People are probably right that we do not belong here. It is a task every day for me not to do what I was trained too. Many Veteran’s come back from a place that never leaves you. Most of us struggle and fit into society unknown except for being stereo typed losers because of our struggle. Society does not want to know whom we are. Society just wants to praise us when it meets their needs. I am not hate full or resent full. I am proud to be a U. S. Marine. I am a 100% disabled veteran that the VA is trying to cause my death to help Shea-Porter. Harsh words but some day the truth will be known. Print the truth and help Veterans across the U.S.

People should be outraged not about me but about what trusted government officials and newspaper censorship is doing to you the People of the United States of America.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Obama Answer 4-3-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People can not possibility believe that Obama is destroying Capitalism. It is we the people that are allowing elected officials control because we have become afraid of losing what little we have accumulated in our life time. People are afraid because with the power of government we the little people do not have a chance. Elected officials with the stroke of a pen by manipulation can disrupt a persons life for the elected official’s own self gratitude. It is the newspapers that would rather take the safe road, than risk pissing someone with power off. We the people have laid such trust in government that to rationalize the wrongs committed as immaterial will stop the wrongs from hitting our own family or house. We the people believe that the Constitution will protect us that helping some one else is not worth the risk if it is the government doing it. Obama is just the latest easy fix that the people are hoping will save a nation in a self destructive mood.

We the people believe that when the NH Supreme court rules, we have to trust that decision with out question. The NH supreme court violated the constitution with intent to harm the people by allowing Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts to exist. The news is so fear full of risk that to print an opinion letter questioning such high authority is out of this reality. With out question the Madbury NH selectmen used government powers for retaliation to harm local Madbury NH residents. Judge Fauver knowingly allowed with the power of the court these criminal acts to continue. The news is so afraid of the power of the system that Freedom of the Press censors the opinion of the people when it questions wrongs in government. This case was spelled out and documented with unquestionable evidence for the NH supreme court which refused to hear it. The news is so biased that sacrificing one volunteer to save the character of the powerful is ok.

The stroke of a pen can be clearly seen as for my volunteering to help these Madbury residents I loose my freedom. Six months after the bogus terrorism charges are dropped. Our elected officials refuse to expose their concord buddies even today. The news trusts the word of government so sacrificing one individual is ok. Shea-Porter gets elected and her first day in office uses her power to use my 100% service connected medical conditions to take my freedom. The VA then stops my VA medical to stop my opinion letters. The News still refuses to print my letters. The VA inspector General yesterday wrote me an email telling me that I can re-apply for it. Three of my four disabilities are combat related. I want to complain to governor Lynch and he charges me $200 dollars for the chance to talk with him. I have a receipt yet we still have not talked. I volunteer my time for over thirty years every day helping others and with a stroke of a pen the NH government can destroy my life.

I am a U.S. Marine and to protect and defend the United States of America with my life is with out question. We the people must let people like Obama know that we are taking the U.S. back.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper

Inspector General VA 4-2-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

The VA Inspector General sent me an email yesterday telling me that I can reapply for VA medical and other benefits if I want. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. Three of my four disabilities are combat related. The VA stopped my medical care to stop me from writing opinion letters. The VA committed one of the most grieves criminal acts in history. The VAIG’s job is to stop such crimes. The thing is that what is happening to me happens to other veterans way to often. Veterans across the U.S. are miss treated and society takes a blind eye unless it is to the benefit of some politician to speak in the veteran’s behalf. U.S. Rep from NH Shea-Porter used her political influence to interfere with my disabilities and medical care to stop my opinion letters. The news media likes Shea-Porter so they refuse to print my opinion letters. When the constitution can help a newspaper they cry. When a U.S. Citizen is harmed the newspapers only cover the story if it is to increase their profit margin. Newspapers under the law can print what they want but do they not have an obligation to wave the Constitution for their readers also? It is called ethical responsibility. Volunteer’s help others for free.

A 100% disabled Veteran with out hesitation volunteers to help a Madbury NH family with a zoning issue. The Madbury NH selectmen use government powers for personal retaliation. These elected officials control with government powers whom they think should live in their town or not. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the law and Constitution to allow knowingly these most grieves crimes to continue. The NH supreme court refused to hear the case when presented to them to protect their monopoly of power over the people. I have lost my freedom, medical, friends and much more but I have not wavered in volunteering to help other U.S. citizens when it is our trusted government officials committing the crimes. The newspapers may believe it is to their benefit to not print the truth for fear of retribution. The truth is the newspapers failure to print the truth is probably a major contributor to our economic and political crises. The people with out the news media’s help are slowly learning the truth by way of my letters. I have not violated the law. I am a 100% disabled U.S. Marine asking for your help.

The Constitution is here to protect the people against miss use of government powers. When we along with the news media allow such criminal acts committed by trusted government officials to inflict harm on any individual the Constitution becomes a worthless piece of paper. We have gone so far as to allow returning U.S. Military veteran’s to die on the street because the VIOG has become a political weapon to harm those it was meant to protect. Elected official’s must serve the people not master them.

I ask people across the U.S. to ask the news to talk about the 100% disabled Veteran from NH. Lets take America Back.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Veteran Apologizes 4-1-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I saw the second letter that I wrote yesterday. I apologize, my memory of writing it is not there. I remember the situation as I was talking to a father who’s son is at Walter Read with combat injuries. The feeling of it was time to be alone came over me. I knew my second world was going to take over. My Geo Metro became my jeep as I flipped down the roof to keep some visibility of the trucks making up the convoy. I was sweating as the convoy proceeded through the Bush. It was time to cook diner when I next realized that I was sitting on the floor of my house. The reality of the letter did not come until today when I read it on the computer.

There are many things to talk about, like the people on the Concord Monitor blog that complain when I attach my letter to the comment section of another letter. I read the letters each one and decide. You in particular may not like my letters but to me, freedom is getting the message out. Ask the Monitor why they do not print my letters. People are reading them and many can understand because similar circumstances have hit their homes or lives. I am a 100% disabled Veteran that to stop my opinion letters the VA stopped my medical care. The only thing worse is if you can silence my free speech.

The pain in my head never goes away. When my left eye starts flickering and my cheek starts tingling getting prepared for the sharp pain crippling my life is needed. The sharp pain does not last long but others around me will not understand. Just as you can not understand remembering the good that we (veteran) did for a nation that marks our actions as criminal but celebrates our return. Can you the people try to grasp the deepness of freedom. I watch young people go off to boot camp every day. Accepting that life as they have learned is going to be wiped out. Your will becomes a government machine to destroy that which we are ordered to do. The chain of command is never questioned and the welfare of your men is only behind the completion of the mission. A person living through such inconceivable life must remain silent to protect the innocents of the civilized society if lucky enough he will return too.

My letters reach across the U.S. People can not believe that NH to stop some one that volunteers his time every day to help others would violated the Constitution to stop him. I am a 100% disabled Veteran that society has ostracized and the newspapers refuse to publicly print my letters. My medical conditions came from you keeping your freedom. It is not me that I speak for. It is you the American people. It is your child returning today that will live through all those memories that society will label them a wasted life because society can not conceive. It is your future that if you allow Judge Peter Fauver to criminally violate the Constitution will suffer. You the people have to keep the freedom to question and stop the NH supreme court when it knowingly allows Judges to violate our highest laws in their efforts to protect their monopoly of legal power over the people. A government that can use the newspapers to harm a 100% disabled veteran’s character to silence his words is unacceptable. The people that allows a government to torture and torment a 100% disabled Veteran with their own silence? Well if you do not get it reality can not be real. My letter was correct but I apologize because you ( The people of the U.S.) are not ready, willing or able to hear it. May be the cool temperature of 46’ yesterday could cool us down for what ever happens today.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

VA Medical loss 30-31-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

NH Governor Lynch attended the U.S. Marine’s funeral at the Veteran’s cemetery yesterday. A Marine died yet the only reason Lynch is there is for self promotion. This is what all politicians use Veterans for. It is in bad taste of me, to use such a sad event as an example of real life back here in the world. Lynch made me pay money to speak with him and I have the receipt. He never met with me. Veterans mean nothing to these politician’s unless they can get some self promotion out of it. The same with our newspapers. If it does not increase sales or promotion of the paper, they do not care. What about the people? Violations of our Constitution by judges and other elected officials described in my letters each day that NO elected official in Concord NH will stand and fight for a Veteran with. Even the newly elected NH officials refuse to even talk with me now that the election is over. These elected officials disregard our Constitution and refuse my “Redress of grievances” demand as guaranteed in our Constitution. I am a 100% service connected disabled Veteran. Three of my four separate disabilities are combat related. The VA stopped my medical care to stop my opinion letters. The news: as with this letter will refuse to print it for fear of, that a veteran may be treated with respect. My opinion letters have reached so many people across the U.S. that the mail I receive is dishearten. Veteran’s tell me of neglect and loss imposed by the nation we gave for. I hear from people telling me about homeless Veterans lost on the street because this nation does not understand the memories that alienate us from the real world. I hear of Veterans in prison because killing is what we did to survive yet back in your safe world you do not understand us. Thoughts that just appear of the right things that we did, that you back here condemn us as uncivilized criminal acts. The confusion from the hate and condemnation you express for what we did and the love you show to generate public support to entice new young recruits for the next wave. Is my letter to strong to be published in a U.S. Newspaper. Does reality really exist?

I do not want to sleep because of the going back. I do not want to live because of the inability to accept veterans unless it rationalizes the guilt of a society that can not accept us. As governor Lynch, society only uses veterans when it meats the need of some feeling of guilt. (The word meat was spelled as appropriate)

Because I volunteer to help U.S. citizens NH took my Constitutional rights away just as the VA took my medical care away. I am a political thorn that has used up his time to exist in a nation that can not accept what we did. I know this U.S. Marine would not mind me using his sad occasion because he is a U.S. Marine and the United States of America comes first even after death. Newspapers censoring this letter to protect Lynch’s name only illustrates my point. Freedom only exists because our young are willing to give before they learn silence is the only way they can return.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Publisher Joe McQuaid 3-30-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Joe McQuaid wrote a great editorial on Newspapers making the news. He talked about changes and the economy. He communicated with the people. Now if he would learn to listen to his readers maybe he could write an editorial about the VA and other government personal learning to listen to the people. The people are the best source of news available to the paper. Each town has people writing letters describing wrongs. Let the people tell the news. One letter from each town, from different people scattered across the different pages of the paper would make any newspaper, that of it’s readers. The articles would be opinion of the local people and have no libel to the newspapers. The best part is that it would be at no expense to the papers. Is change so hard to try and maybe find a newspaper taking off because it is the people’s paper. The goal of advertising is to reach the people.

Only the NH free press prints my letters once in awhile. Editors of most newspapers hate seeing my daily letters. The thing is people want to read my letters because they are facts of what is happen to us the people. My letters go out to over 2800 emails. Veteran’s and Disabled want to read my letters because they identify what is happening to them. The newspapers will print a article on miss treatment of Veterans when the story can be sensationalized. Then the veteran is placed on the back burner until. Can there be any more important resource than that of the People. Can there be any more reason than to print the people’s words. Let the people’s words tell senator’s like Judd Greg wasting money on another UNH building just to carry his name, could be better spent on care of the people. Maybe print the words of the people would make our elected officials help all people that write their office rather than only helping those that helping will advance their career. Veteran’s as all U.S. citizens need to participate in making this nation better. Communication is the civilized society’s way of doing the right thing. I have not been violent and will not. It seems violence is the only way to make a difference when communication is stopped. I make a point to volunteer every day to help some one. I volunteer to make you the United States better for all.

I am a 100% disabled Veteran. You are tired of hearing this. The fact is I am tired of the pain in my head and body. I am tired of reliving (what I did to protect and defend your freedom) ever day. I am tired that I came back alive, when so many better than I did not. I am tired of failing each time to kill myself because someone up there decided that it is not my time. I am tired of telling you that the VA stopped my medical care. I am tired of not being able to sleep. The thing is that my letters reach so far that learning how many veterans get neglected or cast aside because of pet project as Greg’s tires me out.

Joe wrote a great editorial. Now Joe and all newspapers just needs to listen to what he is saying.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Judd Greg 3-29-09

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Judd Greg is like the Kettle calling the Pot Black. Here is a U.S. senator from NH that questions politics in DC. Judd did not like President Clinton whom would have had the national dept paid off by now if it was not for Greg’s Republican Bush. I am neither Democrat or Republican. I am a U.S. citizen. Judd has been in office for how many years and done nothing but find ways to spend more and more money while telling us that the Republican party is conservative. The problem is that we the people have to elect those that the Dem or Rep party tell us. This is not a free election. Any one should be allowed to run for president in the primary. The top three vote getters would be on the national ballot. The top voter getter in each state would take that state. The candidate with the most states would be our next president. The Rep and Dem parities could back any candidate that they want but have no say in the election.

I have run for state office as a Dem one year and a Rep the next election. This past election I ran as a Dem for NH state senate. The newspapers wrote articles that were biased to deflate any chance of my winning. The newspapers refused to print my opinion letters that explained my platform and goals. I scare the politicians because I would represent the best interest of the people and let the people know the wrongs in Concord. The newspapers will refuse to print this letter because it questions their ethics and reasonability to the people. Our leaders in Concord are so afraid that I might get my message out and get elected that they stopped my VA medical. Yes, as I have told you in all my letters I am 100% disabled from my tour in the U.S. Marine Corps. Three of my four disabilities are combat related. The newly elected officials in NH refuse to help me by ignoring my requests. Judd does not care about veteran’s needs. Judd only cares about ways to use veteran issues to miss lead the people to get more money to waste on his pet projects. Like a new building with Judd’s name on it at UNH.

Judd has been in office for how many years and look at the disrespectful way that Veteran‘s are treated. Veteran‘s write to Judd‘s office all the time and are ignored unless the issue can benefit Judd‘s career. This is not a hate full letter as you that believe that you are more righteous than God will imply. This is a letter from a United States citizen that happens to be a 100% disabled veteran being SC-REWED by people in Washington of Judd’s caliber. I scare the people in Concord NH so much that Governor Lynch charged me money to meet with him but will not meet. This is against the law to charge a voter to talk with a elected official. I am the citizen that NH declared a terrorist and took my freedom for 6 months before the bogus charges were dropped. The newspapers dammed me when it made a sensational story but refuse to tell the other side when the charges were dropped. Freedom exists because of what Veterans have given to you the people of the United States. Black or White Judd just does not hear us.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Some People 3-28-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Some People complain about how disabled people are treated. Everyone has a complaint about there lives but what about the person next to you. Did you ever think about putting your hand out and volunteer to help others? I volunteer every day to help others because it is the right thing to do. You are right that we have laws like the American’s with Disabilities Act. Then again what can a disabled person do to stop the lack of or shorty care given. Some one yesterday wrote in a blog about “The Humane Vote”. Asking that Marijuana be legalized. Society has so invaded our freedom that the rights taken are not noticed until it hits your home. No one is willing to put that hand out to help others unless it can have some self benefit. The law can only work if the people in power have to obey the same laws as the “little people” Us.

Newspapers are a private business and have a right not to print opinion letters that they do not think are appropriate to the editors way of thinking. Can this be proper for the newspapers not to print letters by a 100% disabled veteran that clearly state and document that the VA is using health care as a weapon to stop opinion letters. In a civilized society we must have laws and we must obey these laws or pay the consequences. Laws only work if they are for the good of the majority. Laws only work if the people in power can not manipulate these laws for their own self benefit. Judge Peter Fauver violated our highest law the Constitution to intentionally harm other individuals. Fauver knowingly did these criminal acts to allow the Madbury NH selectmen using government powers for retaliation against other U.S. citizens. The fact is that this case was presented with overwhelming, documented, clear and convincing evidence to the NH supreme court. The court refused to hear the case because if the facts became public the case would have monumental impact to make our court system better. It was a cover up to protect the legal empire from out side correction of wrongs. Where does a 100% disabled Veteran go when the newspapers censor his words and Our government torments and harms this disabled veteran? How do you make the public aware when it is the people in power violating the rights of the individual. The newspaper’s silence on the facts has only prolonged my making the public aware of these crimes against the people public. I have not violated the law and this is a problem for these power hungry government officials.

You do not have to read my letters. My letters should be made available to the public for those that want to know the truth. Flagging or censoring my letters only harms each and every one of you. Why have the American’s with disabilities Act or any other laws if every citizen does not have to obey them. I became 100% disabled doing my duty as a United States Marine. Some people even complain saying that my volunteer help was not enough, but I continue because it is the right thing to do.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Newspapers will 3-27-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Newspapers will print story after story about horses being miss treated or front page about gay marriage. Yesterday the pain in my head was so bad that I went to Tellies bar on Rt 125 and got drunk. The pain was still there but I just did not care any more. The Veteran’s Hospital in NH miss treats it’s patients and the newspapers do not tell about this. We are only the disabled veteran’s that drain the budget if you waste money on treating us. It is like an endless chain of high ranking officials that I have sent my complaint letters to. NH elected officials just took office and they ignore me. NH governor Lynch charged me money (which is illegal) to talk with him for thirty minutes and he still will not meet with me. Our elected officials would rather put another addition on the VA Hospital than use what they have to treat the patients in need. I most of the time refuse to take medication. My last pain prescription was over five years ago. I just took the last pill about six months ago. I have been asking for more but the VA will not issue me them. The VA sends me to a civilian Dr and makes me pay for my own medication and the Dr visit. These are service injuries some are combat related. I am 100% disabled U.S. Marine. As long as the newspapers ignore Veteran’s care the government see no need to do anything. The strange thing is that the blogs and the other twenty eight hundred that I send my letter to read them. I do want to make it clear it is not the people that work at the VAH in NH it is the officials in charge cutting care to inflame the public to get more money to waste on an addition. The newspapers will not print the veteran’s side of the news.

The NH supreme court refused to hear a case presented to them with documented facts of Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal violations of the constitution to harm the individual. Fauver allowed government powers to be used by the Madbury NH selectmen to seek and get retaliation on local residents that the selectmen did not like. I volunteer my time to help these U.S. Natural born citizens and my VA medical is stopped to teach me a lesson. I do not remember driving home yesterday or if I even did. Disabled veterans should just be exterminated then the budget could be used for other animals care. The newspapers would be content to print those stories.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi

Mystery of death 3-26-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

What is death? Can it be as that 17 year old child boards his first plane out of the U.S. bound for the eternal play land for U.S. Marines? “combat” I constantly remember the empty, unknowing feeling as I left for my 31 months overseas. Today was going to be a cheerful letter, but at coffee this morning such a deep, dizzy, depressed mess hit me that I could not get out of my chair when it was time to leave. My head was spinning with the thoughts of how lucky that I was with everything that I have. I have a dream life that any person in the world would be content with. Then why do I sit here today in such pain and my head spinning, just to write a letter about wrongs in government? Can this feeling of death then, be the feelings that your child getting on the plane for that same play land feels today? The feeling of the unknown, what will it be, will I be good enough to pass the grade to be called a U.S. Marine?

In some ways I have it easier than others around me because I have no memory of what life back in the world (U.S.) is like. Hearing the stories by other Marine’s makes me some day hope to see it. I have become close to other Marine’s sisters by writing them and they write me back. Receiving mail is always the highlight and that is why I am happy that at MCAS El Toro I was ordered to take a writing course. It has been along time since I left and today is a day to remember. The feeling that I am a qualified Marine Corporal just seemed to come over me. I was taken from my repair hooch to lead the recovery crew on the runway. We were catching F-4’s returning from a bombing mission when the retrieve engine malfunctioned. While taking a replacement engine off the duce and a half it slipped and was going to hit one of my men. I pushed it out of the way hurting my back. I had one of the men duct tape a medal bar to my back in order to complete the mission. The corpsman said that it was just a pulled muscle and placed me on light duty for two weeks. The CO at our unit assigned me to ride as American Advisor on convoys. It should be easy just riding in the lead truck through different countries talking to other men that do not even speak American. I was issued my M-16 and two clips with specific orders not to lock and load until in emanate danger of death. It is like a mystery that this unit’s CO told me not to tell anyone my destination even if I return. I am riding in a convoy of 27 trucks filled with surplus supplies. I have no fear only excitement, what happen on the runway to make me know that feeling that I passed the test to be a U.S. Marine. The day the month it is as if time no longer concerns me. The convoy is leaving in a few minutes and I want to get this letter off. Have a great day. Love

Peter Macdonald Cpl USMC Semper Fi

Veteran’s Administration Beware 3-25-09

Peter Macdonald 465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

People are talking about my letters. It is surprising that some one on the Concord Monitor’s site would talk about my letters on the Boston Red Sox site. This person did not give his name. Typical of those that coast through society on the coat tails of the U.S. Military. Every day I write a letter and they are posted across the U.S. My letters basically describe many different aspect of our society. The miss treatment or lack of any medical treatment for returning Veteran’s. The VA and NH governor should take notice that people are reading my letters. The newspapers should ask them selves (why have they been ignoring the truth)? The VA stopped my medical care to stop my writing opinion letters. NH U.S. Rep Shea-Porter used her federal powers to interfere with my medical disabilities to stop my letters. I demanded a Regress of Grievances in the NH legislature. This is a guaranteed Constitutional right and the NH elected officials refuse to give me one. I ran for NH state senate this past primary only to have the NH newspapers write character harming articles about me. These same newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters telling my platform and in rebuttal of their articles. NH and the press interfered with a free election. I paid money to talk with Governor Lynch only to lose and never talk. I am a 100% service connected disabled U.S. Military veteran.

Do you know what it is like to sleep only a hour or two a night because of the recurring memories of where you have been? Can you see the face of that Gook child that you killed in hand to hand combat to get your M-16 back and escape? Do you know what it is to see hung ordinance take a person in your squad out as it is bouncing down the runway? Imagine coming back to the world (U.S.) with no memory of ever being here before because of a traumatic brain injury. NH to scare me took my freedom with jail time. I did not violate the law and the charges were dropped after six months. People should talk.

Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution. Fauver allowed the Madbury NH selectmen to use government powers to seek and get retaliation against local town resident’s that the selectmen did not want in their town. I can write statements like this because the truth will stand against these tyrants. No matter how much the newspapers censor my facts people are learning and reading. My medical care was restored for the record, only for public scrutiny. My medical care does not exist. My words are being heard. The VA should take notice. People are afraid to speak on my behalf because of what the NH government and VA are doing to me to protect Judge Peter Fauver’s criminal acts. I continue because even is governor Lynch does not think that I am good enough to talk with him.

I am proud to be a United States citizen. People are talking and that is a start.

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi